Chapter 162
Regressor of the Fallen Family
The sound of my brotherâs laughter echoes from deep within the communications room. Itâs the first time Iâve heard such hearty laughter since the war, and Ronian let out a sigh of relief. He had been really uneasy when his sister-in-law stormed out earlier.
ââ¦Thank goodness.â
âDidnât I tell you? Our master is strong. Do you feel a bit more at ease now?â
âEven so, itâs hard not to worry about family⦠But Viktor, when itâs just the two of us, speak informally, remember?â
ââ¦Itâs not so easy to do.â
The odd-eyed friend avoided Ronianâs gaze as he cracked a slightly awkward smile. His response was progress, if you can call it that. Ronian couldnât help but laugh and clap the friend he considered a rival on the shoulder.
âThen letâs go and enjoy the festival.â
âGo on, thenâ¦â
âSeriously, informal! And I said letâs go together, right?â
ââ¦Iâll pass. Iâll stay to guard the mansion.â
âWerenât you the one who told me not to worry about big brother?â
âItâs not that Iâm worried about the master⦠ugh, no. Thereâs nothing for me to do there anyway.â
Ronian well knew his friendâs lack of interest in such festive occasions. But he also knew exactly how to crumble that disinterest.
âI heard decorations from the war-surplus stores are out in abundance. Stuff that young ladies would adore.â
His friend twitched.
âWell, if youâre not coming, at least give me some tips on Victoriaâs tastes. Iâll get her a present when I return.â
ââ¦Iâm in.â
Was that twitch of the eyebrow an expression of anticipation or anger? Ronian inwardly chuckled as he pulled his friend along, though he still felt a bit concerned about what was happening inside.
âBig brother seems to be doing better. He and my sister-in-law will have a good time, right?â
Thinking back, his sister-in-lawâs expression when leaving the communications room hadnât been bad either. Although he wasnât too familiar with affairs of the heart, maybe his brotherâs stress had already lessened by then.
âIf only I had more ability, I couldâve taken more of my brotherâs burdens.â
Ronian mulled over these self-reproachful thoughts as he slowly walked away.
* * *
During the festival, I canât get much done anyway. So, for at least a few days, letâs put aside future plans and worries, and bask in the success weâve achieved.
Logan had made up his mind, but the environment wasnât cooperating. A mountain of party invitations was the least of his troubles.
âCount Logan! Please meet with me just once!â
âHey, do you even know who I am? How dare a soldier block my way when nobles want to get acquainted!â
âHa, Sir Knight. Peace is best after all. If youâd just step aside for Count Loganâ¦. Heh, such an innocent knight. Now, letâsâ¦â
The bustling crowd at the mansionâs entrance made it impossible for Logan to even consider going out.
âI could just tell them all to leaveâ¦â
With the ominous moniker âEarl of Bloodâ pinned to his name following the events at the palace, it was about time to manage his reputation.
All Logan could do was sigh quietly.
Eileenâs sigh followed closely by his side.
âThis is indeed worse.â
âHardly a sanctuary, isnât it?â
At Loganâs words, Eileen smiled awkwardly. Having recently become the head of the Floyd family, he couldnât last a day at the family home and had come back. Well, thatâs the excuse he gave, but in realityâ¦
âHmm. Given the current situation, itâs impossible. Even off-duty knights cover up their family crests while wandering the capital.â
Of course, that comment was more like a joke, but the fact remained that the McLain family was drawing a lot of attention.
âIf I tried to meet my father-in-law separately, it would be even more chaotic. Seems like I wonât be keeping my appointment. Iâd best go down right after the festival ends. Did he have any other message for me?â
ââ¦No, none.â
â And when are you two going to have the wedding?
Fatherâs words had brushed through Eileenâs mind, but he answered neutrally, although a resentful glance inevitably fell on Logan.
âAfter all the trouble of a proposal.â
The cold chill from the sword at his waist felt suddenly icy.
But pride prevented him from voicing his thoughts aloud. Could that be why?
âThen rest a bit more, Sir Eileen. Itâs not mandatory for you to stand by my side, especially now â you can take a separate breakâ¦.â
The honorific âSirâ seemed particularly grating in Eileenâs ears.
âMy duty is my duty. Donât worry about me.â
ââ¦â
ââ¦â
The atmosphere cooled rapidly.
Logan could feel something was very wrong from the overly emphasized words.
âDid I say something wrongâ¦?â
âNot. At. All.â
There was definitely something.
Logan sensed it and kept stammering without finding the right words. After a long pause, he finally said,
âPeople close to each other should open up and share their feelings. If thereâs something bothering you, you ought to say it. Hoping the other person will understand without words is a bitâ¦â
âYes, I understand.â
ââ¦â
ââ¦â
Logan could tell the mood had soured even more.
âIt feels so awkward. Why? I donât get it. If thereâs a problem, say it! Iâm not a mind reader, for goodnessâ sake.â
He couldnât voice his frustration aloud. Swallowing it, Logan kept silent.
* * * [If you donât know what you did wrong, just wait. Things will settle down in time. If you pester them to find out why, itâll only make things worse. Trust the words of a man who has been married twice.]
Even to the casual listener, this advice felt a bit off.
âMoreover, father, you only had arranged marriages.â
With no help from such hollow advice and a sigh brewing, Logan turned off the communicator as laughter came from the device.
ââ¦?â
[Ha-ha-ha. You did tell her to rest, and the maiden ran straight to her quarters. It looks like itâs time for you toâ¦]
Click.
Wanting to avoid listening to more useless chatter, Logan turned off the communicator. With a long sigh, he left the communications room and quickened his pace in silence.
âRest? What rest? Thatâs why I keep having these strange thoughts. Iâd better finish up the work thatâs been piling up.â
Logan decided to attend to several daysâ worth of neglected duties.
âAnd maybe take a walk while Iâm at it.â
Even if that meant sneaking around at night with a mask.
Tap-tap-tap.
It felt strangely familiar now, entering the mansion through a window rather than the main entrance, though this time the sole purpose was to avoid being noticed by outsiders. Logan, who slipped through the study window like a ghost, confidently opened the door and strode down the mansionâs corridor.
âAh! Finally, youâre here. Congratulations on your ascension, Lord Logan. Should I call you Your Grace now?â
âHa-ha. Please, speak freely. How can I accept such formalities from the right hand of the Grand Duke, Lord Lewis?â
Logan exchanged pleasant greetings with his past lifeâs captain, now his mentorâs aide-de-camp, andâ¦
âThe Grand Duke has been waiting for you for days. Why have you only just arrived?â
He paused, belatedly realizing why he hadnât visited despite his own need.
âHa-ha⦠Iâve been caught up with some⦠issues. Master will understand, Iâm sure.â
âHe seemed a bit angry. Ha-ha, but surely not at you, Lord Logan. Let me take you to him.â
I have a feeling itâs about me, though.
But after coming all this way, Logan couldnât turn back. He forced a grim smile and waved his hand.
âI know the way, and itâs not like I donât know where to go. Donât let me hold you up from your duties.â
âIf you insist.â
Smiling, Logan watched Louis Highonâs retreating figure before reluctantly making his way to the underground training ground.
Grumbling.
ââ¦Youâre finally here.â
As he pushed open the heavy stone door, a low voice greeted him. During training, the voice was especially severe, but today it sounded like it was laced with murderous intent⦠probably just his imagination.
âYou made me wait three days after asking me to help you climb over the wall? Do you think Iâve got all the time in the world?â
â¦Not an illusion.
Had the mentor really spent three nights waiting here? Without so much as a word from him?
Feeling uncomfortable, Logan pressed on.
âIâm sorry, Master.â
âFor what?â
âWhat?â
âWhat are you apologizing for?â
Logan, about to offer up the excuse of being busy, realized his master wasnât looking for something agreeable to hear.
Gulp.
ââ¦I wanted someone I trust by the Emperorâs side, with the many tasks ahead.â
âAnd so you shoehorned your over-seventy-year-old master into this role without any discussion?â
Despite the chiding remark, the murderous aura lessened noticeably.
âAt least itâs better than the unacceptable excuses you had a few weeks ago.â
Seeing a faint smile on his mentorâs face, Logan smiled naturally.
âThatâs why I made it an advisory position, not full-time. I considered offering the position of Prime Minister, butâ¦â
âHow dare you utter such horror! If you had, I would have lashed you at the coronation myself!â
âThatâs why I changed it. Starting a new era wouldnât have worked well if you had to whip your own merit at my coronation.â
âHeh. So you predicted all of this?â
âOf course.â
ââ¦Impudent, but a change from the excuses you once made. Alright, draw your sword.â
âYes, sir!â
As his masterâs smiling face brightened, Logan drew his sword with enthusiasm.
But thenâ¦
âJust because youâve peeked over the wall doesnât mean youâre ready to climb it. You think you can handle aura? Iâll work you to death before you can turn back.â
A rolling, red aura began menacingly to press on the soul.
Afterward, Logan developed a keen awareness that his mentor could be quite vindictive.
And amidst pushing his exceptionally talented pupil, the mentor harbored one single hope.
âKeep fighting to stay righteous. Just keep it up. I hope you really will not changeâ¦.â