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Chapter 7

Single?

Lesbian Crush

After that whole death thing with Jessica and Mrs. Younger it got me really scared. I hate thinking about death. Since I didn't have an 8th hour I told Terrianna that I was gone pick her up from home since she stayed home from school today.

I was still riding in my aunt's range and I loved it, I just wished she would give me the car I mean shit she got about 2 other cars in her drive way. But anyway, I pulled up to Terrianna's crib and she was sitting on the porch. I parked and she got in.

"You been ignoring me, I see" she said folding her arms with a mean mug on her face. "Look I didn't come her to argue with you okay, I just wanted to come her and figure us out and see what's going on" I said and she rolled her eyes.

"Don't do that, I am trying to be the bigger person and squash this shit" I continued and she just sat there looking out the window.

"Terrianna, what is your problem? I don't understand why you acting so childish if I wanted any girl in the damn school then I could have them but I'm here with you trying to make this right because I love your bipolar ass. I been through with you when you had problems at home and the minute, I text you and call you when something is going on with me you don't respond or answer. My fucking brother got ran over and my house was robbed. I needed you and you wasn't there" I said and she turned around.

"I know we have strong feelings for each other, I'm just scared that you might leave me for somebody else and I'm sorry that I wasn't there but Kaylyn updated me on how he's doing" she said looking at me.

"That's not the same thing as hitting me back make it seem like you don't care. You been acting different since school started back again and I'm getting sick of it. Either you tell me what's up or we can be done" I said seriously. She hasn't been there for me and it shows. I don't know what's gotten into her but she needs to start explaining.

"I just been having a lot on mind that's all. I don't want us to end. I think I love you" She said grabbing my hand and looking at me and I looked at her confused and she noticed. "What?" she asked

"You think you love me? You sound like you just said that just to say it you sound like you didn't mean it" I said honestly. Me and Terrianna only been dating since last year and I don't think I was in love with her but I did have love for her. She was a cool, caring person until school started.

"So, you don't love me? Because you love some other bitch. You know what fuck you I don't need you. We are done, I'm ready to be single anyway" she yelled getting out the car and slamming the door and I was debating if I should go after her or not but I didn't know if that was a good idea.

I ended up just letting it go and driving off. I'm tired of her playing the victim she knows I don't fuck with nobody else. She thought I was gone chase her ass and beg her ass to come back but I'm tired of playing them games. I'm about to graduate anyway I got focus on this money and me walking across that stage.

I guess I'm single.

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Beep Beep Beep

My phone ranged as I put my shoes on. I got up from my bed and grabbed my phone off the charger. I had a message from Q saying he was pulling up to my house. Tonight Q, Harland, Kaylyn, Trina, and Kia and I were going to this party one of the kids at school was throwing for the seniors. We were about to graduate in a month so we were trying hand put with everybody. Knowing me I won't be seeing these damn people again.

I had been studying and working my ass all for the past few weeks since me and Terrianna broke it off.... Well she broke it off with me. Since I last seen her she is has been lowkey, I have barley seen her. I can't lie and say I don't miss her because I kind of do but not going to chase nobody. I'm good.

I walked out the house and seen Q pull up in his mother's car. I got in the car and they was already lit drinking and smoking except for Q.

"Ayee cousinnnnnn" My cousin slurred her words and I laughed

"Yo ass slapped" I said shaking my head laughing at her and Harland dancing to music

"Yo let's roll" Q said as I snatched the remy bottle from Harland and Q pulled off driving to the party

"Aye I need that" Harland yelled

"Naw you good man" I said laughing

"This party betta be bussing or I'm leaving" I said

"I swear the last party they threw was lame as hell" Q said

"Let's get sum to eat I'm hungry" Harland said. This nigga is always hungry

"You need some water shit both of yall" I said as I turn to see my cousin passed out in the back seat

"I was prepared for this" Trina said as she pulled a water from the back and a snack from her purse. I looked at her like she was crazy but shit gotta be prepared.

"I knew I liked you Trina" I said smiling and she smirked rolling her eyes at me. I turn to Q "Marry her" I said and he chuckled and shook his head as we pulled up to the party and we all got out.

The party was fake bussing tho. You know party don't start until the crew pull up. We walked in the party and 3hunna by Chief Keef ft Rick Ross blasted through the house. This was me and the crew song so you know we was finna turn up.

"You see us betta run nigga" Harland rapped

"Nigga I'm 3hunna" Q rapped

"I keep this shit 3hunna" I rapped

We were rapped the whole song while going live on Facebook drinking and smoking.

Then Dreams and Nightmares by Meek Mill came on.

"Anit this what they been waiting for?" I asked Q rapping the song

"You ready" Q responded

As we were rapping the song, I looked around to see Quetta smirking at me and I winked at her hitting the bottle again. I motioned for her to come over to where I was standing. She was looking real good too, she leaned while I had my arm over her neck she whispered in my ear over the music.

"I heard you was single" She said looking at me smirking like she had something up her sleeve.

"I doubt it" I yelled back shrugging my shoulders

"This our part" Harland said geeked as hell

"Hold up wait a minute, y'all thought I was finished? When I bought that aston martin y'all thought it was rented" Q rapped

"Flexin' on these niggas, I'm like Popeye on his spinach. Double M, yeah that's my team, Rozay the captain, I'm the lieutenant" Harland rapped

"I'm the type to count a million cash then grind like I'm broke. That Lambo, my new bitch, she'll ride like my Ghost" I rapped along

Kia

"I don't know about this Terrianna, things just went to far and I think I should just leave and not come back" I said as I was at Jennifer house packing my things to go back to Vegas. I couldn't continue to go to school and hang with Vanessa knowing what I know.

"Naw we need to finish this. We in this together remember." She said grabbing my arm. Lately she has been real aggressive and I haven't really talked to her since the accident.

"What's your problem?" I asked her removing her hand from my arm

"You can't leave we had a plan and I plan on going though this with you by myside. Look I broke up with Vanessa for you doesn't that count for something" She said switching moods

"I guess so T. I just want this to be over already" I said sitting on the bed

"It will" She said sitting next to me "We just have to graduate first. We would look super suspect if we just leave together" She said

"I guess" I said not sounding so sure about this. I had a plan to leave Terrianna with the money to I can give it to my boyfriend boss. I had to figure out something and quick.

"We just gotta figure out how we gone spend her money" She said smiling

"I think we should wait until after graduation and then go on vacation together" I suggested. Terrianna was a year younger than me and Vanessa so she wouldn't be walking across the stage with us anyway.

"That sounds like a plan" She said agreeing

I was gone tell Terrianna about the dude back home but her mood changes so much I wouldn't know where to start.

I need to figure something out quick.

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