Chapter 4

Nathaniel

" Come on man, this will be fun!" My friend, Wylder elbows as he drives towards his little brother's party .

We have been driving around the neighborhood the whole day, especially since I came here last week . I was suspended at university and I'm terrified to return home, this is not exactly the first time and I know that it is going to be the last though .

Since my parents passed away, and Lara Jean Kevens, James's current wife , also my adoptive mother took me in at a young age, things have been rough. It got worse when she married into the Kevens family and had children with that good for nothing man I should consider my stepfather. I respect the guy but he can be an asshole sometimes .

I remember last year when I got kicked out of my first university, the guy literally wanted to kick me out of his house because I was nothing but trouble . My mother had to always keep me out of his sight, because every time he saw me . He would go vivid red and attack me with insults . Like how I would never be part of the family, even if I try hard enough to win everyone's love .

My 16 year old brother, Josh is the one who's always been there for me since we were young . Every time James had his own outbursts, we would hide away together and talk about moving out of the house one day . The abuse got worse, so I had to be around the house less and less until I was sent to yet another university for my sake, that's what my adoptive mom said .

So here I am, trying not to think about home but knowing that I have to go there for my mother's and siblings sake . Summer doesn't give zero fuck about me . She's a senior, doing her own thing without any care in the world . However I know Josh cares so much. We grew up together and we were and still so close.

" Well, here we are!" Wylder gets out of the car, and I follow .Feeling like getting lucky tonight because I need a distraction from all the scolding I'm gonna receive tomorrow at home from my mother .

We enter the loaded party , Wylder goes his separate way because he's looking for his boyfriend while I try to find an ass to shove my shaft in for a while . I don't date, it's a lot of work and time consuming . Fucking and moving on is better .

I grab a beer and join the people on the dance floor. From the corner of my eye I spot a cute short brown haired guy shaking his nice booty with no care in the world. I dance my way towards him and grind his back against mine .

He jumps in surprise and turns to me " Oh" his cheeks instantly go red and he tries to step away but I pull him closer with my other free hand .

" What , pretty thing? Don't wanna dance for me anymore?" I whisper in his ear with a smirk . I could see the effect I have on him when he literally trembles and shakes his head no .

" Good boy ." Then I encourage him to go ahead and show me what he's got . He first hesitates, his brown eyes meeting mine before he slowly grinds himself against me .

" Now that's what I'm talking about!" I shout over the loud music, taking him by his waist and sometimes leading the way .

We dance for a while until I suggest that we take it upstairs . He looks rather confused by the suggestion, nevertheless he follows me , holding on to my hand as I push through the drunk and horny teenagers .

By the time we arrive upstairs in a deserted bedroom, I can't wait any longer . I push him towards the closed door and attack his lips with so much hunger, the boy can only shriek in surprise . I'm not too dismayed when he starts kissing me back with so much hesitation, I need to change that .

My mouth moves down to his neck and  he gasps , and I breathe in the scent of skin, take in the taste of him and I run my hands down his beating chest.

" Do you want this?" My hands move down his pants and his eyes go wide . " Well?"I look down at his flustered face and swollen lips.

" I... yes...yes please!" He literally begs out when I press over his bulge with so much pressure that his hips jerk towards me .

" That's all I needed to hear ." I turn him around swiftly, he's a moaning mess and who doesn't like messy? .

I pull down his pants in an instant, and mine too . Before I could even make sense of how crazy he is making me feel . I shove my hard member inside me with one go and suddenly, we are one and how warm it feels like to be inside him. So smooth, something I never thought I would ever feel with any guy I have ever fucked .

The boy is panting, breathing heavily and standing as still as possible . " It hurts!" He cries out .

" Not for long baby, not for long ." I suck down his neck , nibbling down his neck, leaving ugly hickeys , marking him as mine, at least for now . I doubt that I will ever see him again .

I slowly thrust inside him, receiving nothing but whimpers from him. " You taste and feel so good.”i growl, holding on to his hips tightly as I pump inside him while he starts moaning. Already wishing this could never end .

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I wake up to a pounding head on a bed I know is not mine. I sit up, rubbing the sleep off my eyes and scan the bright room .

" What the-" before I could finish my sentence, last night's memories come crashing down in my mind .

After the best fuck of my life, I bid good-bye to the boy, who I didn't bother catching his name and went downstairs to find another ass but instead, I ended up drinking my way to a hangover .

" Nathan!" Wylder calls out from downstairs " We gotta go man, come on!"

I groan in frustration but nevertheless I throw on my clothes from the floor and put on some sunglasses for my sensitive eyes.

I find Wylder already waiting in the car with two cups of coffee .." Aren't you going to wait for your parents?" I take the coffee he's offering me in his hand .

" Nope, they will kill me if they find out that I was here and didn't end the party ." Wylder explains .

I nod my head in understanding. I know my parents would kill me too if I ever allowed Josh to misbehave around me, without doing anything .

Wylder drives both of us at his apartment, a temporary apartment until his parents say he can come back home . I don't know why but I never really asked. Wylder and I have serious family issues we never talk about. I'm just glad we can both be there for each other . After a long shower, I throw a pair of black jeans and shirt, with my black Vans.

" Be home before dinner man!" Wylder calls out when I slam the front door shut . I mentally note that down. I don't want to miss dinner with Wylder since he's a great cook .

I drive my way home, the anxiety of seeing my family building up with so much force that I vomit on my way there, of course on the side of the road .

" Oh gosh , Nathan!" Summer is the one to open the door and scream my name, wanting to attract more people that I'm around, typical .

" Summer ." I mumble, giving her a hug that only leaves me holding her while she straddles me with her long legs . It doesn't help that I'm a few inches taller than her .

" Good to see you" Summer slowly disengages herself from me. " I assume, you got kicked out of your university again?"

" I hope that's not the case!" My mother is the one to say, she stands by the front door, looking at me with nothing but disappointment in her eyes.

" Can we talk about this later, please mom?" I plead, not that I'm avoiding the topic but I have been dying to see Josh .

" Okay . " My mother agrees after a few pleading eyes towards her, from me and Summer .

" Yay!" Summer pulls me inside the house. Filling me in on whatever has happened since I have been gone. She's so good at that .

" Dad's two children from her past relationship are here . " Summer eventually says" Pretty sure that's where Josh is, with that new guy ." Summer concludes when we find Josh's bedroom empty .

" Let me go say hi then." I say to Summer . She gives me one huge hug and runs to her bedroom.

When I enter the bedroom, I instantly wish I stayed at Wylder's apartment. The guy I fucked last night is sitting right on the bed with a rather shocked face, and so am i .

" Good morning everyone" I say, Josh looks over at me with so much joy while the guy just gapes at me, surprised.

I give Josh a hug, trying to not acknowledge the fact that I'm screwed since I have fucked my so-called 'stepbrother' . Joshua doesn't need to know about this though. I don't want to be another reason he goes back to his shell. It's good to see him cheerful again .

" I missed you so much Nathan!" Josh giggles through his own sniffles . " I thought -"

" I'm here now ." I reassure him .I glance over the guy sitting on the bed, a part of me regrets nothing about last night but another part of me knows that if this comes out, James will kill . I'm so deep in thought, I don't realise that the guy is looking at me, when I finally notice, he's quick to look away .

" You have to meet Lucas, my new friend and obviously our brother!" Joshua steps away with his hand still around my waist as he introduces Lucas .

" Nice to meet you ." Lucas timidly smiles at me . I just smile back, and look down at Joshua" Seems like you have found yourself a new bestie!"

" Not sure we are at that point but thank you!" He hugs me one more time" Wait till you meet Elizabeth, come on!" He tugs on my arm to follow .

" I'm right behind you!" I tell Joshua. He reluctantly lets go and hops his way to Elizabeth's bedroom I assume.

" Look-"

" No , you look Lucas, whatever happened last night should stay between us, okay? I prefer my family not knowing who I fuck." I say plainly.

His forehead creases and I feel like I know what's coming. Tears. His eyes start to well up with them and he looks down and back at me with so much emotion that I can only think he's faking it . I mean, why wouldn't he? I'm handsome, I'm a catch but I'm not one for commitments , especially to a person like him.

" I will stay off your way and you stay out of mine." I give him one last look before leaving the bedroom .

This will be easier, this way he knows I don't owe him anything. We are even. It doesn't matter if we might have to live in one house. I don't want another guy following me around, wanting love from me, Nathaniel Kevens? No, I'm a player and it's gonna stay that way for a while

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