Dark Mafia Bride: Chapter 43
Dark Mafia Bride: An Arranged Marriage, Secret Baby Romance (Mafia Vows)
The tension in the air seems to intensify, but for an entirely different reason, the moment Miloâs name falls from my lips. I swallow hard and try to keep my nerves from showing as I study the unreadable expression on Ettoreâs face.
âThereâs nothing going on between us, Ettore,â I blurt out, perhaps more urgently than I intend. I know I donât owe him an explanationâIâve been honest this whole time, thereâs nothing between me and Milo. But a part of me feels like Iâm not the only one who needs reassurance.
Ettore needs it too, especially after the heated moment we shared was interrupted by a man he saw kissing me.
âI just want you to know that. You believe me, right?â I ask, my voice tinged with nervousness as I brush a loose strand of hair behind my ear.
âMirabellaâ¦â Ettoreâs gaze softens, the hard edges of his expression easing. âI believe you. I made a terrible mistake for not doing so beforeâ¦when I should have.â
I bite my lower lip and nod, a wave of relief washing over me. âI justâ¦I called him earlier because I hadnât seen him in lectures for over a month, and I was worried. Maybe something had happened to him. But he didnât answer, so I texted hiâ ââ
My rambling is abruptly cut off as Ettore leans in and presses his lips against mine. The kiss is warm, tender, and disarming, and in an instant, my defenses and anxieties dissolve. My breath catches as his hands cup my face, his thumb brushing my cheek with such delicate care that I almost want to believe everything will be okay.
In the distance, my phone stops ringing, but my mind is too clouded, too overwhelmed by the heat of the kiss to stop. I slide my hand over his rough stubble, savoring the way it scrapes against my palm. Ettore makes a low, rumbling sound in his throat as my fingers find the nape of his neck. One hand slides to the back of my head, holding me in place as he deepens the kiss.
I moan into him, my body responding in ways I canât control as my pulse quickens. His other hand moves dangerously close to my lap, and just as his thumb nears my center, my shrill ringtone slices through the moment again. A sharp exhale escapes me as I push Ettore away, the break more for my own sake than his.
âI needâ¦â I gasp breathlessly, my voice shaky. ââ¦I need to take this call.â
Before he can say anything, I push the driverâs side door open and stumble out of the car, my legs unsteady beneath me. The fresh air hits my skin, but it does little to calm the storm of desire and confusion raging inside me. My chest heaves, not just from the kiss but from the jumble of confusion swirling in my gut.
Ettore follows, unfolding his tall frame from the car. The way he watches me makes my heart ache. Thereâs something tender in his eyes, but beneath that tenderness, I can sense a mixture of lust and frustration. He says nothing, crossing his arms over his broad chest, the muscles in his jaw clenched tight.
I swallow hard, glancing down at the phone still vibrating in my hand. With a deep breath, I press answer. âMilo?â
Thereâs a brief pause on the other end before a long sigh.
âMirabella,â Miloâs familiar voice fills my ear, but itâs not the same. His tone is rough, drainedâso different from the boyish playfulness he used to have. âIâmâ¦sorry. For everything.â
It feels as if Iâve been holding my breath for days, but his words donât bring the relief I expected. âWhere have you been?â I manage to ask, the guilt thick in my voice. âI havenât seen you in weeks, Milo. I was worried.â
He exhales shakily. âI took some time off from college. After everythingâ¦I just needed to get away. Needed space to think about what Iâd done.â
âI saw you a few days afterâ¦after what youâ¦â I glance at Ettore, whoâs watching me closely, eyebrows raised. ââ¦after what happened. Thatâs not why you stopped coming, is it?â
A selfish part of me hopes that it wasnât. I would hate to think Milo skipped a month, missing important quizzes and assessments, all because I couldnât bring myself to accept his apology.
âNo,â Milo says quietly. âIt wasnât that. Something else happened.â
Even though these were the words Iâd hoped for, they still send a shock through my chest, leaving my heart suspended in midair. I grip the car door for support, the metal cold beneath my fingers.
âWhat do you mean?â My voice comes out as a whisper, and I can feel Ettoreâs gaze burning holes into me, but I canât bring myself to look at him now.
âThereâs something you need to know,â Milo continues, his voice cracking with emotion. âA womanâshe, uhâ¦approached me. She offered me moneyâfifty thousand dollarsâto get close to you, to make you look bad. She wanted to ruin you.â
The world seems to blur around me, and I feel like Iâm teetering on the edge of a cliff, ready to fall. âWhat?â
âI thoughtâ¦â he chuckles bitterly, the sound heavy with regret. âI thought it was some kind of miracle. Here I am, stressing about student loans, and a wealthy stranger offers me more money than Iâve ever had just to befriend someone.â
âSo youâ¦you took the money?â My voice comes out small, almost childlike, and I hate how vulnerable I sound.
âI did,â Milo admits, the weight of guilt clear in his voice. âBut then I met you, and everything changed. You were so real, so kind to me. I didnât expect toâ¦to like you, let alone fall for you. But I did. And that kissâit was real, Mirabella. I swear.â
The betrayal slices through me, deeper than I ever imagined it could. Tears prick at my eyes, but I force myself to blink them away. âBut you still went along with it,â I whisper, my voice trembling. âYou still lied to me. You still kissed me knowing I was married and that it would hurt me, that it would definitely implicate me, just like you were paid to doâ¦â
âIâm sorry,â he says, and his voice cracks. âThat was selfish, and I hate that you suffered because of it. Iâll never forgive myself for that.â
âIs this why you called me? To tell me youâve skipped classes for so long because you feel bad?â I spit, anger surging through my veins like fire.
âI stopped attending after I heard about your accident,â he admits, exhaling a shaky breath. âI felt like somehow I had a part in it.â
I donât know how to process his words. He hurt me. His actions hurt me. But at the same time, it wasnât his fault that I got hit by a damned bike.
âI was going to come see you. I was going to confess what I did and ask for your forgiveness, even though I knew youâd probably send me away. Butâ¦â His voice wavers, and I hear him swallow thickly. âYour husband came to see me first.â
The word husband crashes into me like a wave, and I feel a fresh surge of disbelief flood through me. I turn slowly to look at Ettore, his arms still crossed over his chest, his face a perfect mask of indifference.
âWhat did he do?â I ask, my voice low but urgent, the question hanging in the air like a ticking time bomb, waiting to explode.
Milo hesitates, then lets out a dry laugh. âHe didnât kill me, if thatâs what youâre worried about,â he says, trying to lighten the mood with a joke, but it falls flat. âBut Iâm in the hospitalâ¦â
A sob rises in my throat, and I hang up the phone, letting it slip from my numbed fingers. My vision blurs with angry tears as I turn to face Ettore. âYou put him in the hospital?â My voice shakes, a raw mix of horror and disbelief.
Ettore doesnât flinch. His expression remains unmoving, and his eyes meet mine with an unyielding indifference that makes my blood boil. âHe hurt you,â he says in a dangerously calm voice. âI made sure he understood the consequences.â
My hands ball into fists at my sides. âYou canât just put people in a damned hospital because they hurt me. Thatâs not how the world works!â
Ettoreâs face darkens, and he takes a step toward me. âIn my world, thatâs exactly how it works,â he replies, his voice low and fierce. âAnd you should be grateful. I had Luca take him to the hospital. He couldâve bled to death in his own damned house.â
The cruelty in his words, spoken with such ease, makes my stomach churn. âYou think I should be grateful?â My voice rises, and I hate that it wavers. âYou think I want this? Violence and control? This is exactly why I left you!â
He takes another step closer, and I instinctively take a step back. I see the hurt flash in his eyes before he stops, his expression hardening once more.
âGet in the car,â he says, his voice harsh, carrying an unmistakable command. âWe need to fix the real problem here.â
I glare at him, the heat between us thick and suffocating. âWhy? So you can control my life some more? Beat upâheck, hurtâpeople who hurt me? What exactly did you even do to him?â
âI shot at himâ¦â he replies, his voice colder than I expect.
A sharp gasp escapes me, but he doesnât stop. âFuck it, Mirabella, I wanted to do more than that,â he growls, his tone hardening with every word. âBelieve me, I was temptedâso damn temptedâto aim higher. His chest. His head. One tilt of my hand, and heâd be done.â His jaw tightens, the veins in his neck visible as he fights to control his rage. âBut I didnât. You know why? Because of you. I knew youâd never forgive me. I knew he was your friend, and that you still cared about him. So I held back. For you.â
âThen how did he end up in the hospital?â I ask.
âThe bastard panicked when he saw me,â Ettore says with a sharp laugh, though thereâs no humor in it. âTried to bolt like a coward. Ended up tripping over himself and tumbling down the stairs. Lucky all he broke was his damn hip and nose. He couldâve died.â His lips curl into a cold sneer. âWouldâve served him right.â
âEttore,â I chide softly, relieved he didnât actually shoot Milo outright, though his anger still sends a shiver through me.
Ettoreâs expression softens, but his intensity doesnât fade as he steps closer. He cups my face with his calloused hands, his touch surprisingly gentle. âWhy do you keep fighting me, Mirabella?â he murmurs. âEverything I doâevery goddamn thingâis to protect you. Donât you see that?â
His words shake something deep inside me. This is who Ettore isâviolence, blood, and crime are etched into his soul. This is the world he knows, the only way he understands how to love and protect.
And I donât want to accept it. I donât want to understand him or this pull between us that never seems to fade. But I do. God, I do.
With a heavy sigh, I step back, breaking the spell between us, and slide into the passenger seat. Ettore follows, closing the door quietly before turning to me.
âAre you coming home?â he asks, his voice laced with something I canât quite place.
I let out a sharp breath, my arms crossing tightly. âNo, Ettore. Iâm still mad at you. You canât just go around shooting at people, no matter how justified you think it is.â
His jaw tightens, and he nods, guilt flickering in his eyes. âI told you Iâd spend my whole life making up for what Iâve done, didnât I?â
I narrow my eyes, leaning in slightly. âThen start now. For the next two weeks, youâre not coming to any of my appointments. None. You donât get to be involved in this part of my life if you canât control yourself.â
His eyes widen in shock. âMirabella, come on. Thatâs notâ ââ
âFair? No, itâs not. But neither is you playing judge, jury, and executioner. Actions have consequences, Ettore. Youâre going to sit this one out and think about that.â
He looks like Iâve just punched him. âI canâtâwhat if something happens? What if you need me?â
âIâll be fine,â I say firmly, holding his gaze. âLogan will drive me. Alessia can come if I need her. But you? Youâre on timeout.â
His lips part like he wants to argue, but then he sighs, his shoulders sagging in defeat. âTwo weeks?â
âTwo weeks,â I confirm. âAnd donât think about showing up uninvited. If I see you at the hospital, Iâll have Logan escort you out.â
He groans, raking a hand through his hair. âYouâre killing me, Mirabella.â
âGood. Maybe thatâll stop you from shooting at people next time.â
âWhatever you want, Kitten.â I ignore how his solemn words make my heart flutter, focusing instead on the real issue at handâthe person whoâd paid Milo to set me up.
But as the words form in my mind, I realize something. I donât need to search for the person anymore. I already know exactly who it is.