Chapter 18

Carson^^

Carson's POV

The walk back to the house was uneventful. Aside from the fact that we nearly ran into a group of guards. Jay went all alpha-male at the idea. My pants were cum-soaked, and I knew I smelt like sex.

"You need to shower, and then we're curling up together in a ball," Jay whispered as we walked into the packhouse. It was getting late, so everyone was starting to wind down.

"I was already planning on showering. Which room tonight?" I asked. The two of us had been switching whose room we were sleeping in.

"Mine." Jay answered, "we can just go straight there. I want you sleeping in my clothes." I didn't argue because I could tell Zander was still on edge. Jay was constantly running his hands along my body, scenting me.

"Jay, I'm about to shower. There's no need for all the scenting." I complained lightly. I loved smelling like him, but there wasn't much of a point when I was just going to be washing it all off.

Jay's eyes flashed a bit, startling me. I didn't realize how tense both he and Zander were.

"Do you not want my scent on you?"

"I-it's not that, but I'm showering. You'll have to scent me again momentarily." I explained. Jay didn't seem to care though.

"We're showering together then,"

"Ja-I don't," want you to be disappointed in my body, "think that's necessary. You can scent me aft-oof!" My sentence ended in a squeal at Jay picked me up fireman style.

"Your body is perfection. Don't try to argue with me on that. It might take some time, but you will believe me at some point."

My vision blurred from unshed tears because I didn't believe him. I didn't think I ever could.

When we got into the bathroom, Jay sat me down on the counter and began fiddling with the shower.

"Strip time," Jay sang as he turned around and began pulling off his T-shirt. After his shirt was off, he pulled me off the counter and began undressing me. My face was burning as he pulled my pants and shirt off, leaving me in just my underwear.

"You good?" He asked while caging me against the counter. I nodded, not trusting myself to speak, causing him to smile.

Without a second thought, Jay pulled down my underwear leaving me completely bare. They were still sticky from the forest when he threw them into my hamper.

"Jump in the shower, I'll be right behind you."

I quickly went around Jay; I could feel his burning gaze as I stepped into his shower. I was standing under the hot water for only 15 seconds before I felt Jay's arms wrap around my waist. I could feel...everything of his pressing against me.

The two of us simply stood under the spray of the water for a few minutes. It was comforting in a way I wasn't ever expecting. I felt like this was where I was supposed to be. Just being held in Jay's arms. I hadn't felt comfortable like this is such a long time.

"You're so beautiful," said Jay out of nowhere.

"St-,"

"No, listen. You're smart, humble, caring, gorgeous and just perfection wrapped up in such an amazing human being. I was shocked to find out that we were mates, but I couldn't think of a better person do spend the rest of my life with. We've said it before, but it holds a different meaning, at least to me, now. I love you, Carson. I know you don't believe me, but I will spend the rest of my life making you believe me.

"You deserve all the love in the world, and I will do anything and everything to give it to you." Jay finished. I had tears running down my face as I was turned around in his arms.

"T-thank you," I sniffled causing him to smile and bump his nose against mine. One of his arms left my waist and came up to cup my jaw. His lips pressed gently against mine. My arms left my sides to come up and wrap around his neck. My head turned to the side and he went the opposite way, and we deepened the kiss.

Before I knew it, I was being pushed up against the cold tiled wall of his shower. A hiss escaped my mouth but was silenced my Jay's mouth. After we pulled away, Jay moved down my neck as he began marking it.

"Jay," my voice was breathless as he bit down particularly hard on my collarbone. He hummed as he made his way up my neck. Leaving a trail of bite marks and hickeys in his wake.

"Sound so pretty for me. My perfect little mate." He cooed into my ear making me blush all shades of red.

I could feel him getting hard against me, and I was following along. Jay's hands moved down my torso and one of them gripped my hip tightly. The other reached around to grab my butt as he pulled me against him.

"The sounds you make are heavenly." He growled. A high-pitched whine crawled up my throat at his tone.

Submit. Issac's voice reminded me in the back of my head. Without realizing it, I found myself baring my neck and going completely lax in Jay's hold. His chest vibrated with a growl at the sight of my submitting myself to my mate. It played into every dominant, alpha instinct embedded within his DNA.

Just as me submitting did for me.

"You're going to be the death of me," Jay's eyes were swirling with color just as mine had to be, "if this is how you get from us grinding, I can't even imagine what you'll be like when we mate," I whined again at the thought. Mating was such an intimate act that you can only truly experience with your mate.

"I'm going to give you so much. I'll start by stripping you down bare for my eyes only. I'll kiss every part of your body just to get you worked up. The foreplay will start with your legs wrapped around my head. You're going to be so wet for me, aren't you?" Jay paused what he was saying and pulled me harder against himself.

"Yeah,"

"Oh, I know you will be," He chuckled, "because you'll do anything to please me. Won't you? You're just so good like that. After I get a good taste of you, I'll take my sweet time opening you up for me and my knot. And then, when I finally think you're open enough for me, I'll slide into you. You'll be on your back for our first time, so I can see every. Expression. You. Make." He emphasized his words by thrusting his pelvis against mine.

"Right before I cum, I'll bite you. Mark you as mine. If you want, you can mark me too." My entire world was going fuzzy around the edges as he continued to talk. I felt like I needed release, but he hadn't said it yet. I just needed that final push.

"You'll beg so beautifully for me. Beg for me to open you up. Beg for me to get in you. Beg for me to fuck you. Beg for me to let you cum. Beg for me to mark you. But you want to know what will sound the best coming out of your mouth? When you're begging me to knot you. I'll fill you up wonderfully. Until you know nothing but the feeling of my cock, cum, and knot.

"You're going to look so precious attached to me. With me filling you up. It might take a few times, but when I finally get you pregnant. You won't be allowed out of my sight." Our grinding was getting less and less coordinated, but I couldn't find it in me to care. Just like I didn't care about the sounds I was making: whines, whimpers, and moans. My head felt like it had fog filling it; it was the best feeling in the world.

"You never know; I might just keep you sat on my dick all day long, or on my face. We might have to do that sometimes though. So I can keep you safe and satisfied. What kind of mate would I be if I didn't provide for my sweet little babydoll?" My eyes rolled to the back of my head as I came against Jay. He soon followed and let out a low growl.

We stood pressed against each other as I came back to reality. Jay has his face buried in my neck, not that I minded, as he whispered praises into my skin.

"I'm going to was you up, and then we can get some sleep. Both of us are pruning." He laughed as he looked into my eyes and pulled us off the wall. I tried to give him a smile, but I was a bit too shaky.

"Aw, you're such a pretty baby. Tilt your head back for me, doll." I did as instructed as Jay washed my hair. He washed the two of us quickly so we could quickly get to bed.

I felt the water stop and a fluffy towel wrap around the body. Before I could even protest, Jay was pulling me out of his shower and picking me up. After he dried me off, he rubbed lotion all of my body and dressed me in a pair of his sweatpants and one of his sweatshirts. I was surrounded by his sent which made me and Issac purr contently.

Jay threw on some pajama bottoms and then walked me over to his bed. He pulled up the covers and let me get into the bed before wrapping me up in another blanket. After I was settled, he got into bed and pulled me close.

"Je t'aime."

So, it's been a minute. I feel like I apologize every time I don't update for a while. But I am sorry. Life has just been insane. I am hoping to start updating more, but I can't make any promises. Thanks for sticking around though.

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