18. axel's dirty work

I walked downstairs and saw the boys cleaning up there stuff.

I discretely went into the bathroom to check my face and make sure I didn't have any puffiness that would show I was crying a little bit.

I took a deep breath and walked out to where everyone was at.

"Hey babe", Genni said almost immediately after I a walked out.

I jumped.

"Jesus were you waiting", I said. She just nodded her head.

"Wait are you training too", I asked.

"Yeah Chris thinks there will be some commotion because of the events that have been going on so he wants me to be prepared", she said.

"I had to beg Axel", I rolled my eyes.

"Girls cmon", Chris said to us.

"Where are we going", we both said at the same time.

"JINK", we yelled at eachother.

"We are going on an errand. Lani you want to be apart of what I do so bad you can come see", Axel said to me.

"You sure about this", Chris asked him as we walked to the black Escalade parked in the very front.

"Look Genni doesn't have to see it but they gotta know sometime and ma thinks it's all so easy and that she can do it so I gotta show her", Axel said.

Chris just nodded.

We drive for about seven minutes until we pulled up in front of a house.

A scrawny guy covered in tattoos walked out of the house almost immediately. The houses were nothing compared to most of 31 yet they were still really big.

Axel rolled down the window.

"Axel man look I know-", he started.

Axel just pulled out a gun with no question.

I gasped silently. Genni didn't even flinch she was frozen.

"You got three more days man. I don't wait. You don't keep me waiting you know that", Axel chuckled.

You know what I always say. Chuckling. Aint. Good.

"Drug Cartels been slow man my guys having a rough week", he said scratching the back of his head.

"Where's Fabo", Axel asked.

Who the fuck is Fabo.

"He's in the house with his girl man", he kinda said it annoyed.

Axel laughed then cocked his gun.

"Tell him he's got three days", he said. Then he shot the gun at the guy.

I closed my eyes as soon as I saw his finger reach the trigger.

I heard a grunt.

I just knew he was dead.

I started to cry. I couldn't help it.

I couldn't believe Axel would do this. In front of me none the less.

I looked up at Genni to see how she was feeling...

The bitch was on her phone.

What. The. Fuck.

I stayed silent the rest of the ride.

Once we got to the warehouse I got out the car with no words. I didn't even step foot back into the warehouse.

I walked my small ass over to the Jeep. Got in. And drove home.

The whole ride I was in disbelief. Axel was blowing my phone up with text and calls. I couldn't care less.

I pulled up to the house and Axel was already there. What the fuck.

"Who gave you permission to just leave Kailani", he asked once I stepped outside.

"Me", I said angry.

I stormed inside.

"What's your problem", Axel asked slightly raising his voice.

"You asked to be apart of it", he laughed.

"I didn't want to kill anyone or see anyone get killed", I yelled.

"Kailani I grazed the kid. He may need stitches. If that", he said.

"What", I said looking up at him.

"I didn't shoot anywhere near a major artery or anything like that", he said.

"Well-", I said. I was stuck.

"Baby I wanted you to see the seriousness of the job", he said forcing me to look at him in his eyes.

"You think you're ready and you just aren't. Okay?", he said kissing my forehead.

"Axel that's not fair. I wasn't prepared", I said.

"Did you see how Genni acted", he said taking his shirt off. It's gettin got in hereeeee.

"Well.... yeah", I said. She was pretty unphased.

"Exactly", he said going upstairs. I followed him. This convo is not over.

"But Chris probably explained to her what was going on", I argued.

"No. But Chris and her have a bond where he knows she is emotionally ready to handle what he has to do as his job. Get it through your skull", he laughed.

"So what I have to be ready to accept you are basically a killer to get trained", I said.

"First of all Lani. I hate killing. I will most likely order someone to do it first. I do warning shots. Threaten. Fight. Shit you ain't ready for. I'm done talking about it. Your baby ass cried all the way home you can't handle it. Shut up and get washed up for dinner", he said.

"I'm not going anywhere with you", I said under my breath. I had the right to be annoyed with his stunt. It was misleading and unfair.

Now it has me thinking I'm not prepared and I really thought i was.

"I'm sorry what did you just say to me", he said.

He now had no shirt on and some red sweat shorts and nike socks on.

"Lani were staying here to eat. You will eat downstairs with me like you normally do. Period", he said.

I just wanted to swing at him.

I hated that he was just so much bigger and stronger and more powerful than me. It pissed me off so bad.

"K", I said.

"Hmm", he said stepping closer to me.

"Yes sir", I huffed.

Dinner was silent. I was giving him the silent treatment.

Any and everything he asked I ignored. I fed half my food to Max. Which he hates. And looked at my plate the entire time.

I walked back upstairs once I was done and he followed. I plopped on the bed and just got on my phone.

He say at the edge of the bed. I heard his lighter flicker so I snatched my head at him.

"Axel. We both said no smoking in this room.", I said.

"My house. Not yours", he said as he took a puss of the blunt. Then that bitch blew it in my face.

I started to get red with anger.

"Does that piss you off babygirl", he teased.

I just ignored him.

All of a sudden I felt a big ass tug at my t shirt.

"I know you hear me talking to you", he said pulling me dangerously close.

He took another hit.

"Hmm", he said passing the blunt to me.

One hit wasn't gonna hurt.

... until it turned to about four hits.

Once the blunt was done he just put it out in his little tray.

"You know better than to ignore me dont you", he said. He snaked his hand around my throat. He pulled me closer with force but not too much.

I nodded my head as a response.

He crashed his lips into mine. He won dominance immediately. I don't even try. His tongue was basically down my throat. He sucked on the bottom of my lip then stuck his tongue back in my mouth.

My tongue and his touching and fighting for who will take the most control eventually. He even sucks at my tongue to prove he was in control.

He then pulls away. I am done founded and begin to feel the high.

"Go to bed my angel before you start something you can't finish", he said pecking my lips.

I fell into my pillow and everything seemed right.