8

"They say that love is forever

Your forever is all that I need"

-Sleeping With Sirens (If I'm James Dean, You're Audrey Hepburn)

I am going to shift for the first time today. To say I was nervous would be an huge understatement because I heard that it is extremely painful. But I also heard that being in wolf form is the best feeling ever. And to be honest, I've been craving that feeling ever since I was told o couldn't shift. Right at the age I was supposed to shift.

Right now we were in a meadow, Balthazar was wearing just boxer briefs and I was wearing underwear and a bra. We had clothes tied around our ankles for when we shift back.

"Okay, not just think of yourself in your wolf form. Make sure to be talking to your wolf while your thinking that. Think of paws, fangs, a tail whatever you want." He instructed, taking my hand in his gently.

I opened the link to my wolf and started imagining fur sprouting out of my skin, my laws with claws, wolf ears and howls.

I suddenly felt my spine breaking and I fell to my knees in pain. Soon many other bones followed until the pain just suddenly stopped.

"Gosh you're gorgeous." Balthazar said and I looked down at my paws that looked while with little specs of black.

Balthazar shifted in seconds and stood in all his tall and muscular glory. His wolf was seven feet in height, the tallest alpha out there. The average height for an alpha wolf was six two. His wolf was mostly black but his fur had some white specs in it. Most of his snout and around his eyes was white too.

He nudged my stomach, and helped me stand up.

I was at least six feet tall in my wolf form, a good foot below Balthazar but still tall for a luna. An average luna wolf is five foot five.

I walked over to the little stream that was there and saw that Balthazar's wolf and I were basically major opposites.

His wolf fur was the opposite of mine which was mostly white with black specs and a black about and wars.

I then looked at my eyes which were a crystal clear blue and I loved it.

I then looked at Balthazar's eyes and they were still the same striking silver color, and my tail wagged in excitement.

(I know this is a cat's eye but I couldn't find the eye color that I needed so just bare with me)

I got playful all of a sudden and bend down in the front paws so much chest was touching the ground, my tale wagging.

I startled jumping around until Balthazar mind linked me and suggested we go and actually run.

We ran through the forest for hours and now I know why people said that being in wolf form was the best feeling ever. I have never felt more light a free in my entire life.

And I loved it.

We jogged over to the pack house, the sun was already setting. We've been running all day since we shifted at 10am.

We trotted into the house, getting some amused and amazed looks.

A little kid broke out of their mothers hold and ran over to me, attaching themselves to my hind leg.

I turned around and got a closer look at the kid who was a little African American girl about the age of five. She had the most amazing green eyes and her hair was puffy on her head.

I grabbed the collar of her shirt carefully, and walked over to her mother who looked lost. I set the giggling girl by the mother who gave me a grateful smile.

"Thank you luna." She said and I gave her a nod.

I then looked down at the grinning little girl and gave her a small like ok the face. And by small I mean huge because my tongue in proportional to the size of my wolf. The hit giggled even more and I chuckled inside my head, turning around and trotting up the stairs.

Balthazar's wolf was standing there, looking at me with admiration in his eyes. We continued walking towards our room and I walked into the bathroom, imagining myself in human form and shifting back. There were a few painful moment here and there, but not like the first shift.

I walked out in a pair of leggings and a slightly cropped shirt. This is something I usually slept in. Balthazar was wearing just checkered pajama pants that hung low on his hips, exposing his V-line.

"You know, I was thinking to go to the mall tomorrow for that makeover." I said making Balthazar jump a little because he probably didn't hear me come in.

"Umm, yah sure." He said, grinning at me when I put my head on his chest, joining him on the king sized bed.

"I really enjoyed today Balthazar. It was probably the best day of my life. I felt like a new person. So light, so free. It was amazing."

I leaned up and kissed Balthazar on the lips. He put his hand in my hair, cradling my head and pulling me closer.

I shifted so I was on top of him, and he loved his lips to my cheek, my jaw and then my neck.

His hand traveled to my thigh, from there to my waist which was bare because of the cropped shirt. He froze there until I took his hand and loved it higher until it was cradling my breast. He gave it a light squeeze and I moaned at the sparks and just his food it felt in general.

My hand traveled down his firm chest and over his rock hard abs before resting on his waistband, and pulling his pajama pants down, leaving him in just his boxed briefs.

He freed his hand from my hair and pulled my shirt over my head, taking my other ready into his hand as well.

I kissed his neck, nibbling on it lightly.

"If we don't stop." Balthazar panted. "I won't be able to control myself or my wolf." He growled and groaned as I bit down a little harder on his neck.

My hand traveled down until I was cupping his junk.

"I don't want this to stop. Mate me Balthazar. And Mark me as yours." I said into his ear softly, and he did just that.