Chapter 92
Be A Virtuous Wife! So Tough!
C92 â Half a Man
Tang Yue slowly began to regain his composure after walking a considerable distance. His mind remained in disarray, rendering him incapable of coherent thought.
He pinched his own cheek to confirm he wasnât trapped in another dream. Turning his gaze toward Wang Zizhaoâs tent, he was startled to spot someone standing by the entrance. This sight sent him scurrying forward a few steps in alarm.n/ô/vel/b//in dot c//om
âWait, why am I running? It was him who made the confession⦠No, wait, he didnât confess; he proposed outright. Ancient people donât seem to dabble in modern dating, do they?â
Tang Yue remained rooted in place, muttering to himself, âCould this guy genuinely have feelings for me? Has he been struck by a love spell or something?â
While he didnât perceive himself as undesirable, he couldnât help but feel like he inhabited a different world compared to Wang Zizhao. It was akin to Cinderella falling in love with a princeâ a heartwarming tale, but a challenging reality.
Most importantly, he possessed an exceedingly ordinary appearance!
In an era that prioritized looks and aesthetics, one couldnât even hope to secure an official position without an appealing visage, let alone aspire to be a princeâs consort.
âAre you absolutely serious about this? Although that lad is quite earnest and his demeanor is resolute, his eyes⦠his eyes are even more unwavering. Heâs not the type to jest, usually, but perhaps heâs suddenly gone off the deep end?â
After a brief contemplation, Tang Yue recognized that having such a partner could considerably enhance his social standing. Despite the otherâs somewhat masculine nature, they were willing to consider differing viewpoints and were flexible in their approach to most matters.
Yet, after mulling it over, he resolved to cease indulging in such fantasies. A person of his standing wouldnât have the autonomy to dictate their own marriage, let alone trust the words of a person with such a lofty status.
Furthermore, he had consistently upheld his principles when it came to Wang Zizhao. What if the other party felt displeased? Did he intend to compromise his principles?
âThis doesnât feel right. Why should I face this alone? Canât I simply confront him directly?â
The more Tang Yue contemplated it, the more he felt compelled to act. He turned around and hurriedly sought out Wang Zizhao once more.
âYouâve reached a decision so swiftly?â Wang Zizhao appeared taken aback, assuming that Tang Yue had agreed to the proposition.
He had never anticipated resistance from Tang Yue. If Tang Yue truly had inclinations towards men, he would undoubtedly be the top choice. He possessed youth, potential, and a promising future, far surpassing Zhao Sanlang and the Heir of State Duke Heng.
Furthermore, he had intentions of formalizing the marriage, which was a stark departure from those without arranged unions.
âLetâs sit down and have a calm conversation,â Tang Yue proposed as he settled across from Wang Zizhao, adopting a negotiation-like demeanor.
At work, he seldom displayed such seriousness. Those familiar with him recognized his good-natured and gentle disposition, finding him easy to interact with.
âThis King has consistently engaged in cordial conversations with you.â
âYes, itâs my heart that isnât quite at ease. Just now⦠those words you mentioned, were they true?â
âThis King never jokes.â Wang Zizhao gave an affirmative answer.
âThen why do you think so?â
Wang Zizhao thought about it and replied, âI want to marry a virtuous wife.â
âBut I am a man.â
âGender is inconsequential to me. I donât concern myself with such matters,â the people of South Jin were broad-minded, where being virtuous held no shame. Even in the imperial harem, male relationships flourished, and many men cohabited with one another.
Life was harsh, and numerous individuals couldnât afford marriage, even if they wished to. Starving was a more dreadful prospect than seeking companionship with someone of the same sex who shared mutual affection. As long as they didnât encounter natural disasters, they could sustain themselves.
âBut where did you get the notion that Iâm virtuous?â In his previous life, people often made such jests, claiming he was virtuous and any woman who married him would be blessed.
âIn the kitchen, do you not consider yourself virtuous? You possess extraordinary medical skills and can prepare the delicacies This King fancies. You excel both inside and outside the home. What woman can compare?â
âSo, thatâs your reason for wanting to marry me?â Tang Yue struggled to describe his emotions. It appeared that Wang Zizhao was interested in his talents, not him personally.
In essence, Wang Zizhao hadnât proposed to him out of affection or a genuine liking for him. This emotionless marriage was something Tang Yue rejected.
Wang Zizhao furrowed his brow, questioning with doubt, âArenât these reasons sufficient?â
Tang Yue chuckled, reaching out to caress his face. Suddenly, he stood and encircled his arm around Wang Zizhaoâs neck, leaning in for a kiss on Wang Zizhaoâs lips. He took a few deep breaths.
As he was about to take things further, Wang Zizhao forcefully pushed him away, his eyes flashing with intensity.
âHow do you feel?â Tang Yue playfully wiped the saliva from his lips.
He intended to convey to Wang Zizhao that a marriage between two men, based solely on profit, would not last long. He had no interest in finding a temporary partner.
Once the entire South Jin learned of his marriage to Wang Zizhao, how could he embark on another romantic relationship?
Wang Zizhaoâs initial reaction had been a reflex. After hearing Tang Yueâs question, he thought it over seriously. âItâs too soon to tell. I havenât fully experienced it. Shall we try again?â
Hence, to Tang Yueâs surprise, Wang Zizhao lunged forward, pressing him forcefully onto the table, and passionately kissed him.
It was a genuine kiss, and Tang Yue even tasted a metallic tang. He emitted two âwuwuâ sounds, but his refusal seemed futile, so he allowed Wang Zizhao to proceed.
Tang Yue couldnât help but ponder, âI hope Wang Zizhao doesnât end up feeling queasy and vomit this back up.â He then remembered to keep his distance.
Wang Zizhao bit him again. He complained, âYou are not focused.â
Tang Yue was speechless. He just wanted to see if he could accept a man. Why should he be so focused?
Should you extinguish the flame of lust later or you extinguish it?
âMmm⦠is that enough?â Tang Yue saw that he wanted to stick his tongue in too, so he quickly pushed him away.
Wang Zizhao reluctantly let go of Tang Yue and asked, âWhy didnât you continue? Didnât you just want to do that?â
âThen didnât you push me away?â What did it mean to treat everyone equally? What did it mean to treat them fairly? This was it! Since you donât accept my kiss, why should I accept yours?
âIt was just that Wuyin lost it just now. Didnât we agree to continue?â
âThen tell me how you feel first? Disgusting? Do you feel uncomfortable?â
Wang Zizhao licked his lips. âItâs not disgusting. Itâs very comfortable. Letâs do it again.â
He didnât care if Tang Yue agreed or not. He pulled him and kissed him again. This time, he forcefully pried open Tang Yueâs teeth and squeezed his tongue in.
Tang Yueâs eyes widened. He was so tired after being harassed by the other party. One hand pressed on the back of his head and the other held his chin, gradually deepening the kiss.
After two simple demonstrations, Wang Zizhao resisted again. He held Tang Yueâs life door and turned his chin to the side, seizing the initiative.
It only took a few minutes for his kiss to go from unskilled to skilled. Even Tang Yue had to admit it. This manâs comprehension is extraordinary.
âEnoughâ¦â Tang Yue said breathlessly.
âNot enough.â The prince, who had just tasted the allure of kissing, wasnât ready to let it end so swiftly.
Wang Zizhao had recently entered puberty. His knowledge of intimacy was limited to the crude jokes heâd heard in the military camp. He had never had any personal experiences.
Nevertheless, he had been exposed to the intrigues of the harem since a young age. What he lacked was practical familiarity.
Wait a moment. Just as Tang Yue was on the brink of being overwhelmed by the kiss, he realized that the difference between him and Wang Zizhao wasnât just in their status but also their physical prowess.
What had this troublesome youngster been eating to grow so robust? Perhaps there was no need to arrange special meals for him to regain his vigor. If he continued at this rate, heâd cease to resemble an Earthling altogether.
Wang Zizhao gently pushed away Tang Yueâs numb tongue, withdrawing it from his mouth. Long silvery threads of saliva lingered, lending him a particularly seductive air.
Both of them were breathing heavily, with Tang Yue especially so. He clutched his chest and inhaled the fresh air greedily, his face turning a shade of purple.
For one more second, heâd have suspected he was on the brink of suffocation.
âItâs settled then.â Wang Zizhao stood up and glanced at Tang Yueâs lower body, his eyes dark and intense.
Tang Yue instinctively tightened his legs. While it was normal for a typical man to react to a passionate kiss, he felt uneasy when Wang Zizhao gazed at him.
Logically, they were all men, so there was no need for such awkwardness. Being together naked and chatting was normal, and while touching each other was a bit daring, it wasnât entirely inappropriate. Why was he feeling so self-conscious today?
âDo you require assistance?â Wang Zizhao inquired with a smile.
Tang Yueâs face turned even redder. He rose and straightened his legs, hastily donning his clothes and pants. He curled his lips and teased, âYouâre still as smooth as a baby. This sort of thing between adults doesnât concern you.â
âThis king has grown up. Werenât you aware?â
Tang Yue and Wang Zizhao had spent considerable time together. Theyâd witnessed things they shouldnât have in the past, especially with the morningâs occurrence. Additionally, he had undergone voice changes, and as a physician, he knew precisely which stage of puberty he had reached.
A child of his age could be considered half an adult, with the capability of marrying and having children. It was just that the quality might not be ideal.