CHAPTER THIRTY TWO

TREVOR'S P.O.V

It has been almost two minutes since Dylan went inside and Jordan is nowhere to be found so he could put out the fire as the fire department is still not anywhere near.

" As anyone seen Jordan?" I ask for apparently a tenth time since I started asking and the same answer was no.

Am standing looking at the fire which it is still gravely burning, which means this is not a normal fire just by the way it keeps on lighting. Looking for any indication of Dylan but I don't see any.

" What Happened?" Darius asks as he is the first to get here and he goes straight to his mates. And in a second is followed by the rest of them Levi, Cole and Liam also going to their mates. Soon the pack members starts to flood at the scene.

Just as am about to give up I see Dylan or more like his wolf emerging from the blaze of fire, running to where am standing at which I do the same so we could meet half way. But before he could reach me his legs gives out and fall to the ground as I can see smoke coming from his furs. Upon reaching him he already changed into his human form and I couldn't help but gasps out loudly as I see his body is badly burnt and he is out of consciousness.

" Dylan", I half whisper as I kneel down to touch him.

"Don't touch him, you might make it worse", Myron says from behind me.

" What am I suppose to do? He is hurting", I half shout at him. " Where the Fuck is Jordan?"

" Hey let me help him", Cole steps forward.

He kneels down beside me as he stretches his hands at Dylan's body, saying few words which I don't understand them and in a moment his hands glows as he makes sure every place of his body is been touched by the glow.

" I won't be able to heal him fully, I just reduced his pain and helped alittle but his wolf will have to do the rest", Cole say as he gets up.

" Let us take him to the hospital". Alex says.

The moment we are gone and the fire company is arriving, to almost unrecognizable house. Even though they could have been here earlier they wouldn't have done anything about the fire cause it was a wicked fire.

Five minutes and we are at the hospital, finding Travis and Damien waiting for us. Travis takes Dylan into an operating room leaving us all at the waiting area. Minutes into hours and no one has come to tell us what is going on.

Damien tried to figure out what happened but none of us had any clue of what happened. Cause everyone have got only pieces which can not even be fixed into a puzzle. As much as they try to comfort me, I reject cause right now I don't want to be comforted I want my mate. Which gladly they get my point and leave me alone, so am currently sitting alone at the furthest corner of the waiting area.

The elevator door pops open and Jordan gets out of it rushing to where we are. The moment I saw him something snapped inside of me as rage overcomes my judgments and vision and all I could see is red. I stand up abruptly walking or more like stomping to where Jordan is and before we both knew it I throw a punch at him getting him off guard he stumbles back and falls to the ground. As am about to follow him down so I could hit him again someone snatches me from the ground as he places me far away from Jordan.

" WHERE THE FUCK WHERE YOU!?" I yell at him as I struggle to get out of this person's grip.

" ANSWER ME!", I shout at him.

" When we needed you where were you?" I ask again but this time my voice cracks. " Your brother needed you".

Looking at him he is no longer on the floor as Max and Matt helped him up. But he doesn't say anything he just looks at me with watery eyes which I don't care at the moment all I care is to know where was he.

" Trevor, I need you to calm down okay. Right now Dylan needs you". Damien says but I don't think I understand anything that he is saying all I want is Jordan's whereabouts.

"TREVOR!" He uses his alpha tone which makes my head snap at his direction as he as got my attention now.

I just blink twice as he repeats again, " Dylan needs you".

Looking around I see Travis standing there looking at me as if I am all new person to him, so I averted my eyes and look at Damien again which he only say, " He needs you".

He loosen his grip on me as he was holding me tighter, " I will take you to him okay?" He asks which I only nod wiping all the tears on my face as I straighten up properly and off we go into his room.

Getting inside the room, I get stack at the door way as I couldn't walk any further because my legs didn't allow me to make another step inside. Looking at him laying on the bed with a tube in his mouth and monitors around him, his body is bandaged all over him that he looks like the mummy.

" Hey its okay you can stand next to him", Damien says but I only look at Dylan without responding at which he don't say anything.

Travis steps forward, " He is okay. We just gave him extra oxygen to help him breath better. Also we had to apply medicine so he couldn't get infection and try to help him to heal even faster. The monitors are just there to alert us if something is wrong. We had to put him into medical induced coma so he won't feel pain during his healing process. Apart from that he is okay".

He pauses looking at me as he continues," He is lucky cause he is not a human or a normal averaged wolf and also because Cole was there if it....."

Travis tries to explain to me about everything which I know am not five, so I just zoned out on him. What was he thinking? He could have died. I am not ready to lose him. Is the neckless that important than me?

" Trevor", Travis calls which I snapped out finding tears flowing down my cheeks.

" I will be right back". I walk out of the room as Damien and Travis keeps on calling my name.

I walked into the washroom thankfully I find it empty, so I just stand at the mirror looking at myself and thinking what will I do when he dies. And that Is when I couldn't keep it inside anymore as I decide to let everything out, I punch the mirror several times as I scream angrily  that I lost count, to come and realize my hand is full of cuts and its bleeding so I just sit down clutching my hand to my chest feeling all the pain coming from it as I break down to tears.

I don't know for how long I have been sitting here crying, until someone opens the door.

" Holly shit, Trevor what happened to you?" Levi comes rushing to where I am as he examines my hand. He didn't have to ask twice when he looks at the state of the mirror.

" Let me take you out of this place so we could fix your hand". He says as he helps me up. I am too tired to protest.

We walk out of the washroom and head towards Dylan's room which I find almost everyone, as Jordan is not among the almost. When they saw me they all came crushing me with questions that I don't feel like answering them anytime soon. So only Travis did was to tell them to get at the pack house, to get some rest and everything else will be sorted tomorrow.

They all walk away, leaving Damien and Travis behind, which he treats my hand without a word, bandaging it quickly. When he was done, he went to the hospital's storage room to get me a T/shirt, pillow and blanket as in this room there is a big comfortable couch that I will be sleeping on if I get to sleep. For that they wished me well and promised to come back early in the morning.

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TWO WEEKS LATER.

It has been fourteen days since the fire occurred and Dylan is still in the hospital. I know that am suppose to be closer to him so I could help him in his healing process( mate thing) but I don't get myself to do that. Damien as being telling me over and over but I can't do that. The only time that I will get close to him, is when I hear him whimper, yes he whimpers in his coma that is when I will pull up a chair and hold his hand telling him that I love him even for a thousands time till when he stops which seems to have been working and I go back to the couch or more like my bed now.

Something happened to me in the washroom that night, cause I don't feel anything am not in pain or feel sad, angry, happy. Its just me and I don't like it, I am trying so hard to get around people but whenever am around them I become quiet or more like a ghost.

I came to know where Jordan was that night. The moment he knew the fire was wicked, he got up and woke Nick up telling him to get everyone out and he chased after the witch by himself without back up cause he sensed that the witch was still in the pack's land but unfortunately he lost the witch and he came back finding alot more damage had occurred. I didn't mean to snap on him like that, maybe the mate bond was taking a toll of me. I have tried to apologize to him even before I heard that part of the story but I don't seem to get him to talk to me both before and after cause he has been avoiding me like a plague.

I still keep on doing pack's work paper works, patrolling, speaking to other Alphas if needed, making new meeting schedules, although they have been trying to make me stop working I couldn't let myself to stop cause it is the only thing that makes me sane right now. I can't just stay idle because am sure I will dwell into sorrows and I don't want to bring my pack down with me. So right now am surrounded with papers and files everywhere.

Travis usually comes three times a day to change our bandages, yes our, both me and Dylan. I did a pretty good job with the mirror that night that I had few stitches and I sprained it so it has been hard to hold a pen or spoon for that matter but am trying anyway. Has for Dylan he changes everything, his wolf is trying but it has been a slow process cause am too coward to stay close to him at all times.

The rest of them usually come to his room whenever they get a chance, sometimes we have dinner together in this room if I don't feel like going to the pack house. They make happy stories to lighten up the mood which it works most of the time but not to me, duh.

We did buy some clothes and other necessities and thankfully some of our belongings were in the pack house at which its the place where we will currently stay until the house is done. We started construction to our house three days after the fire and we want it back just the way it is maybe some few changes but nothing obvious. I want it done as soon as possible so when Dylan wakes up and ready to go home, then he will be going back to our house.

Travis removed all his bandages this morning and his body is back to normal, no scars like nothing as ever happened to him. They removed all the machines and they even took him out of the coma, so it is just a matter of time till he wakes up. As am about to take another file, I hear him groan so I stand to see if he is okay and I find him staring at me. Those amber eyes.

" Hey love, what happened?" He asks in a husky voice.

I want to hug him, kiss him, slap him, yell at him, run out of the room, break down and cry.

But I can't seem to do any of that, instead am glued to the floor staring at him.

Why the fuck am I freezing now?

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