Chapter 13 The air was filled with the soft cooing of pigeons, their wings fluttering against the bright blue sky. Childrenâs laughter rang through the square, pure and unburdened, a stark contrast to the silence stretching between us.
For a long time, I didnât speak. Then, finally, I turned to Atlas.
âYou donât deserve to stay by my side, Atlas,â I said. âNothing you have belongs to me. It belongs to Ivy. Wasnât that what you intended all along?â
His face stiffened, but I didnât stop.
âIâve spent years living in the illusion you created, believing every lie you fed me,â I continued, my words as steady as my heartbeat. âDo you have any idea how much I hated myself when I finally saw the truth?â
His fingers twitched slightly, his entire body unmoving.
I let out a slow breath, my expression unreadable. âI hated myself for loving you.â
I let the words sink in, let them twist through the air like a blade cutting deep. âI hated myself for loving the man who destroyed everything I had.â
Atlas flinched, barely perceptible, but I caught it.
And just like that, the last remnants of anger drained from my body. I looked at the face I had known for twenty years. The man who had shared my bed for five.
And suddenlyâthere was no more hatred left in me.
Perhaps, in every life, there was a person meant to wound you so deeply that youâd never be the same again.
I rose to my feet, gazing down at him. A soft, detached smile curved my lips, but it never reached my eyes.
âAtlas,â I said, my voice light, almost gentle. âI will never forgive you.â
The summer sun beat down on us, but he looked frozen.
I watched as his lips parted slightly, then curled into something almost pitiful. âCeleste,â he 18:01 Backup Girl No More: Adios To My VâCard and My First Love 40.6%
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His voice was so quiet, carried away by the wind before it ever reached me.
I lifted my camera, turning away from him, capturing the smiles of strangersâthe joy of those who had never known the kind of pain I had endured.
In the corner of my frame, there was only one figure hunched over on a bench, his face buried in his hands. The only one who didnât belong.
âSis, will you take a picture for us?â A small, excited voice tugged at my sleeve.
I turned to see a boy, no older than five, clutching a flower crown while his sister giggled beside him, reaching up to place it on his head.
A genuine smile broke across my lips for the first time in a long while.
âOf course,â I said, raising my camera.
The shutter clicked, freezing their innocence in time. And just for a moment, I thought of another day, two decades ago.
A fiveâyearâold Atlas had woven a tiny grass bracelet and slipped it onto my wrist, his eyes full of childish devotion as he whispered:
âIâll always protect you, Celeste. I wonât let anyone hurt you.â
Back then, there had been no lies in his eyesâonly me.
A sudden warmth pressed against my back, pulling me from my thoughts.
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ï¤Backup Girl 52 Tempted Trapped and Too Late to Run ï¤Chapter 720 A breathâwarm and painfully familiarâbrushed against my ear, sending an unwanted shiver through me. Atlasâs arms wrapped around me tightly, almost desperately, locking me in place.
I stiffened.
His embrace was suffocating, as if he thought that if he just held me close enough, I wouldnât slip away.