chapter 37

Mujhe malum tha ki wo nahi milega mujhe

Usse malum tha ki mujhe Ishq h usse.

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Whenever i think going away from you ........you come back and shake my decision.............., chandni thought and don't know when she falls asleep while running her fingers in his hair's and looking at him who is currently sleeping in her arms.

Morning

Chandni groans a little in her sleep as her body was little aching because throughout the night half of Abeer's body weight was on her.

She tried to open her eyes as she felt a weight on her stomach and also arched her arms in air to remove her tiredness.

Chandni opens her eyes and gets shocked as she forgets what happened last night but remembered few seconds later she looks at Abeer who sleeping peacefully while placing and buring his face on her stomach while his hands wrapped around her waist and felt there body was completed tangled under the comforter.

Looking at this her breath hitched chandni slowly moves her hand towards Abeer's head and touches his hair.

When did he shifted here......, chandni thought looking at his handsome face clearly.

This would have been the most beautiful morning of my life if we both had share a relationship like a normal husband and wife........, chandni thought and put her fingers in his hair's then slowly started running her fingers in his hairs.

I missed you..........bahut jayda........, chandni thought while tears started flowing from her eyes she stopped running her fingers in his hair's and immediately placed her hand on her mouth so that abeer would not wake up of because of her crying sound.

After few minutes later she controlled her emotions and was wiping her tears when she felt he was waking up and then burying his face in her stomach.

Chandni immediately grabbed the bedsheet in her fist as she felt Abeer burying his face in her stomach and then heard his voice.

Good morning.........., abeer said in deep morning husky voice while placed his chin on her stomach and looked at her face.

she looks at him whose hair's all messy while he was rubbing his one eye to remove his sleep from eyes and still has placed his chin on her stomach.

Chandni couldn't able just adored his morning handsome and clam face.

Chandni who's lost in him and looking at him without blinking her eyes unknowingly extended her hand and touched his cheeks and caressed his cheeks with her fingers.

Feeling her feather like touch on cheeks abeer smiled looking at her while chandni realized what she was doing she immediately withdraw her hands from his cheek and she felt like hiding herself because of feeling embarrassed.

Chandni closed her eyes for second in embarrassment but at the same time she remembered he was having fever last night.

Fever......... Last night you were having fever........i was just checking........, chandni said and immediately tried to remove his grip around herself and to sit.

When she tried to sit, in trying to stop her abeer unknowingly held the string of her kurti and knot got opened.

As her kurti was losse, its straps and kurti were fixed properly on her body because of that knot because on opening of that knot it caused one straps fall off her one shoulder.

chandni immediately places one hand on her chest so that the clothes remain in their place.

Abeer sits on the bed behind her without leaving any space as chandni felt his presence behind herself her breathing becomes faster and her toes curled.

I didn't did intentionally biwi.........., abeer said from behind in her ear and touched his cheeks with her from behind.

Who know_s......, chandni said breathing heavily because of his touch on her cheeks while smile kept on abeer face listening her.

I didn't...... believe me...... , abeer said moves his hand towards Chandni's shoulder to adjusts her straps.

When Abeer was adjusting chandni's straps chandni slowly turned to look at his face with her with blushing eyelashes and her black eyes met with his brown eyes.

Seeing abeer face so close to herself and feeling shy chandni broke there eye contact and looked other side.

When Chandni looks in the other direction, her neck comes right in front of  abeer's necked eyes and his attention went chandni's neck where he saw something and without thinking anything abeer starts keeping Chandni's hair on the other side shoulder to look at it carefully.

Abeer looks carefully at Chandni's neck and saw that there were purple marks on her neck seeing this, he remembered what he did at night in jealousy.

Abeer traced it with his tip of his fingers slowly then leaned towards crook of her neck and caressed it with the tip of my nose while he put his both hand on other side of her waist.

Feeling his breath on her neck and him doing this chandni body got frozen she closed her eyes and her body got frozen while she stopped breathing .

You again forgot to breath.........., abeer said as he felt that Chandni had stopped breathing while he slowly slided his both hands on her stomach.

Breath Biwi..........abeer again said while softly kissing and biting on her neck.

Ahhh ......Mr.... Rath_ore......, chandni moaned while listening her moan abeer tightened his grip around her stomach.

Engrossed in that feeling chandni slowly put her hand on his hands which was placed on her stomach and started taking a deep breath.

Hmm......., abeer just hummed in response while still placing sloppy kisses on her neck and collarbone marking on her neck.

When Chandni can no longer bear Abeer's ministrations she arched her back while breathing heavily and bites her lips to stop her moans.

She rested her head on his shoulder and closed her eyes while abeer intertwined there fingers which was on still on her stomach.

Both of them were lost in each other, but chandni came to her sense when she heard knock on door and Adi's voice.

Chandni dii........., adi called while standing infront of her door and knocked.

Adi........, chandni murmured while her cheeks had become completely  red and shivered as she felt abeer one hand going inside her kurti.

Dii........, adi again called and knocked on her door.

Mr...Rat_hore ........adi ........ he .....he

is ou_tside....., chandni said with difficulty as abeer put her earlobe between in his lips while chandni held his hand to stop him which was going inside her kurti.

what he want this early morning.........., abeer said irritatingly and rested his forehead on chandni shoulder while chandni looked at wall clock and get shocked.

Without wasting anytime chandni frees herself from abeer's grip and gets down from the bed she take two three steps away from the bed then turned her face other side of bed.

She closed her eyes and placed her hand on chest to control her racing heartbeats and nerves.

After composing herself she opened her eyes and with trembling hands Chandni extended her hand towards her back to tie the string of her kurti but couldn't able as she felt constant gaze of Abeer on her back and felt him coming closer to herself.

Let me help you........, abeer said looking at who's trying to tie that' string on her back but couldn't able to.

I... will.. do it........., chandni said shyly and again tried to tie the strings.

Diii you're going to be late for your last exam ............, adi said while knocking on the door listening this she remembered today was her last exam in frustration she again tried to tie knots.

Let me......, abeer said and take a step closer to her feeling him coming closer to herself and hearing abeer's voice, chandni left the strings as her hands were shaking and due to nervousness she was not able to tie the strings.

seeing that chandni left the strings abeer went closer to her and holds both the strings and ties the knot.

After tieing a knot of her kurti abeer put his hands on both sides of her waist then turned her towards himself.

Listening again a knock on the door chandni little jumped on her place and immediately removed herself from his arm's.

Adi ....... wait for 5 minutes......, chandni said and went towards her bed and takes her dupatta which was lying down on the floor next to the bed and placed that dupatta on her shoulder.

Chandni started correcting her bedsheets and then she went other side of the bed and takes abeer's blazer, tie , phone and his watch which are lying on the bed and night stand.

After taking this she hurriedly went to him who standing while taking the support of venity and folding his hands near his chest and looking at her.

Chandni went to him and without looking at him she stands infront of him she waited for second and thought that he will offer his hands to take his own belongings from her but when he didn't.

Chandni looked at him frustrations and little glares at him then unfolded his hand from near his chest then put his belongings in his hand.

Abeer who was about to say something chandni ignored him and without waiting what he was going to say chandni turned to look towards room' to see if everything is okay or not.

Chandni saw abeer's shoes lying near the bed on floor she went there about to bend to pick them but Abeer voice stops her.

Don't ......, abeer said hurriedly went towards her and bend to pick his shoes and again they heard a knock on the door.

Please... hide somewhere..........., chandni requested while him looking at him innocently then at the door.

Where .........., abeer said and sat comfortably on her bed while taking his all belongings.

Kahyi bhi....... , chandni said while nervously fidgeting with her fingers.

Aap es 6 feet ke insan ko Kahan chipana chahati h?...........es bed ke niche? .....aapne wardrobe mei?.......,

Abeer said while looking at her entire room then her who's biting her nails of her one finger in nervousness.

Chandni realized that there is not enough space under the bed so that Abeer can hide under it nor he can hide inside the wardrobe.

While tapping her feet in fear she looked at her entire room and at last her gaze stop at bathroom door.

Uthye aap......., chandni said and immediately held his hand to make him stand.

Abeer did not say anything, he got up from the bed with his all belongings with in both hand's while chandni dragged him holding his arms towards the bathroom.

Chandni left his arms and opened the bathroom door and lightly pushed him in bathroom when she again heard knock on the door.

Chandni was about to closed to the door when Abeer voice stopped her voice.

Red ........, abeer said and he left the shoes he was holding in his hand and immediately stopped the door while putting his hand on the door.

Jiii ?......., chandni asked him while looking at his face where a slight slanting smile playing or we can say a smirk.

Before opening the door check yourself in the mirror.........., Abeer said while looking at her neck then at her face.

Hmm ?...., chandni just hummed in response as she couldn't able to understand what he was saying.

Hmm.........your neck .....,  abeer said while and pointing his finger first on himself then towards her neck.

Seeing him pointing towards her neck she touched her neck in confusion while looking at him but few seconds later she understood what he was saying.

Chandni cheeks turned red and she immediately looked other side while tucking her hairs strands behind her ear.

Adi ......, chandni murmured adi name as she again heard knock on the door.

She looked at him then closed the bathroom door and quickly goes towards the mirror, she puts the dupatta on both her shoulders and then puts some of her hair on her right shoulder to hide her neck.

Chandni takes a deep breath and goes towards the door to open it.

As chandni opened the room of her door adi started bombarding question on her.

Dii....What were you doing? I was calling you since then..........and you're not ready yet............, adi asked looking at her who is still in her night dress.

...hmm......woo..woo mei.........i was in the washroom...... , chandni said and looked at bathroom door for a second while fidgeting with her fingers.

Di, get ready quickly .........otherwise you will be late for your last exams............ and maa is calling you downstairs ......., adi said.

Now i am going to see Bhai...., he has also not come down yet..........What if he again went somewhere ......... waise bhi bhi aaj kal Bhai Ghar rehte hi Kahan h ................., adi said listening this chandni becomes silent.

Adi asks chandni to go downstairs after getting ready and leaves her room to check on abeer.

Chandni closes the door as soon as Aditya goes out of the room and leans against the door while closing her eyes.

Chandni opens her eyes when she heard the bathroom door opening and looks towards Abeer who is coming towards her.

Are you fine? ........, abeer asked chandni as she seemed tensed and stands infront of her.

For how many days ?........for how many days this time you intend to leave from here ....from your family....from m.............., chandni asked bitterly and did not completed her last word.

Nahi jaaya kare aap apni family se dur aapse bahut pyar karte h sab aapse..........Mr Rathore not everyone has such a good family....... some don't even have a family. ..........mujhe dekhe koi nahi h mere pass ........., chandni said and tears started flowing from her eyes.

To hide her tears, Chandni immediately bowed her head and started wiping her tears with her back of hands.

You have me ..........., abeer said and take a step closer to her.

I don't ........and also i don't need someone who leaves me alone everytime........., chandni said looking into his eyes with her cloudy eyes.

Abeer doesn't say anything, he remains silent and looks at her with guilt, knowing that this is his fault and now he has to fix everything.

Abeer takes a step closer to Chandni and extended his hand to wipe Chandni's tears.

Don't..... and stay away from me........, chandni said and held his hand in mid way to stop him from touching herself.

Okay ......but first don't cry and tell me what happened suddenly? ......... everything was right between us few minutes ago........, abeer requested her while taking a step away from her as he saw there is change in her behavior.

Nothing is right between us ...... nothing was ever right..........,chandni said while tears kept falling from her eyes.

Please..... jaaye .......jaaye aap yahan se.........,chandni said and passed by him towards wardrobe to take her dress to get ready.

Chandni quickly took a simple suit while ignoring abeer who's standing  at same place and looking at her every action.

Chandni looked at him last time and went inside the bathroom and closed the door behind.

She put all the clothes on the hanger and stood in front of the mirror she  removes her dupatta around her neck and then moves away her hair from her shoulder on her back.

Chandni slowly touched her neck with tip of her fingers where he marked her while looking in the mirror.

how can I.........how can I let him touch me ?........... didn't i just behaved like a desperate girl......i didn't even tried to stop him ........, chandni said looking at her neck in the mirror.

After cursing herself for some time, Chandni controls all her emotions and goes to freshen up.

Chandni comes out of the bathroom after freshing up and look around her entire room to confirm whether Abeer went to his or not.

When Chandni confirmed that Abeer was not in her room she went towards her venity and looked at herself in the mirror and quickly did her daily routine and braided her hair.

What should I do with this now? ........, chandni thought while touching her neck where there are purple mark's.

Chandni quickly took the concealer and applied it on mark's and after hiding it well she put her dupatta correctly on her both shoulders then pin it.

(Chandni outfit)

She looks at herself in the mirror last time and hurriedly went towards bed to take her phone from night stand and then went to her study table to take her bag.

Mata Rani mei aapse shaam ko milti hu.....par please ye last paper sambhal lena please please........ chandni prayed  in her mind and and ran towards the Downstairs.

Chandni quickly goes to the living room as she has no time to have breakfast and she also knew that by the time she came down, everyone would have finished having there breakfast and they all will present in the living room.

As soon as chandni reaches the living room, saw all the family members sitting on the couch in the living room   even Abeer dressed in his office attire and present there.

Chandni Kahan reh gayi thi bacche ...... only 30 minutes are left for your exam to start........, abeer mother asked her when she saw chandni coming towards living room while listening her chandni unknowingly looked at Abeer for second but then again diverted her gaze towards suhana.

Hmmm ......I was revising the chapters ......that's why i sle_pt late and i also got up late because of that........., chandni lied while clutching her side kurti in her fist tightly and suhana nodded.

Suhana called someone to bring a bowl of curd and also packed breakfast for chandni which she had packed for chandni so that she could eat in the car.

Suhana fed Chandni curd like she always do before her going to college.  and after that Chandni touched Suhana's feet.

Chandni goes to all the elders of the house and touches everyone's feet and they all blessesd her.

Best' of luck di ...... best' of luck Chandni......, trio wished chandni and hugged her and reprocites there hug.

I know you were very scared for this last paper but don't worry.......everything will be good .........., ahana said smiling and chandni nodded and thanked them.

Chandni .......ye tumhari neck ..... does something happened on your neck........., aditi asked when her eyes fall on her neck as mark on her were slightly visible because in hurry chandni couldn't able to fix the concealer on the mark properly.

And after hearing this, Chandni gets shocked and touches her neck in panic while Abeer immediately stands up from the couch.

Nah_i ......, chandni said while clutching her dupatta in fist tightly while hearing her voice and looking at her abeer could sense that she is nervous and in panic.

Doesn't she is getting late for her exam?........., abeer said scrolling on his phone and tried to divert everyone attention and in which he was successfull.

Yes chandni ......go driver is waiting outside......and take this have them on the way........., suhana said and handed over the breakfast packet to Chandni.

Hmm......, chandni hummed in response and takes that packet then immediately goes out.

Abeer also goes after Chandni on the pretext of a call while chandni who was about to reach the car when Abeer's voice stops her.

Red......., abeer called her form behind and taking long steps to reach near her while chandni ignored him and kept walking towards her car.

Chandni........, abeer called again her while walking behind her and again chandni ignored him successfully and kept walking.

Mrs Abeer ......., abeer called her this time while standing at his place and on hearing this, chandni also stops walking and looks back towards him.

Chandni first looks towards Abeer and then all around herself to check if anyone else heard him but the grace of God no one was present near around while abeer goes towards her and stands in front of her.

Best of luck for your exam......, abeer said and after looking around and confirming that there is no one around abeer goes closer to Chandni and kissed on her forehead.

Chandni immediately stepped away from Abeer and after looking at him for the last time, without saying anything she run towards the car and hurriedly opened its door and sat down then left for her exam.

When Chandni goes to college, Abeer also goes to office and while sitting on his office chair, he keeps thinking how to convince Chandni.

Abeer, who was kept searching ideas on Google to convince his little wife, got distracted when he heard a knock on his cabin door.

Come inside........, Abeer said and corrected his posture on the chair and looked at the person who come inside his cabin.

Good afternoon sir....., vikrant came inside with file and stand infront of his desk.

Vikrant, if you have any important work then tell me .......and if not then let me tell you i am doing very important work right now ......and i do not want any disturbance.........., a beer said and again started scrolling his phone.

Sir.......i just needed your sign on some files........., vikrant said and looking at his boss who's just looking constantly looking at the phone and scrolling the screen.

Put them on the desk i will sign them after sometime........, abeer said while focusing his attention on the phone but few seconds later angrily put the phone on the desk as he don't get any good ideas.

Vikrant noticed that Abeer's change' in behavior but he didn't said anything he just a silent and kept the file on the desk and thought to leave the cabin his cabin as soon as possible so that Abeer's change in behavior does not affect him from anyhow.

Vikrant, who was leaving the cabin after keeping the file on his desk, was stopped by Abeer's loud voice.

Vikrant........, abeer called him and vikrant turned to face him.

Yes sir........, vikrant said feeling scared because he had no idea what was going to happen next but Abeer question made him shock as he was never interested in someone's life.

Are you married?.........., abeer asked looking at him.

Yes sir........It's been almost 3 years ........., vikrant said after coming out of shock.

Hmmm........can I ask you question?......, abeer said after clearing his throat.

Yes sir......., vikrant said looking at him  who just correcting his tie.

Hmmm........ what you do......when your wife get angry with you ? .........i mean how do you make her convince her to talk with you again?........, abeer asked while making sure he didn't sound nervous and stupid.

Sir .....is mam angry with you?........., instead of answering abeer vikrant asked him that while Abeer just hummed in response.

Gussa hi hongyi......apne pass thodi bulayegi....if you give her divorce papers ............, vikrant murmured in his breath while feeling bad for Chandni but luck was in his side and Abeer heard him.

LEAVE....... leave from here.......before I kill you........., abeer shouted and stood up from his chair to through him out of the cabin.

Tumhari khushbu se mulakat aisi huyi ki maano nashe ka matalab badal Gaya

Maante the gunnah jisye

Wahi jeene ka zariya ban gaya

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-AN