chapter 38

Mayur's POVWhen she talked to me I felt something is wrong, she had  never disconnected my call, so I felt something is wrong, I booked the flight for tomorrow morning. I called her in the morning when I reached airport to inform her, I didn't talked much. I think something is bothering her very much and she will not be able to say it in phone, so I will speak to her when I reach home. First, I will confess my feelings for her this time, I am practicing it now. You all help me in telling if its ok?Mayur: "Vanya, the first time I saw you was in our high school. You were looking very beautiful that time and you have grown more beautiful by now. I started loving from you then when you saved a puppy from falling, you helped a little boy by giving your umbrella when it was raining heavily. I fell in love with your small acts, I am in love and will always be madly in love with you."How is it? It sounds not so nice but ok, wait I will write it down and will practice it. I get nervous around her and I will just forget everything. This paper will remind me. I had lunch in the restaurant as my flight has delayed by 2 hours. She will accept my proposal na? I am feeling anxious now. I had attended and presented many meetings with big clients, but never felt like that. I am afraid of her rejection. God, please make everything alright in our life. We should always be happy. Never make her cry because she is a gem of a person.I boarded my flight and by evening I reached home. I am very happy now and that happiness can't be described in words. I saw her smiling at me when I arrived. All my tiredness went away seeing her. Her smile is so precious and I wish she smiles like this always......I sat on the sofa and she sat opposite me and offered me tea. I was going to tell her that time only, but she told me to freshen up and who has the power to ignore once wife's order?I came down and she was not there in the hall. She was in the kitchen cooking. I felt something is wrong looking at her. I didn't ask her maybe she is hungry that's why. I helped her in cooking. We made rice, sambhar and fried papad. We quietly ate dinner. Then I helped her in cleaning dishes and strange she has not even said a single word. She is mine chatterbox. She talks all the time and I listen . I love listening to her talks and I can listen to it whole day without getting bored. I love to stare at her face.....We reach our room and I start....Mayur: "Vanya, I wanted to tell you something. I ".....Vanya: "First let me speak. Mayur, I want a divorce." What did I heard? I heard it correctly right. Did she say divorce? But why? I always supported and never did anything wrong to her. Did I do something wrong unintentionally? I should ask for forgiveness then. Yes, I should ask forgiveness , she is joking right. She loves to tease me . But I saw her face it's serious.Mayur: "You are joking right? Please don't make this types of joke, I can't bear."Vanya: "Mayur, relax. Listen to me. I am serious. I want divorce and I want our relationship to end as early as possible. Please don't ask me for the reason, I will not be able to tell you anything."As soon as I heard it, I felt like someone has snatched my ground from me. I am not able to stand clearly. I go out of the room without looking at her and go to terrace for fresh air.Why Vanya, what did I do wrong? You will never cheat on me I know, I trust you very much now also, then why? I will not ask you for the reason. Today you broke not my heart but you broke me, completely broke me. She asked me for divorce, as soon as possible. I have to give her divorce no matter what . I have to be strong. But no I can't . I can't. Tears started falling from my eyes. I sat on the sofa there and cried looking at the moon, which we once both looked with love hand in hand. And now I am alone here crying and I didn't know when I slept. I slept looking at her photo on my phone. Next morning I woke up and found myself covered with a blanket. I remember I didn't had blanket when I slept and I think Vanya has put it over me. I went to my room and she was not there so I freshened up and went down.I went to the kitchen and she was there preparing breakfast.Mayur: "Be ready in the evening, we will go to lawyer's office for our divorce."I left saying this and never looked behind. If I see her then I think I will change my decision. I took my bag and straightaway went to the office without saying bye and didn't had breakfast and tea.I was having a bad headache as I cried all night and missed my morning tea. I entered my cabin and I didn't had mood to  work today, I got up from there and straightaway went to the canteen to have tea.I had tea and made myself busy with the work. I didn't took a break and I attended  continous meeting to avoid my mind to think of her. I skipped my lunch as I didn't want to have it.John uncle, who is like uncle to me came with lunch in my cabin. He forced and emotionally blackmailed me to have lunch. I had lunch then. We had to go to lawyer's office today. So I called the lawyer to book an appointment. But he told me that today he is busy, he will book our appointment tomorrow. I messaged her same and she replied with ok after some time.It's evening 6 pm now, the time when I go to my home, to my Vanya. I would help her in cooking, we go for a night walk etc. But I don't feel like going home today. So I decided to spend most of the time here. So I worked on my recent project, I didn't see the time as I had switched off my mobile to avoid looking at the wallpaper, which is her smiling photo. I switched on my mobile and I saw 10 missed calls from Vanya. I thought to ignore it. Maybe she is in danger so she called me. Oh GOD, its 10 pm now, she is alone there and how can I be this foolish. I should have went home as she is alone. I called her and she picked it in one ring.Vanya: "Mayur, where are you? It's 10 pm".Mayur: "Hmm, I am coming."I said this and disconnected the call as I don't want to talk to her much. I reached home within half an hour. She was waiting for me in the hall. I went to my room and freshened up. I didn't looked at her once. When I was going to sleep, Vanya came...Vanya: "Mayur, dinner is ready. Please have it and then sleep".Mayur:" You can have it, I am not hungry now."Vanya :" I know you are angry with me. But please have your dinner, never be angry with food."Mayur : "I am not angry with you. Ok, you go, I will join you."She leaves from the room and I go after some time. She was waiting for me in the table. I quietly and quickly had dinner and went to another room to sleep. ..... ............................................................... Till then keep reading. KEEP SMILING AND BE HAPPY😊