Chapter 184 - Hickey
If the Deep Sea Forgets You
Translator: Atlas Studios Editor: Atlas Studios
Mo Han was furious, he disliked that Third Young Master was already of the past and yet he was still secretly investigating the feelings between Xia Qingyi and him. âYou donât have to concern yourself with the matters between me and her. Sheâs with me now, Iâll treat her well. This is what I should do, you donât have to weigh in on this.â
âIâm certainly in no position to say this, since Iâm already in prison after all.â Third Young Master showed the handcuffs on his hands to Mo Han. âYouâre right. No matter the past or the future, only youâre in the position to say it.â
His tone slowly turned dejected. âShe loved me for six years, and also suffered for six years. Itâs different by your side, sheâs always smiling by your side everyday.â
Third Young Master continued by himself, âActually, I wanted to be with her when she said she loved me six years ago. But I could not give her the life she wanted, so I simply gave up.â
âSo when she said she wanted to leave, I did not stop her. Sheâs different from me, I could no longer be saved, but thereâs still hope for her. She deserves an even better life.â
Third Young Master raised his head to look at Mo Han, looking serious. âPlease look after her well in the future.â
Mo Han looked at him and stayed silent for a long time.
After that, the time for their meeting ended. Third Young Master followed the officer back to prison, and Mo Han also stood up and left the police station.
It was already seven at night, much later than the time Mo Han had promised to pick Xia Qingyi up. He took out his phone, saw that there were four missed calls from Xia Qingyi and called her back.
âWhere are you now?â Mo Han asked.
âIâm already at home.â Xia Qingyi had already changed and was sitting on the sofa.
âIâm sorry... Something came up tonight, so I was late. I didnât hear you call me on the way.â
Xia Qingyi did not take it to heart. âItâs okay. Anyway, I always walked back by myself in the past. You donât have to pick me up next time if youâre busy, itâs too troublesome.â
âThere wonât be a next time.â
Xia Qingyi smiled. âI donât blame you, thereâs no need to do this, you just have to come back early.â
Hearing Xia Qingyiâs voice, Mo Han tightened his grip on the phone. He could not let Xia Qingyi leave him. No matter what, he did not want her to leave him.
He only had one thought on his mind at this moment.
âThen Iâll come back soon,â he said.
âAh... donât forget to buy those mini wontons from Zhou Ji, Iâm hungry.â Xia Qingyi urged him as she usually did.
âAlright. Iâll also buy you a bag of red bean biscuits.â
âDonât buy too many red bean biscuits, itâs easy to get fat when you eat that at night,â Xia Qingyi nagged at him.
After chatting a few sentences with Xia Qingyi, Mo Han felt the unease from meeting with Third Young Master gradually ebb away. Xia Qingyi did not know, but she would always calm him down in the shortest amount of time.
Mo Han told himself that he could not cause problems between the two of them because of things from the past, not when they finally got together after so much difficulty. He could not ruin everything that he finally have after so much hardship because of Third Young Masterâs sudden appearance.
That was why he had to pretend that he did not know everything at all when he went back, Mo Han thought.
Mo Han brought Xia Qingyiâs favorite mini wontons and red bean biscuits back.
She was not in the living room. Mo Han brought the mini wontons along and found her in the study room. She was sitting on the chair, her eyes on the computer and her fingers typing continuously on the keyboard.
âYouâre back?â Xia Qingyi saw him, her fingers still moving.
Mo Han held up the bag of mini wontons. âHereâs the stuff you want, come out and eat.â
Xia Qingyi was still typing away, her gaze on the computer screen. âHold on, Iâll finish up. Put it outside, you should go and eat first.â
Mo Han closed the door and went to the kitchen. He poured the mini wontons into a bowl, sat on the chair and waited for a while. Seeing that she was still not coming out, he pushed the door open again and saw that she was still typing, so he said, âDo that later, come and eat first, or the food will get cold.â
Xia Qingyi said, âAlright, alright... just a few more words.â
Not long after she had spoke, Xia Qingyi finished her work and smiled. âDone! Alright, letâs go and eat!â She stood up and followed Mo Han outside.
When they were eating at the table, Xia Qingyi was constantly moving her chopsticks, while Mo Hanâs bowl of mini wontons looked untouched. He kept watching Xia Qingyi eat. Xia Qingyi felt a little strange, and asked him, âDid you have a lot of... trouble at work today?â
Mo Han said, âNope.â
âThen... is there something troubling you?â
âNot that either.â
âThen why do you look unhappy?â Xia Qingyi said.
Mo Han touched his face and asked, âDo I? Do I look very unhappy?â
âYeah, you look like youâre pretty unhappy.â Xia Qingyi bit her chopsticks. âYou usually eat quite a lot when youâre with me, but you havenât eaten much today.â
Mo Han smiled. âI already ate something outside.â
âThen you look pretty unhappy, why? What happened?â Xia Qingyi asked.n/o/vel/b//in dot c//om
He always thought that she would probably not be able to tell his inner feelings, but it did not seem like it now. To him, it was always handy to be able to hide your emotions around others. But whenever he saw Xia Qingyi, he seemed to forget how to hide his emotions.
Mo Han forced the corners of his mouth up into a smile. âItâs nothing, itâs just a tricky case that we have on our hands now.â
âCan I help you with anything?â Xia Qingyi asked tentatively.
Mo Han reached over the table to pat her head, feeling his heart soften. âItâs okay, just take care of your own things. Iâll handle it myself.â
Xia Qingyi looked at him, her eyes trained on him. âIf youâre unhappy in the future, donât stay silent and keep it to yourself. Even though I canât help you with anything, I can be your rubbish bin. I can still stay beside you and listen to you.â
Mo Han saw how serious she looked, and he felt warmth in his heart. He kept quiet for a long time. Xia Qingyi saw that he did not speak, and lowered her head to continue eating her mini wontons. Mo Han saw her chew on them, and after a while smiled and asked, âHave you finished eating?â
Xia Qingyi swallowed the last piece, and raised her head to look at him, not knowing why he had asked that.
Mo Han stood up, bent down and kissed her. Xia Qingyi was still sitting there stunned, her eyes staring at Mo Hanâs slanted head. His lips were still on hers, and he slipped his tongue in between her lips. His kiss was gentle and lingering, which made her feel touched. His tongue accidentally brushed again the roof of her mouth, making her shudder. She instinctively tried to move back, but Mo Han leaned in closer and used his hands to cup her chin, locking her against him.
Xia Qingyi tried to slowly respond to his kiss, and Mo Han kissed her back even harder. She kept tilting her neck up so it felt sore, so she moved back when she really could not take it any longer, putting some distance between the two of them.
Mo Han was still standing, and he lowered his head to look at her as he smiled, panting a little. Xia Qingyi looked at him and smiled too. âI am still eating the mini wontons, arenât you afraid that thereâll be a smell?â
âNo, it felt amazing,â Mo Han said.
Xia Qingyi pushed the unfinished mini wontons towards him. âThereâs more here, you can eat them.â
Mo Han sat down, held her hand and did not let go and looked at her. âThese arenât as delicious as the ones in your mouth.â
Xia Qingyi shot him a dirty look and retracted her hand. âEwww... youâre gross.â
Mo Han teased her. âThere are grosser ones, do you want to try?â
Xia Qingyi said, âI donât want to. Iâm full, you can eat them if you want.â
She stood up and wanted to walk away, but Mo Han tugged at her hand again and said from behind, âSleep in my room tonight.â
Xia Qingyi could not understand. âWhy? I have been sleeping well these past few days, I donât have insomnia, so why do I have to sleep in your room?â
Mo Hanâs hand unintentionally wriggled in her palm. He kept looking at her and did not speak, and only then did Xia Qingyi understand, and her face turned red. âIâm not going to... have a good sleep by yourself.â
Mo Han did not release her hand. âYouâre really not coming?â
Xia Qingyi took her hand away. âYes, I have a report to finish, and I need to hand it in to my teacher tomorrow. I have to go back to the study room to do it now.â
Mo Han stood up, hugged her from the back and gently bit into her ear. âThen, when will you come?â
Xia Qingyi shrank into her neck. Mo Han biting her ear made her heart skip a beat. âAfter some time... Iâm rather busy with schoolwork lately, and I have a lot of classes.â
Mo Han leaned forward and planted kisses on her neck. Xia Qingyi instinctively tilted her neck up, feeling as though a cat was scratching her with its claws. She pushed at Mo Han, âStop fooling around, Iâm going to do my work.â
Mo Han gave her another huge kiss before he let her go, leaving a huge hickey behind on her neck, and it was so painful that Xia Qingyi frowned. She rubbed her neck and turned back to look at Mo Han.
Mo Han also rubbed the marking on her neck, smiling contentedly, âGo back and do your essay, Iâll stop disturbing you.â
Xia Qingyi rolled her eyes at him and went back to the study room to finish up her essay.
Because she had lessons in the morning, Xia Qingyi woke up early the next day. She passed the essay she had just finished last night to the teacher so that the teacher could take a look at it and see where she could improve.
After she had finished the essays her teachers had instructed, Xia Qingyi had to immediately prepare for another examination. Even though she tried her best to study really hard in the morning, she was completely not in the mood to continue studying at home.
Her examinations were coming, and yet she did not have the drive to study at all. Xia Qingyi discussed with Mo Han about considering to apply for the school dorms to stay there for a few days.