Chapter 51
I Will Never Be Yours
Selena POV:
I feel a hand drawing circles on my back and try to figure out where I am. My memory is in a fog!
Kianâs scent is all around me and I open my eyes and see Iâm in my room and laying on his chest.
Tingles play on my skin and I feel different! Stronger and at the same time I want to taste his body, feel every bit of his body under my hands. A wave of arousal courses through my body and I have to shut my legs close to each other.
I wonder whatâs gotten into me when I hear him chuckle.
Slowly sitting up I have no idea what happened after the attack and Emma reached me.
âHow do you feel?â He says and I turn my head to look at him. He is naked except for a pair of briefs on his body and his beautiful eyes are looking right at me. My eyes wander down to his plumpy lips and I have this urge to taste them. I see him get a smirk on his lips and I avert my eyes from him.
Something isnât right here!
âHow long have I been sleeping?â I ask and look down at my body. Iâm a bit bloody but someone has cleaned me up and put on a shirt.
âThree hours!â He says and I look at him wondering if he has been in here the whole time and thatâs why Iâm so affected by his presence. I can ât stop looking at him when he gets a serious look on his face and sits up, leaning his body against the headboard.
âWhy havenât you let me know there is a rogue activity here and the cave!â He says and looks stern at me, what did he expect exactly? Feeling how anger takes over in my body.
âAnd how did you expect me to contact you? Giving you a call and say: hey! itâs your mate you forced out of your kingdom several years ago if you remember me! I am an alpha with my own pack and we have a lot of rogue activity here can you please send some help?!â I spit at him and toss the blanket off me before I get out of bed.
Looking down at me I feel dirty and need to take a shower.
âYou know there are laws you need to follow as a pack!â He barks at me and I turn around and look at him. The tension in the room starts to rise!
âAnd I have been following every law there is! Itâs not my problem you swallowed my baitâ I bark back at him. I see him thinking for a moment before he figures out what I mean. He pinches the bridge of his nose before he gets up and stalks closer to me. I stand my ground and wait for his wrath. He stops walking right in front of me, his naked body on display for me to take in and I canât stop ogling him. I hear him clear his throat and I snap my head up to look at him only to be met by his stern gaze.
Shaking my head I need to get a grip. Donât understand why he is affecting me this way now.
âSmart move!â He says and grips my chin in a hard grip.
âBut it was stupid to run after the rogues just the three of you! Almost got yourself killed!â He says and leans his face closer to mine. Anger boil in my body from his words. We had it all covered if they just had stayed in place like they were told to do!
âWe wouldnât be having any problem since we have our scent masked if it wasnât for you and your men who canât listen to someone else orders!â I scream at him and the tension between us lies heavy in the room. None of us is ready to give up. He looks intense at me but doesnât say anything.
Pushing his hand away from me I start walking over to my bathroom. I hear him come after me!
âCome back here! Iâm not done with youâ I hear him say but ignore him completely. Iâve had enough of his shit for one day! Opening my door to my bathroom I get inside when he comes right behind me.
âYou should have told me whatâs going on in the first place, instead of just running after them!â He says and grip for my arm and I snap it out of his grip.
Take off the shirt and toss it on the floor before stepping inside my shower and turning the water on. I donât care if the water is cold at first, Iâm angry and if I donât calm down there is no say what will happen.
I hear the shower door open and Kian comes inside when I am washing my body.
âNow you listen to me!â He barks at me and turns me around so Iâm facing him. I take two steps back to get some distance between us.
âWhat you did was reckless and stupid!â He keeps shouting at me and now Iâm about to boil over with anger! I have been running this pack for year1 s and we are doing fine without him coming here and telling me how to do it!
âI have a pack to protect! Everything is your fault and I wouldnât be here in the first place if it wasnât for you!â I scream at him and toss the bottle of shampoo Iâm holding in my hand at him in pure anger. Want to hit him with something hard. He is quick and takes the bottle when it comes flying at him.
We both breathe heavily from our anger and the tension is heavy between us, water is pouring down my body and thatâs the only sound in the room besides our heavy breathing. We stand like that for what feels like an eternity before I see him quickly close the distance between us and push me back against the tiles. I hiss from the coldness when his lips come down hard on mine, devouring my lips and stirring up the bond.
It takes over my body and my mind only wants one thing! I canât think rational thoughts any longer.
He is kissing me like there is no tomorrow and I feel how every cell in my body answers to his touch.