Payu's P.O.V and his sacrifices

Under Storm

By : Yanna

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Everyone is probably asking and confused

Why I end up In this cozy pervert killer life

If you're Rain will you accept me?

I got blood In my hands killer over a 100 people

Pervert and a 'bitch'

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The Silent Witness:

The world, for a child, is a kaleidoscope of colors and sounds, a playground of wonder and discovery But for some, this innocence is shattered by the harsh realities of adult dysfunction, leaving behind a silent witness to a tragedy they barely comprehend.

This chapter explores the emotional turmoil of a young boy grappling with the complex and devastating consequences of his parents' fractured relationship, a trauma that leaves him feeling lost, abandoned, and utterly alone.

The boy's narrative is a poignant testament to the vulnerability of childhood. He describes his parents as his

"biggest trauma,"

a statement that speaks volumes about the profound impact their actions have had on him

His confusion and helplessness are evident in his self-deprecation, believing himself

"dumb"

for choosing to stay with his parents even though they're  mistreatment  him,This self-blame is a common coping mechanism for children in abusive situations, as they often internalize the blame and believe they are somehow responsible for their parents' actions.

The boy's fear is palpable as he describes his father's drunken arrival with his mistress

He is not afraid of the alcohol, but of the betrayal and the disruption it brings to his fragile world

weird noises"

emanating from his parents' room are a chilling reminder of the violation of his innocence, a stark contrast to the idyllic childhood he once imagined

The boy's anger and resentment are understandable, as he recognizes the unfairness of his situation

He feels like a victim, a "bitch" forced to endure the consequences of his parents' choices.

The boy's fear of separation is particularly heartbreaking

He cries in the bathroom, not out of anger, but out of a deep-seated fear of losing his parents, the only constants in his life

The thought of his parents' lives splitting apart is unbearable, leaving him with a sense of abandonment and insecurity

His fear manifests in a desperate hope that his mother will return home late, avoiding the confrontation that he knows will follow.

The inevitable confrontation arrives, shattering the remaining fragments of the boy's fragile world He witnesses his mother's rage, the throwing of her wedding ring, a symbol of their broken vows, and the subsequent departure, leaving him alone with the wreckage of his family

The boy's father, seemingly unfazed by the devastation he has caused, abandons him with a paltry sum of money, further deepening his sense of abandonment and worthlessness.

This story is not just about a child's experience with parental infidelity; it is a stark reminder of the lasting impact of trauma on young minds. The boy is left to navigate a world where trust has been betrayed, love has been shattered, and his sense of security has been irrevocably shattered. He is a silent witness to the unraveling of his family, forced to bear the weight of their dysfunction without the tools or understanding to cope...

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This boy is betrayed by his own parents

This boy grew up not Believing in

' LOVE '

His head Is full of trauma

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