Still lost

GASPHAR SIDE :

(DOES HE LOVE RAIN?) Real Chapter title

It started when I first saw that boy named Rain

But before, I met Nate, he liked Rain, at first I'm not interested in Rain,well to be frank he does look beautiful maybe more than beautiful

But when me and  Rain are in the same class I didn't know when I started liking him, I also noticed things that I usually don't care before

I like when he smiles with his Best friend Rence, his milky skin is obsessively, bunny smile pouty lips and doe eyes

Now I'm scared that i'll go far because more than that, I Love Therence

Although we are both Alpha's I still like him

Light skin, beautiful smile and smart his confidence those things is making me like- no Love him

But it seems like Therence Like Rain, I mean it's so obvious that he likes Rain because he always adore Rain

How I wish I was Rain when it comes to Therence

But this past few days I've been obsessed with Rain, maybe because of his Omega presence

But I promise not to go far, I promise not to be interested in Rain, my priority is to break the Omega-Alpha rule and make it Alpha-Alpha Beta-Alpha

I'll say sorry to Rain, apologize until he forgive me and focus on Rence

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RAIN P. O. V

( I ran upstairs and didn't look back, well I'm lost in my own thoughts

I sat down on a corner, I hugged my knees and started crying I felt so down, am I crazy?

Why! Am I wrong? Did I hurt Payu? Why did I let Gasphar do that!

I cried more harder and didn't noticed that Payu is knocking on the door, I'm still lost

Hoping for someone to help me, help me get out of my thoughts,

But first thing I can't figure out is that I feel jealous when Payu is with some one or he's interest in someone but I also hate him

Well.... I hate my self more than Payu

I'm always destracted,my brain is not working when something important is happening

I should apologize to Payu. Its my fault for letting Gasphar do that, but still I'm shocked to his sudden confession I somehow felt loved and protected I've never felt this way before even in Gasphar's P'Rence's and my Father's arms

When Payu is trying to hug me and hugging my back i felt shy and embarrassed, I'm so insecure that I'm not confessing to him

I love him, I'm just scared of telling the truth, and everytime I looked at him my mouth is always telling lies

Which I hate about my self, I hate when he's mad at me, all I can do is cry and shout at him and I hate it when I shout at him and cry )

I opened the door and saw Him

He directly hugged me

"P'Payu" I said as I was shocked, but he just hugged me much tighter his Pheremone is all around the house

"P'Payu are you okay? " I asked in concern, but he didn't answer which scares me more

"Rain, I need you to marry me" he said those words repeated in my head

"Why not" I said I didn't know why I said that!!! He looked at me more deeper

"Then let's get married then? " he asked, but I said nothing I looked at him and kissed him

"Is that your answer to my question? " he asked teasingly, I just smiled I don't know what I'm doing my brain is not functioning but it does know how to make me feel alright

"I like you P'Payu" I said I looked at him and he gave me a bright smile fuck he looks so hot

The heckkkkkkk

"I love you Rain" he said and hugged me tighter he is so Romantic, I felt guilty why do I even dare to do horrible things to this person right?

"P'Payu, I'm so sorry" I said and started crying my heart felt so down

"Hmm, don't say sorry, just don't do that again okay" he said as he pinches my nose

"Let's sleep"  he added, I smiled and we both got inside the room

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Author note and Hiatus

Hello dear reader is my story became boring? Akkkkkkk

I'm so sorry but I'm trying my best to fix those things

And also i'n going for a Hiatus for 15-maybe or 10 days is will not update but of course wait for my updates

And also I uploaded a new story called "the lucid dreamer" a story

Plot

-Friends to enemies to Lovers

Phugun as Lucid dreamer Cirrus as Dream traveler

Just wait for my updates don't worry and also please drop more opinions on how to do my story much unforgettable

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-Yanna Sermsongwittaya