chapter 34

A week before the concert."What's your problem," Neeraj asked Sanjay again."Your Dad? Can I talk to mom?"He asked and about to call her."Neeraj, Stop," Sanjay shouted,"Please stop, Don't call her for god sake, She can't bear all the pain" He begged."Why are you trying to shut my mouth?f*cking you!""A simple talk can solve the issue, Mom will be happy, She will instantly like her.""What's your problem? ha?Mom?""Why did You hide things from me?""Why do you hide you walked away from home?""Why do you hide mom is ill?""And you thought I won't know anything?""You bought a ring man, Vani di told me everything."Neeraj kept a grumpy face."This one right?" He showed him."Give it to me" Sanjay tried to grab it."Don't dare" Neeraj warned him."What's your problem Neeraj? It my f*cking life, you better keep your f*king mouth quiet" He said something which hurt Neeraj.He instantly realized what he said and kicked the desk."My bloody mouth" He shouted and stood there in anger, He is angry with himself, his helplessness."Your F*cking life right, Who am I?""Sorry, my f*king mouth didn't keep quiet, Go to hell and die," Neeraj muttered and searched for a cigar, which he dumped long ago.He is controlling his anger."This is the last time Sanjay If you treat me as a friend, let me talk to mom," Neeraj said in a calm and composed tone."You are my best friend, my brother, no doubt in it. Still, I don't want you to talk to Mom, Please" Sanjay answered in the same tone.Neeraj never heard such words from him, Even if Sanjay has to choose between Neeraj and Kunal he will choose Neeraj.He is more than a friend, his brother, But why,?Neeraj never felt he is a single kid, because of his friends, mainly due to Sanjay.Neeraj for the first time felt sad, hurt deeply by Sanjay's swords, by his actions. He was angry with him when he blurted something about Swapna.But this time he is sad, deeply hurt. Because he knows he blurted it out of love on his friend, out of hatred on Swapna's father.But this time, he said this in his complete senses.Neeraj sighed, Sanjay turned around and about to say something.Neeraj did stop for a second and sat on the couch, he could digest it.He never imagined a day would come like thisSanjay is completely broken to look at his friend, sitting there helplessly.Something is stopping Neeraj, he badly wants to go away but he couldn't.Sanjay, though he is going to lose his love forever but now he is going to lose his friends too.He is going to lose all the happiness in his life in a week.Mom, Bhumi, Neeraj, he is almost a dead corpse, What's happening in his life, He wanted to cry, shout, share his pain, but his only friend who can understand him well is angry with him.He hurt his friend Neeraj.Sanjay never thought this in his dream.It's because of his lame love."Bye" Neeraj got up and looked at Sanjay.Sanjay can't speak anything, He is frozen, He stood there like a rock."Rock" Bhumi called him a rock.He laughed at himself, he is a cold-hearted rock.He is no more a human, he turned into a rock, if not, how can he bear all the pain, alone, may be he is dead, Sanjay is a living corpse now.He is feeling like someone is taking away his life, it is suffocating.He gasped some air.Neeraj waited for a second, walked away with a heavy heart.He went straight to Swapna and hugged her.She felt it's not a romantic teasing hug, it's much moreBhumi came to the studio, She looks so lifeless, she looked around and no one is there.Sanjay is on the verge of crying.He wants to cry his heart.He sat there closing his eyes, few tears are flowing over his cheek.He is crying, like a kid.She is searching for Sanjay.Why no one is there?Now where has he gone?She finally, opened the door.He is there in his room, She looked at him, his face, his tear-stained face.Why is he crying?She couldn't stop her tears.They are flowing, how much she tried to stop them,still, they are not stopping.Sanjay is crying, looking that her heart is crying with him.No reason needed, It's him that's enough.She walked to him and sat on the knees."Sanjay" She cupped his face.She blew some air and wiped those tears with her finger.He caught her hand and kissed it."Sanjay" She hugged him.He too hugged her back."Will, you ever forgive me?""Will Neeraj forgive me? He is asking like a child.She didn't get what he is asking but he just wants to console his heart."Yes," She nodded quickly and kissed his forehead."Why would be we angry with you, Stupid.""I love you, even you reject me, I will keep loving you with all my heart""Neeraj Bhaiya, Why would he angry with you, he knows you well?""Keep all your doubts aside.""Look at you? your face" She tried to smile a big, still, tears are flowing over her cheeks."I am helpless Bhumi, ""Dad asked me to chose between you and mom?""I am helpless and she is on the death bed" He revealed.It's hard for him to bear this pain anymore."I love you, but I can't be with you""I love you damn it."He cried his heart out.Bhumi looked at him with a priceless expression.She realized what he said."He loves her"Rest she doesn't want to think about."He loves her"It's what she wanted to hear."He loves her"She breathes happily, her chest swelled up with happiness.But the very moment her face fell, he can't be with her,Why?"Why this happens to me?"Why do you steal my favorite things from me always?"She cursed god.For the first time."Why?" She cried her heart out."Look, you love me and that's enough for me," She said sincerely."I will wait till my death" She looked at him.He didn't say anything but hugged her.He is not in a position to talk.She took his face into her hands."I love you and I wait for you""Till my death" She nuzzled her nose with him.He kissed her, She too didn't stop.To be continued.Oh my god!Why did I cry?For the first time, I cried while writing a chapter.I swear, I never ever, even once till today.Please let me know how it is.Please let vote and comment.Wrote in a flow, Didnt took a break, like other chapters.Thank youTake care.