CH: 22 I'm staying

CH: 22 I'm staying

(Jesse POV)

I know it took a lot for Ben to open up to me like he did, and I couldn't blame him.

I sat up with him, pulling him into a hug. "Thank you for telling me this, I know it took a lot for you to," I said, kissing his forehead.

"Did you ever find out about the other girl? The one she was looking into adopting as well?" I asked him. Ben shook his head, saying no.

I could look into it for him if he wanted to contact her; I held that thought in my head and made a note to bring it up later.

For now, I just held Ben in my arms and rubbed his back, hoping it would soothe him, I didn't know what kind of past Ben had, but I can say that I didn't think it would be this bad.

I can't imagine the abuse he's gone through, and just the thought of it made me feel horrible.

Nothing like this is ever going to happen to him again.

I ran my fingers through Ben's hair and cuddled him even closer.

When did I become this sweet? I found myself wanting to do so many lovely things to this man.

I wanted to make him feel like he was always on cloud nine.

"Do you want something to eat, baby?" I said, kissing his forehead.

"I can make you something, or we can order takeout," I said.

Ben sniffed and lifted his head; my heart tightened as soon as I saw his face.

"Gosh, baby," I said, kissing his lips.

"I'm sorry you didn't have to tell me, I hope I didn't force you to," I said, feeling guilty. Ben shook his head.

"No I wanted to, and I'm okay with takeout." He said, smiling sadly.

"I meant what I said, Ben, I am serious about us and want to be in your life long-term. I promise." I said to him, rubbing my hand on his cheek.

"I might get annoying though," I said, causing him to laugh.

"I don't think I'll find you annoying." He said.

"Are you sure? I mean, I'm going to want your attention every day. I want to talk to you every day and hear from you. I'm going to want to be around you a lot." I said softly; this was something I was a little insecure about. I didn't want to be overbearing or someone that got annoying. Especially knowing that I really like Ben and want to do all these things with him.

"Yes, I am sure. I would like all of that and would have no issue with any of it," he said, staring at me.

"Good. So what would my baby like to eat?" I asked, kissing his cheek.

"We can order anything you want," I said, kissing his lips.

"We can order Chinese." He said, kissing me back.

"Yeah, we can do that. Let's see if we can find a good place nearby." I said, taking out my phone.

"Do you want to borrow some of my comfortable clothes?" I asked him, and a blush appeared on Ben's face.

"If you don't mind." He said.

I held back a laugh.

"Yes, we both should change and I don't mind at all. I'm actually looking forward to seeing you in my clothes." I said, standing up with him in my arms.

I watched Ben's eyes widen as I carried him into the bedroom.

"Bet you didn't think I would be able to carry you huh?" I asked him.

"No, I actually didn't." He said, causing me to laugh.

"Do you mind it?" I asked him.

"No, not at all." He said.

I gently let him down inside the bedroom and entered the closet to find something to wear. I handed him a T-shirt and sweatpants.

"Is this okay?" I asked Ben.

"Yes, it's fine. Thank you." He said, taking the clothes from me.

"You can change in the attached bathroom," I said, pointing to where it was.

"Okay." He said, walking away. I watched Ben go into the bathroom and close the door behind him.

Fuck.

I wore those clothes yesterday night and slept in them. They didn't smell badly, but I knew they smelled like me, and I wanted to see him in them badly.

I wanted to see him wearing something that's mine. Something that had my scent on it.

I leaned against the wall, clearing my thoughts. I needed to calm down, now wasn't the time to be horny over my boyfriend.

I returned to the closet, taking out clothes to wear. I removed my clothes and put them in the laundry basket.

I was wearing sweatpants when Ben came out; I immediately focused on him when he did.

I stood there still, staring at him. Something about him wearing my clothes was driving me crazy.

"You look good," I said, finding my voice hoarse.

"Thank you," Ben said shyly.

His eyes fluttered to my chest, and I remembered I didn't have a shirt.

I chuckled.

"Like what you see?" I asked him as I grabbed a shirt.

"Yes," Ben said, causing me to stop.

"Do you?" I asked him as I made my way towards him.

"Because I like what I see too," I said, leaning him against the wall.

"Very much," I said, pulling him into a kiss. Ben kissed me back with no hesitation; I groaned as I let my hand roam down his body. I didn't miss the fact that he was hard again.

I pulled my lips back and looked at him. He was staring at me as well; there was so much passion in his eyes that I felt like I was being devoured right there.

"The way you're staring at me right now is driving me crazy," I said, clearing my throat.

"Is it bothering you?" He asked softly.

"No, of course not. It's tempting me, though." I said, clearing my throat again. I took a few steps back.

"Tempting you to do what?" he asked me. I stared at him for a minute, noticing how he looked.

He was wearing my clothes; he was naked underneath my clothes right now.

"Ben," I said.

"Jesse." He said, causing me to moan from him just saying my name.

"You haven't been with anyone else before have you?" I asked him, knowing the answer already.

"No." He said.

I lowered my gaze and brought my attention back to his face. Ben was still staring at me.

"I should calm down," I said, chuckling.

"Why?" Ben asked, tilting his head.

"Because I want to touch you." I found myself saying.

"Then touch me," Ben said softly.

A thrill ran through my body; I shook my head and lowered my gaze to the sweatpants. I could see that Ben was hard. I wanted to do something I had never done before, which excited me and made me nervous.

"I don't just want to touch you, though," I said, bringing my attention back to his face.

"Then what else?" He asked.

"I want to taste you," I said, not letting my eyes waver from his. Ben's eyes widened as the words registered to him.

"What do you want to taste?" He whispered.

I moved closer to him and let my eyes trail down his body to where his cock was.

"Your cock." I said, staring at his hard-on.

"You said I could touch you," I said, rubbing my hand against his hard-on. A moan came from Ben; I returned my stare to his face and found his eyes fluttered close.

"Jesse." He said.

"You said I could touch you," I said, putting my hand inside the sweatpants. I wrapped my hand around his cock, moaning at the fact that he was completely naked underneath the sweatpants.

Ben moaned as I rubbed the tip of his cock.

"Yes, I did." He said, opening his eyes.

"But can I taste you?" I asked him, staring at him.

"Yes." He said softly.

"Mmm," I said, lowering myself; I removed my hand away from Ben's cock.

He let out a groan, but his breath hitched when I lowered his pants.

I stared at his cock; it was big.

For the first time, I can admit that I found someone's cock pretty.

This will be my first time doing this, and I am still determining whether I will be good at it.

Yet, I found myself wanting to take Ben into my mouth.

"Fuck." I said as I brought my tongue out and licked Ben's cock. A loud moan came from him, and his fingers were immediately on my hair.

I licked him again, this time taking him into my mouth and started to suck him off, there was a precum on his tip, and I found myself rolling my tongue on the tip of his cock, which caused Ben to moan even more. I continued sucking, licking, and twirling my tongue around him; the room was filled with his moans.

Ben was moaning my name and tugging on my hair, which was turning me on even more.

I looked up to find Ben staring at me; for some reason, I became harder just from that interaction. Him staring at me as I suck him off was getting me hot. I pulled him out of my mouth and licked him.

"Jesse," Ben said, moaning my name.

"Yes, baby?" I asked, not breaking eye contact with him.

I brought my tongue to the tip of his cock and licked it.

Ben moaned and tightened the grip on my hair.

"Do you like that?" I asked him.

"Yes." He said, groaning.

I took him into my mouth again, and he moaned; his breathing was picking up.

"Jesse. I'm going to cum." He said; he tried pulling my head back, but I didn't move.

"Jesse. I'm going to cum." He said, but I sucked him faster.

"Baby." He moaned and cummed in my mouth. My eyes widened, being slightly taken off guard on how much was in my mouth and the taste of it.

"Oh my gosh, spit it out." He said as I took him out of my mouth. I stood up and swallowed it.

His eyes widened even more as he stared at me.

"Spitting is for quitters," I said, shrugging.

All of this was new to me, I had just sucked a dick for the first time and swallowed come, so I looked away shyly, not knowing what to say after that.

"Did you like it?" I asked him nervously.

"Like it?" he asked breathlessly. I turned my attention to him and found him staring at me, his eyes lowering down my body.

I lowered my gaze, knowing I was also hard.

Ben lowered himself in front of me.

"Ben you don't have to." I said to him.

He looked up at me.

"You don't want me to?" He asked.

"No, it's not that. It's just you don't have to." I said, groaning when he pulled my cock out.

"I want to." He said, taking me into his mouth.

"Fuck, baby," I said as he moved his head up and down while he sucked me off.

My eyes widened; the way Ben was sucking my cock was driving me crazy.

"Ben," I said as I felt him rub his tongue on the vein underneath my cock.

My eyes widened.

Ben was good at this.

"Fuck, Ben. Why are you good at this?" I asked him, and he hummed around my cock, which caused me to throw my head back and moan. He pulled back and twirled his tongue up and down my cock; I stared down at Ben, sucking me off, and he was making direct eye contact with me as he did so.

"Fuck, you're so sexy," I said, tugging his hair. A smile came to his face as he took me out of his mouth.

Shit. I said, watching him smile as he licked me. He brought his tongue to my balls, and I held my breath as he took one of them into his mouth.

My grip tightened on his hair.

"Ben," I said as I shivered.

He took my cock into his mouth again and quickened his pace.

"Ben," I said, losing control and letting myself fall into complete bliss.

"Baby. I'm going to cum." I said, removing my hands from his hair so he could pull back.

Ben surprised me by putting my hands on his head again.

"Baby. I'm going to cum you should move." I said, knowing that I was going to cum soon, but Ben kept sucking on my cock even more.

"Fuck." I said cumming.

Some of my cum came out of Ben's mouth, I heard a gulp which shocked me, and Ben continued licking my cock, taking the drips of cum with his tongue.

I stood there breathless, hot, horny, and wondering how the hell he was so good at this.

He stood up, looking at me, laughing nervously.

"I'm gay, I've done research and watched videos on how to please my future partner." He said shyly.

"Were you pleased?" He asked me.

"Yes," I said in a whisper.

I have never found myself feeling this way before.

"I'm glad, baby," Ben said, kissing my cheek.

My eyes fluttered close.

Ben had me feeling so many new things right now, and I hope I was doing the same for him.

(*Kassandra Speaks*)

Hi! It's been a while since I updated this story, but it's back and will get even better from here on out. I also did a lot of editing in previous chapters, so those of you who want to go back and reread chapter one, please feel free to do so. This chapter was very sexy for many reasons, of course.

I look forward to you guys reading the next one.

Xoxo

-Kassandra Vivu