Heart attack

I couldn't tell you what day it was or what the weather was like but i can tell you how it felt the first time your skin collided with mine. I know we went on a date...i couldn't tell you what it was that we did. I just remember the warmth on my leg when you leant over and grabbed my thigh as you drove. One hand on the wheel, the other on me. It was a mixed feeling. Feeling of happiness and being excited that you were being the person i so desperately longed for - yet a the same time, panic, because of what we were.

If i think hard enough i can still recall the sensation of your thumb rubbing circles on the top of my leg. And i swear, oh i swear, it gave me a heart attack.