Chapter 96
The Tyrant's Beloved Doll
âWhat a good night, Your Highness.â
He stared at the Emperor with an emotionless face.
ââ¦It absolutely is.â
Sezh was dazed as she saw Raytan with blood all over his body.
It felt like she was in a dream.
An atrocious nightmare she had never wanted to behold again.
âRay⦠tan,â Between the Emperorâs frail lips, words that resembled a sigh flowed out.
Interesting how he mistook Sezh for Lillian but recognized Raytan at a glance.
Sezh then quickly realized the reasonâ¦
âI knew it was going to happen⦠the day youâd finally do something like this.â
â¦The Emperor still recognized Raytan even under the heavy dose of medicine heâd consumedâ¦
âLike what it said⦠in that legend.â
â¦Because of his fear. The fear heâd held all his life.
âHowever, it hasnât been that long since Lize⦠leftâ¦â
âDonât put my motherâs name in that dirty mouth.â
Raytanâs voice was unbearably cold. No, everything about him was frosty that night: his crimson eyes staring at the Emperor and his aloof expression too.
He took a step forward to approach the Emperor, then pointed his sword at the Emperorâs neck.
Everyone could see blood from an unknown victim trickling down from the tip of his sword and dropping onto the Emperorâs clothes. Hiding behind the curtain, Sezh covered her mouth as she peeped at them.
âItâs all over, Carta Rowain. No one can help you.â
Raytanâs voice overlapped with the horrible screams coming from the outside.
What he said was true. Here and now, no one in the palace could help the Emperor⦠because they were all also dying at the moment.
âRaytanâ¦â
The Emperor seemed to know it too. There was a deep sense of defeat on his wrinkled face as he spoke his âsonâsâ name.
âMy son⦠How is he?â
Isnât the person standing in front of him also his son? The Emperor still seemed to deny Raytanâs existence even now.
âItâs amazing. In this situation, are you instead curious about that?â Raytan scoffed.
Help me choose, Carta,â He smirked. âShould I cut off your head and show it to Bern? Or should I do it the other way around?â
ââ¦.â
âI donât mind either way.â
The Emperor looked at Raytan with a blank face and then made a strange laughing sound. His laugh sounded small and was closer to a sigh.
âEveryone⦠told me.â¦â The Emperorâs voice was fleeting. âThat I must kill⦠someone like you.â
ââ¦â
âIf only so⦠we could prevent terrible thingsâ¦â
ââ¦â
âYour motherâ¦â
Raytanâs brow twitched.
âIf Lize hadnât stopped me⦠I would have done itâ¦â
The Emperorâs words did not continue. It was because of Raytan who suddenly rushed to him. Even Sezh was startled at his sudden movement.
Raytan, who grabbed his fatherâs collar, showed that dreadfully cold face, just like when he cut her neck in the past.
âWhat are you talking about?â
âUghââ
âIâm asking you what you are talking about?!â
Raytan pushed the Emperor harshly. The young manâs chest went up and down heavily.
âTying you to a stone and throwing you into the river. Even leaving you in a forest teeming with lions. Who could stop me?â
It was a story that Sezh knew too. Wasnât everyone sure that the Emperor did such a thing to Raytan, who hadnât even been able to open his eyes properly at that time?
However, the Emperor shook his head.
âShe⦠stopped me.â
âWhat?â
âWhile holding you⦠Lize begged me.â
âYour Highness, this is my child, my son.â
âShe said that if you die, she will die with youâ¦.â
âIf Your Highness wants to do that, then do it to me too.â
âShe⦠begged like that.â
âPlease tie a stone to my ankle and throw me into the river. Tie me and abandon me in the forest so I can be together with my son.â
Lize was like a lake: always quiet and calm. No matter what happened, she never laughed or cried. Even when she received expensive jewels that low-borns could never touch in their lifetimes, or when he forced her to get drunkâ¦. she was always like that. Such a woman grabbed his leg while begging for her child. If he had to kill the child, Lize told the Emperor to kill her too.
âOr I will die first.â
Lize crawled and aimed the dagger at her slender neck.
Raytan was the child that the Emperor should have killed.
However, he couldnât lose Lize.
âBut contrary to what people knew and expected of me, I spread a rumor that said even when I threw you into the river or left you in the forest⦠you would not die.â
ââ¦â
âIf I still insisted on killing you⦠Lize said she will go crazy.â
The Emperor did not throw the child into the river, nor did he leave him alone in the forest.
Heâd left the child in the shallowest part of the river downstream with a maid. He also sent him to the forest with an escort knight.
The child survived, and everyone believed the ruse.
âIf it wasnât for Lize⦠You would be dead. Undoubtedly.â
Raytanâs eyes trembled ferociously. If it wasnât for his mother, would he have died? No, she was forced to do that. She left him alone. She pushed her son into this hell⦠*
âYour mother risked her life to save you, but you⦠dareâ¦.â
It was not because of motherhood or love that Lize risked her life to save him. Raytan knew it all too well. The only reason she clung to the Emperor, whom she hated, was for none other thanâ¦
âShall I tell you a secret, Carta?â Raytan grinned.
âIt was for this very moment that my mother risked her life to save me.â
The Emperor startled and clutched his chest.
âShe always dreamed of it. The moment when that cursed child, Iâ¦. will finally ruin everything like in the legend.â
The keen sword swung and made a horrifying sound. He pointed it at the Emperorâs chest.
âMy mother gave this to me on my 18th birthday. She told me that I would use it someday. Itâs not just the sword. She painstakingly prepared many things since long ago.â
ââ¦What?â
âFrom the day you smashed in my fatherâs head mercilessly.â
The Emperorâs eyes, full of torment, shook wildly.
âHave you ever had any doubts? Just once?â asked Raytan in a cold voice.
âNo⦠It canât beâ¦â
Looking at the Emperor with an inscrutable face, Raytan pulled out the collar of his blood-soaked shirt. A grunt released from his mouth, and Sezh could see a button topple down to the floor. Now, his shoulders were visible.
âDo you know what this is?â
He pointed to his left shoulder, which had always been wrapped in bandages. Even Sezh had never seen it before.
On his tan skin.⦠there was a mark.
A bird-shaped mark.
âThe mark of the Kunir tribe.â
âWhy are you wearing bandages here, even though youâre not hurt?â
Sezh covered her mouth immediately as she recalled a question she once asked him.
âDo you know how happy I was when I gave birth to you?â
Lize tried to kill Raytan on the ship since she thought he was the Emperorâs blood. It was natural for her to be uncertain about the babyâs father. As soon as the Emperor touched her, she took medicine to abort the baby, just in case.
Pregnant Lize hit her belly with a stone and incessantly drank poison, but the child did not die. The fetus was attached to her body like a leech she couldnât get rid of.
So, in the end, Raytan was born.
It was right at the time when Lize, who lost her mind, was about to strangle the child with her trembling hands.
A familiar mark appeared on his shoulder: the Kunir tribe mark inherited from generation to generation. A bird-shaped markâ¦
âBut it was strange. Neither Moonid nor I have black hair. Then suddenly⦠I realized something.â
Recalling Lizeâs words, Raytan smiled coldly.
âYou areâ¦an opportunity God has given me. Like the legend, youâre the chance for me to ruin everything.â
Embracing her newly born baby, Lize laughed. She squealed like a madwoman.
âLook at this, Moonid.â
âI did it.â
âI did it!â
âYou were deceived, Carta.â
âAfter that, I decided⦠I will take revenge.â
âBut Mother⦠You wonât be able to take revenge⦠Thatâs impossible.â
Young Raytan said so to Lize. He wasnât even seven years old at that time. Back then, he was already well aware that in the Imperial Palace, there was nobody on Lizeâs side. Besides, her target for vengeance was none other than the Emperor. It couldnât have been possible.
âNo, I can,â said Lize with a smile. âThatâs why I gave birth to you and continuously keep you alive, isnât it?â
âI am not your son.â
The Emperorâs face darkened. He instantly recalled a memory from years ago⦠The words he heard from Lize when he was about to kill the newborn child.
âThis is my child, my son.â
At least once in her life⦠had she ever said something like, âItâs our childâ or, âItâs Your Majestyâs childâ?
âYou⦠merely because of thatâ¦â
There was deep remorse in the Emperorâs eyes.
âThis⦠thingâ¦â
ââMerelyâ, you say?â
Raytanâs eyes filled with rage.
âMother never forgot about something you describe as âmereâ, Carta. Motherâs mother and my grandmotherâs mother would also never forget how you all persecuted us.â
âWhat made us like this is Denhelder. Donât forget that.â
âThis is not the first time.â
âA woman who betrayed God gave birth. The Emperor threatened her life. She had no choice but to escape without even having time to cut her babyâs umbilical cord. They said that was the root of all of this.â
âThe woman who betrayed God and the girl she gave birth toâ You all did the same thing to them. Am I right?â
âFrom here to there, from there to there. It was because of those people that we were unable to settle in one place and had no choice but to lead lowly lives.â
âEven after such a long time, you all still continually track them down over and over. Then after you find the womanâs bloodline, you kill them again and againâ¦â
âBut look at me. Didnât I come back here after all? They didnât even allow me to have hope.â
âYou brought the last of that bloodline to Denhelder. With your own hands.â
âThis, too, must be the will of God.â
âYou, youââ
The Emperor gave Raytan an disbelieving stare. Appearing on the Emperorâs face was a look of bafflement from being told something he should never have heard.
âYou⦠and Lizeâ¦? Itâs a lie. It has to be a lie. They said they died long ago. That womanâs descendantsâ¦.â
âItâs all your fault.â
ââ¦â
âAnd youâ¦â
The Emperor gasped with his face pale. All the things he had been afraid of all his life eventually happened at once.
Raytan stared fixedly at the Emperor then continued to speak.
âEven if youâre going to die, keep your eyes on me, Carta. Watch everything that happens.â
Raytan took out the sword that heâd stabbed into the bed before. He then directed it at the Emperorâs neck.
âGodââ
ââ¦â
âGod will not forgive you⦠Raytanâ¦â
As the Emperor cursed him with a waning voice, anger dawned in Raytanâs ruby eyes.
âThen pray now. Pray and wail with that throat. So that God can help youâ¦â
ââ¦.â
âBecause Iâm going to kill you.â
The sharp blade of his sword swung in a flash.
With a thump, something round rolled on the floor until it reached Sezhâs feet, who was hiding behind the curtain.
It was the Emperorâs head.
Sezh fell to the floor with her mouth shut.