Chapter 36
Learning to Love
Aman stared at Priya. Â She was blaming herself for his mistake. Â He didnât understand.
âYouâre absolutely right! It was all your fault. Â If youâd decided a little earlier that you were willing to sleep with me, you couldâve saved us both a lot of grief. Â Dammit, Priya, youâre the worst wife ever!â Aman said angrily.
Priya started crying harder. Â She knew she deserved this. Â Everything Aman said was true. She turned away, feeling self conscious about crying so hard in front of Aman.
âPriya,â Aman said more gently, âIâm not an ass. Â That isnât what I believe at all. Â First of all none of this is your fault. Â I brought another woman home. Â I slept with her. Â I made a mistake. Â Itâs all my fault. Â Second of all, I shouldnât have pushed you so hard into sleeping with me. Â You needed time. I shouldâve understood. Â Third, youâre a great wife, and Iâm lucky to have you.â Aman smiled.
Priya turned around the face Aman. Â If this is how he felt, then why had he exploded at her? Aman took a step closer to her.
âYou shouldnât blame yourself for this.â He wiped away some of Priyaâs tears. Â âI didnât mean to get angry. I just wanted to show you how foolish it all sounded.â
âBut I caused this to happen.â Priya said.
âNo, Priya, donât you ever believe that this is your fault. Â Iâm the only one at fault here.â Aman pulled Priya into an embrace. Â Priya tried to resist, but all she wanted at that moment was to feel better and being in Amanâs arms definitely made her feel better.
âWe should head home.â Aman said after a moment.
Priya nodded in agreement. Â The limo ride was long and silent. Â Aman didnât know how to break the silence, and Priya was reluctant to do so. Â As a result, they were forced to remain in silence for the duration of the ride. Â Once in the mansion, Priya scurried up the stairs with Aman close behind her. Â He grabbed her hand before she could turn and go in the opposite direction where her bedroom was. Â Priya stopped and gave Aman a curious look.
âMy jacket,â Aman said, referring to the jacket of his tux that was still wrapped around Priya.
She unwrapped the jacket and handed it back to Aman. Â She turned to go in the direction of her room only to be stopped by Aman once again. Â She looked back at him expectantly, but this time he didnât say anything. Â He merely looked at her.
âAman,â Priya prompted.
âYou look great in that dress.â Aman said in a deep voice.
Priya blushed and tried to pull out of Amanâs grip, but he just wouldnât let her go. Â He moved closer to her.
âPriya, you have no idea what youâre doing to me right now.â He was close enough to whisper into her ear.
Priya told herself that she was angry with Aman and that she needed to stay mad at him, but he was making it so difficult.
âDonât.â She tried to back away from him, but her legs refused to budge.
âYou look absolutely delicious,â Aman whispered, âand Iâd love to have a taste of you.â
âAman,â Priya didnât want this, or did she?
Amanâs lips were on hers before she could get another word out. Â He backed her up against the wall and slipped his arm around her waist, holding her close. Â His fingers caressed her lower back. Â Priya, overwhelmed with passion, kissed back even though she knew better. Aman place his other hand at the nape of her neck, sheepishly undoing the fastening that held Priyaâs dress up. Â She felt the fabric slipping and quickly pulled away from Aman. Â She rushed into her room before having a total wardrobe malfunction in front of Aman. Â Priya went to her closet with the intention of quickly changing into something more reliable, but Aman had followed her into her bedroom.
âAman, please. Leave.â Priya said upon seeing him enter.
âYou want this as much as I do. Admit it, Priya.â Aman stepped closer.
Priya backed away, her hand firmly placed over her chest, keeping her gown from slipping.
âI...donât.â Priya said.
âYou canât stay mad at me forever.â Aman said sternly. Â He paused for a moment. Â His expression softened. Â âPlease donât stay mad at me forever.â He said pleadingly.
Aman walked up to Priya and kissed her again. Â His hands innocently rested on her waist. Â Priya pushed against his chest, trying to make him stop, but she put little effort into her resistance. Â The feeling of his lips against hers was too much to bear. Aman turned her around and kissed sensually down her back. Â Itâs something heâs been wanting to do all night. Â His lips lingered on her back before meeting her lips again. Just then, Amanâs phone rang. Â Aman abruptly broke the kiss and pulled out his phone, irritated by the disruption. Â He took a look at the caller id and stepped away from Priya.
âI have to take this.â He murmured before leaving her room.
âWhat the hell do you want?â He said harshly once he reached his own bedroom.
âAman! I need you tonight. Come to my house.â Tamanna slurred.
âAre you drunk?â Aman asked.
âSo drunk! Come to me. I need you.â Tamanna said.
âShut the hell up and donât call me. Iâm not coming anywhere near you.â Aman screamed angrily into the phone.
âButâ¦â Tamanna started.  Aman hung up on her before she could say anymore.
He went back to Priyaâs room. Â She was ruffling through her closet.
âPriya,â Aman said. Â She turned around quickly with a surprised expression on her face as if Aman had just caught her committing a crime.
âAman, please. Just go away.â Priya said. She knew she wouldnât be able to control herself around him. Â She didnât want to slip up and do something that would lead Aman to believe sheâd actually forgiven him.
âWill you please just give me a chance?â Aman asked. âYou wore that for me, didnât you? Obviously you wanted my attention. Â Now, Iâm giving it to you, and youâre resisting.â
âI didnât want your attention.â Said Priya spitefully.
âWell, you didnât dress like this for other men, did you?â Aman asked in disbelief.
Priya stayed silent.
âWhy the hell would you do that?â Aman said. Â He was trying to control his anger.
Priya said nothing once again.
âTo get back at me? Was this your idea of getting revenge? Fine. Do whatever the hell you want!â Aman said before stalking out of Priyaâs room.
He was angry. Â Priya couldnât believe it. Â Sheâd only dressed provocatively and danced with one other man. Â What Aman had done was far worse, yet he was the one who was angry. Â Aman angrily paced in his room. Â What was Priya thinking? Â He shouldnât be mad at her though. Â She deserved to get revenge if thatâs what she wanted. Â Hell, she deserved to demand a divorce if thatâs what she wanted! Â Tamannaâs call had added to his anger, and he took it all out on Priya.
Priya changed into something more comfortable. Â She sat on the bed, thinking about how angry Aman was. Â She felt miserable. Â Maybe getting revenge wasnât the right way to go. Â She heard something ringing. She looked around and saw Amanâs phone sitting at the edge of her bed. Â He mustâve left it when he stomped out in anger. Â Priya decided to answer it, thinking it might be Hiten going through one his crises.
âHello?â Priya said.
âAman! Please! Donât you remember that beautiful night we spent together? Â Meet me at my place, and I promise tonight will be even better.â Tamannaâs voice blared through the phone.
Tears stung Priyaâs eyes. Â This was the woman Aman had cheated on her with. Â He was still speaking to her, but heâd told her it was a one time thing. Â Priya stood up and stomped over to Amanâs room. Â She barged in without even bothering to knock. Â Aman looked at her in surprise. Â She threw his phone roughly at the wall.
âPriya.â Aman said unsurely. Â She looked mad as hell.
âYou liar! You said it was only once. Â You said it was a mistake.â Priya shouted.
âIt was only once. Â Whatâs the matter?â Aman was confused.
âSHE called!â Priya yelled. Â Tears were streaming down her face. Â She was angry but sad at the same time.
âPriya, please calm down. Â I told her never to call me again. Â Whatever I had with her was over and done with that same night.â Aman explained.
Priya tried to contain her tears, but the night had been too much for her.
âYouâve been crying all night. Iâm really sorry...for everything.â Aman walked closer to her with the intention of taking her in his arms. Â He stood close to her, unsure whether it was appropriate or not to comfort her.
âGet away from me.â Priya said quietly.
âPriya, please.â Aman said. Â He turned her so that she was facing him. Â Priya refused to look at him. Â He cupped her cheek with his hand and gently wiped away a tear with his thumb. Â âIâm so sorry.â
Priya pulled away from him and walked back to her room without saying another word. Â Aman sighed as he watched her leave. Â He looked at where his phone had fallen after Priya threw it. Â He picked it up and dialed Tamannaâs number with the intention of giving her a piece of his mind.
âHello?â Tamannaâs voice said through the phone.
âTamanna, I never ever want to see you again. Â So help me God if you ever so much as think of calling me again. Â What happened that night was the biggest mistake of my life.â Aman said menacingly.
âAman, youâre wrong. You enjoyed it even more than I did. Â We had sex for Godâs sake! And it was so much fun!â Tamanna exclaimed.
Aman was about to reply but he heard another voice...a male voice.
âWhat the hell did you just say?â The voice screamed. Â âWho did you have sex with?â
âN-no one. I just...Iâ¦â Tamanna stammered.
Aman knew it wasnât appropriate to listen in on othersâ conversations but he couldnât put the phone down. Â It sounded like her husband had walked in on their conversation.
âDonât lie to me!â The male voice shouted.
âIâm not. Â We didnât have sex, I promise.â Tamanna said.
âBut you saidâ¦â Her husband countered.
âHe thinks we did.â Tamanna answered.
âWhy the hell would he think that? Who is he?â Her husband sounded calmer, but still angry.
âNo one...he...we hooked up one night.â Tamanna admitted slowly.
âHooked up? What, are you in college? What the hell happened?â Her husbandâs voice rose in volume.
âJust fooled around when drunk. He was too drunk. I told weâd had sex, so you could blackmail him later. Â Heâs a rich businessman.â Tamanna said.
âWhat?â Aman said without thinking.
âWhat were you thinking?â Her husbandâs voice was barely audible. Â âWhat if he comes around and blackmails me for having a slut for a wife? You should think before you act!â
Aman heard a loud smacking sound, followed by Tamanna shrieking.  Her husbandâ¦.just hit her.  Aman abruptly stood up, shocked at what had just happened.
âTamanna, can you hear me?â He said into the phone. Â No answer. Â The line went dead.
âDammit!â Aman cursed. Â He wondered if what she said was true or whether she was just trying to calm her down. Â He knew, as much as he hated it, he needed to meet Tamanna.
âWhat happened last night? You two left early.â Neha asked Priya the next day.
âI couldnât do it.â Priya admitted.
âWhat?â Neha asked.
âGet revenge. Â Be sexy. I couldnât do it.â Priya replied with a sulk.
âPriya, youâre sexy. Donât worry. Aman will see one day.â Neha said.
âItâs not even about being bold or sexy. Itâs about being a good wife.â Priya replied.
âBut you are a good wife. Â Compared to that good for nothing cheater, youâre an angel!â Neha said, giggling.
âNehaâ¦she called last night.â Priya said, looking down.
âWho called?â Neha asked inquisitively.
âThe woman that Amanâ¦you know.â Priya replied.
âWhat the hell? Â The nerve! How do you know?â Neha exclaimed.
âI answered the phone.â Priya said.
âThat bitch!â Neha spat angrily.
âAman said it was only once and it meant nothingâ¦but theyâre still talking.â Priya said more to herself than to Neha.
âPriya, I wouldnât worry about it. Â I just canât believe Aman cheated. Heâs a good person. Â Heâs not going to keep betraying you over and over again. Â Itâs just not him.â Neha didnât know why she felt the need to defend Aman. Â She was the one who told Priya she needed to get some revenge, do something more than just sulk around about it. Â She felt, however, that Priya would never forgive Aman if she didnât defend him in this moment.
âYou think so?â Priya asked, hopefully.
âYeah, I do.â Neha reassured.
Aman left early that morning, feeling compelled to go check up on Tamanna. Â He was sure her husband had hit her last night. Â He also needed to find out whether or not all that stuff about them not sleeping together was true or not. Â Â He didnât know where Tamanna lived, but he needed to find out. Â A part of him worried that showing up at her house would cause more problems. Â What if her husband was home. Â He called Tamanna.
âHello?â Tamannaâs voice sounded weary.
âI need to see you.â Aman said seriously.
âNow? Why now?â Tamanna asked.
âAre you at home?â Aman asked, ignoring her question.
âYeah, I am.â She replied.
âIs your husband home?â Aman asked slowly.
âNo,â Tamanna said. Â She gave Aman her address and rushed to make herself look more presentable.
âHey,â Aman greeted curtly, when Tamanna answered the door. Â She stepped aside to let him in and watched him as he made his way to the couch.
âHey yourself.â Tamanna replied with a seductive smile.
âWhat happened last night? Are you okay?â Aman asked, getting down to business.
âOf course! Why wouldnât I be?â Asked Tamanna.
âYour husband...hit you. I heard him do it.â Aman said.
Tamannaâs face drained of color.
âNo he didnât. Youâre mistaken.â she covered up.
âI know what I heard.â Aman stood up and walked over to Tamanna. Â He grabbed her and forced her forward. Â Her eyes closed and her lips puckered slightly, expecting Aman to kiss her.
Aman brushed his thumb over her left cheek. Â Tamannah shivered at his touch. Â She opened her eyes to see why Aman was taking so long to kiss her.
âI can see it. He hit you.â Aman sounded angry.
âItâs fine. Iâll live.â Tamannah shrugged.
âTamanna, no one has the right to hit you.â Aman tried to convince her.
âIt doesnât matter, Aman. Â Please, letâs just go upstairs. Iâll show the best time youâve ever had.â Tamannah quickly changed the subject.
âWeâre not doing anything. I canât betray my wife again.â Aman said sternly.
âBut I need you.â Tamanna pouted.
âThat stuff you said...was it true?â Aman asked
âWhat stuff?â Asked Tamanna.
âYou told your husband that we didnât have sex. Â We fooled around but thatâs it.â Aman said.
âI...no we had sex. Donât you remember?â Tamanna replied nervously.
âI donât, actually.â Aman said. Â It was true! He had no memory of ever doing anything with Tamanna. He remembered the making out and he remembers the fondling and foreplay, but not the actual sex. Â Did it even happen?
âAman, it was amazing. We were wild!â Tamanna said.
âTell me what happened.â Aman demanded.
Tamanna started explaining the details of the night they had spent together. Â Some of the details didnât make sense. Â She said theyâd done things that Aman knew heâd never do in the bedroom. Â If they had a wild night, he would remember at least part of it. Â Everything up until they arrived at Amanâs mansion was clear in his memory. Â He remembered kissing her and stripping her dress off but not much after that.
âWe didnât have sex, did we?â Aman asked.
âOf course we did! I canât believe you donât remember.â Tamanna said dramatically.
âI never let the woman be on top. Â I always like to be in control.â Aman said, challenging some of the details she divulged.
Tamanna gasped. Â She looked guilty.
âI like to be in control too.â Tamannah countered.
âI passed out that night. Â Thatâs why I donât remember anything. Â I donât remember having sex because it never happened.â It all made sense to Aman now.
âNo! We did!â Tamanna shouted.
âProve it.â Aman challenged.
âHow?â Tamanna asked.
âThereâs a birthmark I have that you canât see right now. Where is it?â Aman asked.
âUhhâ¦.umm I donât remember.â Tamanna said.
âYou canât miss it. Itâs huge.â Aman replied calmly.
âOh your thigh! I remember.â Tamanna said after a long pause.
âNo,â Aman said.
Tamanna made a few more guesses, even guessing some intimate places but she didnât get it right.
âItâs because we did it in the dark, under the covers. I never saw you naked.â Tamanna tried to make up an excuse.
âPlease, with a woman like you, Iâd bare it all.â Aman said. âI like to show off.â He continued with a smirk. Â His mind automatically wandered to Priya and how if they ever consummate their marriage, Amanâs preferences in the bedroom would have to take a back burner since Priya is so shy. Â He tried to focus on the current situation, instead of Priya, but it he was finding it increasingly difficult.
âAman,â Tamanna had no words.
âThere is no birthmark. Why the hell did you let me believe weâd had sex?â Aman yelled. âTo trap me?â
âNo! I didnât know you were rich til you brought me to your mansion. Â I just wanted to have a fun night. Â You were too drunk to go all the way, so I left after you passed out. Â Iâve been dying to get you in my bed though.â Tamanna said quickly. Â She looked extremely guilty. Aman was fuming with anger.
âI told my wife I had sex with another woman dammit! She hates me! And all I actually did was kiss you and unzip your damn dress! Shit! Â This is so messed up!â Aman exploded.
âIâm sorry, I just wanted some fun and a little affection. I thought I could get that from you.â Tamanna said.
âGreat! Thanks for ruining my marriage.â Aman said before stomping out of Tamannaâs house and out to his car.
He hadnât slept with another woman. Â He technically did cheat on Priya, but not nearly to the extent that she believes and he was led to believe. Â Aman was angry but ecstatic at the same time. Â He was angry at Tamanna for lying to him and at himself for allowing things to get out of hand with her, but he was glad that he didnât sleep with another woman, meaning Priya would actually forgive him. Â He was certain that she wouldnât want to punish him as severely now. Â He had to tell her!
âPriya!â Aman hollered through the hallway once he reached his mansion. Â âWhere are you?â
Priya opened her bedroom door and peeked her head out. Â Aman saw her and just wanted to grab her a give her a kiss.
âI need to tell you something.  Youâre going to beâ¦.relieved.â Aman said, careful not to say sheâs be happy. No woman would be happy to hear that her husband kissed another woman.
âI went to see Tamanna, the woman I met that night.â Aman said. Â âRemember you answered her phone call last night.â
âYou went to see her?â Priya asked. Â A hurt expression appeared on her face.
âYeah, but itâs not what you think. Â Her husband found out about...that night, and flipped a shit. He hit her, so I had to make sure she was okay. Â Priya, please donât mad. I had to.â Aman said. Â He paused to assess her reaction. Â When she didnât get angry, he continued.
âShe told him that we didnât have sex. I thought it was just to save her ass, but itâs true. I didnât have sex with her. I passed out before anything like that happened. Â Priya, I kissed her and I took her dress off, but I did not sleep with her.â Aman explained.
âHow are you so sure?â Priya asked, actually curious.
âShe couldnât describe how I am in the bedroom.â Aman smiled.
Priya looked down. Â She knew she couldnât describe how Aman was in the bedroom either.
âOkay,â Priya said, turning to go back into her bedroom.
Aman grabbed her hand and pulled her toward him. Â He placed both hands on her shoulders and looked into her eyes.
âI know I still cheated on you. I still made a mistake, but itâs less severe than you originally thought. Â Nothing happened. Â You have to believe me. Â Please, Priya.â Aman said.
Priya paused for a second, thinking about what Aman had just said.
âI donât believe you.â She said, turning to go back into her bedroom.
What? What? What?! Aman didnât actually sleep with Tamanna?! Oh snap!
Why wonât Priya believe him? Do you think sheâll ever believe him or forgive him?
I know you all enjoyed all that affection Aman was showering on Priya once he saw her in that dress ;)
Next update coming soonish...idk exams are coming up!
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