twenty two.

remember when you texted me, with a weird kik username? i asked someone for your real kik, and she gave it to me after i explained what i was using it for.

i knew she didn't like me, but she gave it to me nicely, and i was able to confirm it was you.

all of that happened before eight grade.

so after the dance, i kiked you, and said that i was really happy that you got to dance with the girl you liked.

"i don't like her anymore"

it was pretty embarrassing but i was glad you corrected me. at least i knew that i could have had a chance.

then we talked as if it was normal. am i the only one making a big deal out of this whole situation?

we continued talking and you told me again that you didn't like the girl.

i thought it was funny because you had already told me, and then you said you wanted to make sure that i knew

it was a text message, but i somehow imagined you embarrassed.

why make such a big deal about you not liking her?

were you trying to make a point? was there something that i should have understood from our exchange of text messages?

how do you really feel about me?