Chapter 171 - 171: Sleeping Together, Seducing His Soul
Wedding Night! A Regretful Marriage to Her Disabled Rival!
Huo Sichengâs line of sight fell upon Gu Qingcheng, her face pale with worry.
The anxiety that flashed through her eyes unintentionally made him feel a deep tenderness.
His heart raced uncontrollably, feeling both worried and pained for Gu Qingcheng.
Even though he was in excruciating pain, with no appetite due to the severe discomfort in his body, he forced himself to eat the food she fed him, not wanting to worry her.
At close range, Gu Qingcheng noticed the hidden pain in Huo Sichengâs eyes, which had flashed unintentionally. Besides her concern and worry, an endless anger welled up in her heart.
There was no way he would fall ill for no reason; something must have happened.
Huo Sicheng had a high tolerance for pain, and he had probably discovered his health issues long before but had endured them so that she wouldnât find out.
After dinner, Gu Qingcheng fed Huo Sicheng his medicine.
âBe a good boy, go to sleep, and I wonât leave your side,â she whispered softly.
âTrust me, I wonât leave you.â
Huo Sicheng gazed tenderly at Gu Qingcheng, and after a moment, he asked in a hoarse voice, âHas something happened to you?â
âMe?â Gu Qingcheng was surprised. âI havenât had any problems. Why do you ask?â
The corner of Huo Sichengâs mouth twitched, and after a while, he softly said,
âYouâve suddenly been too kind to me.â
Gu Qingcheng was momentarily stunned, then looked at Huo Sicheng with helplessness. âYouâre my husband; I should be good to you. Get used to it; Iâll be good to you from now on.â
After a pause, she sincerely said to him, âHoney, Iâm sorry. I used to be stubborn and bossy, always arguing with you. Can you forgive me?â
âIâve told you never to apologize to me,â Huo Sicheng held Gu Qingchengâs hand gently. âItâs normal to have conflicts. Iâve said our personalities need time to adjust, and as we get along better, there will be fewer conflicts.â
âNo, I wonât argue with you anymore,â Gu Qingcheng shook her head gently.
âItâs not about adjustment; itâs because Iâm too easily provoked.â
âYou only get provoked when youâre in front of me,â Huo Sicheng hinted at something. âThatâs because, whether in the past or now, you havenât learned how to accept me.â
Gu Qingcheng remained silent.
âWeâve only been married, just obtained a marriage certificate. Weâre both individuals with independent thoughts. A piece of paper canât instantly resolve the conflicts weâve accumulated over the years,â Huo Sicheng explained.
âThereâs no love at first sight; thereâs only attraction based on appearances. No matter how close we were growing up, you never really looked at me seriously, and when you did, it was during our conflicts.â
âSo, our feelings, our love, our marriage, all of it requires us to work through step by step, with conflicts and misunderstandings, to get to where we are today.â
Gu Qingcheng felt a pang in her heart, a lump forming her throat.
Huo Sicheng was right.
Between them, it wasnât just a matter of getting married and resolving all their issues. Looking back, every time they had an argument and clashed, it had brought them closer.
What he said could not be more accurate. From the moment she had proposed to him, she had thought of herself as the hunter, capturing her prey. In reality, she was the prey, and Huo Sicheng was the hidden hunter, gradually drawing her into his carefully orchestrated love.
He had been plotting behind the scenes.
That explained why he never rushed to resolve their conflicts during arguments. He knew she couldnât escape, and instead, her heart would draw closer to him, not farther away.
âIn fact, the one who should apologize is me, not you,â Huo Sicheng said, watching Gu Qingchengâs changing expression. âYou caused a fuss, but the incident with Ji Sisi was my most regrettable decision. I shouldnât have intentionally provoked you out of anger, making you want a divorce, especially when you had intended to be with me.â
âAt that time, you believed I only married you for your abilities, or you wouldnât have given me access to the resources and documents of Huo Group,â Gu Qingcheng gently continued Huo Sichengâs words. âI didnât know what you were up to back then; it took me a long time to realize you had misunderstood me.â
âYes, I misunderstood you, but I can be sure that I never actually got involved with Ji Sisi,â Huo Sicheng admitted his mistake. âWhen you wanted to reconcile with me, if I hadnât misunderstood you, we could have started a new life after our marriage, and there wouldnât have been so many conflicts.â
He paused for a moment and then said, âOf course, I mentioned this after we had caused so many conflicts, and no matter how many times we argued, weâve reached a point where weâve adjusted to each other. We can now have peaceful meals, conversations, and sleep together.â
âThatâs true,â Gu Qingcheng agreed. âFrom our initial arguments to reconciliation, it took a long time, but it has led to a positive development.â
âI want to thank you for giving me a chance,â Huo Sicheng hinted. âFor giving me a chance to start over and make up for my mistakes, which nearly cost me losing you. â
Gu Qingcheng recalled the moment when they signed the contract, feeling a bittersweetness in her heart.
âI also put all my effort into it, and it was almost like self-hypnosis to give you a chance,â she softly said to him. âI had a gamble in me, and I gave myself a
year to see how it goes.â
âI know, but do you know?â Huo Sichengâs voice softened as he realized his mistake. He gently held Gu Qingchengâs hand and continued, âRegardless of whether you had that gambling spirit or not, when you gave me a chance, it meant that you had me in your heart, and thatâs enough for me.â
Gu Qingchengâs eyes softened, and her heart warmed. âOkay, from now on, donât be silent with me. I really like it when you talk to me more.â
âOkay,â Huo Sicheng replied and then whispered softly to Gu Qingcheng, âI donât want to clip your wings or make you change for me. I want you, the real you, with your laughter and anger, just as you are.â
âI havenât changed myself; Iâve always loved and liked being myself,â Gu Qingcheng replied while holding Huo Sichengâs hand and caressing her cheek with his palm, just like a cat. âIâm good to you and gentle with you because youâre my husband. Huo Sicheng,youâre in my heart, whether in the past or now. Youâve always been there.â
In her previous life, she had him in her heart, even though she hated him, and it consumed her energy.
In this life, she had him in her heart. He had angered her, provoked her, and in the end, she loved him. It all revolved around the fact that she had Huo Sicheng in her heart.
Before she died, she met the right person at the right time, but she had missed it.
Now, she had met the right person at the right time, and she couldnât afford to miss it again. That was why she had convinced herself to give him a chance.
The timing of their encounters was beyond words.
Fortunately, she had given him a chance; otherwise, they wouldnât have reached this intimate moment.
Huo Sicheng looked at Gu Qingcheng tenderly, his eyes filled with affection.
âSleep with me.â
âOkay.â
At the door, she calmly asked Chu Yu, âChu Yu, what kind of poison did my husband get?â