Make Love?

>>Mael

"Why?" I couldn't just keep quiet, "I'm the one in trouble, you can just ignore me." I wanted answers. I don't know why but I wanted him to say something. There's something inside of me that's too excited and eager.

I looked at him with wide eyes. I told him I could just ignore him, but I can't deny how relieved I was when Eli came to my aid. So much that I think I'm losing my mind. I'm so disturbed by the whole thing that I want to stick to him like glue. It was when he came near me that I felt better. I didn't realize it until now but his scent was actually the thing that calmed me. The scent of rain, of nature.

I shook my head.

What is wrong with you Mael?! Is my mind slipping because I'm constantly exposed to Alphas? Is that messing with my mind? I don't know, I don't know!!

Eli's jaw clenched so hard I could see the vein pop in his neck, "I hate you-" His eyes glowed goldenly- no, they flickered between golden and green. It was like his wolf was acting up but he was trying to keep himself calm, "- so much."

My heart dropped immediately at his confession. I felt so bad when he said that.

Why?

I know he hates me, I hate him too... I think... But why? Why do I feel so bad? It was like something in my chest stung! My head started to hurt again and I felt like something was wrong again.

"Then why did you kiss me back?" I looked at him with mixed feelings. Feelings I wasn't sure of. What even was this? It was like I was sad that he said that.

His expression got softer.

"This is exactly why I hate you." His expression turned sorrowful, "Because you don't even know."

What?

What was this? What was he saying? And with expressions like that!? Why does he look so broken? And why is this making me feel so bad? Why am I feeling downcast as well?

Just what is happening? I am so confused...

He then clenched his fists so tightly they turned white, "And someday I will lose it." He clenched his jaw. His pheromones seeped out of his body and that scent sent shivers down my spine.

He was now looking at me weirdly. It made me curl my toes and cover myself with my arms.

What's with that gaze?

He just threatened me so why do I feel sort of excited? I squirmed under his gaze and closed my legs and looked down at my thighs.

What is wrong with me? Everything is so messed up! One moment, I'm sad, the next I'm excited??? One moment he's angry and the other moment he's looking at me like that?!

He took a deep breath, "Don't test my patience Mael," His eyes shifted back to green, "Don't make me do things I'm being patient with." He turned to leave when I felt the urge to keep him with me.

I stood up, "What things?"

He walked toward the curtain and I followed, "You'll find out eventually." He gave me a short answer and I noticed that he was in a hurry to leave.

I grabbed his shirt making him stop, "Tell me now," I gripped the cloth tightly.

He glanced back at me and smirked, "I would love to." He licked his lips so sensually it made me feel weird, "But I won't,"

This time I growled at him in annoyance.

"You've been bullying me too." I said, "So why? Shouldn't you be glad someone joined in?" My heart stung at my own words. It felt like someone inside of me was whimpering.

My wolf? Was it my omega?

"What?" I think my taunt did the trick, "I should be glad?" He licked his lip trying to control himself. I saw the veins pop up in his neck as he tried to keep himself calm but it wasn't exactly working.

Was what I said that bad?

"Yea!" I let his shirt go and folded my arms as he faced me, "Why should it matter to you? Anyone can touch me."

He lost it, and his eyes immediately flashed yellow, "I can't bear it." He glared at me as he growled. It was like I flipped a switch in him, "If anyone else touches you, it boils my blood!"

His anger made my skin stand up but that wasn't all. It excited me again.

"W-why..." I shrunk as I timidly spoke to him.

"Oh?" He smirked, "That's the thing. It's not just bullying on my part." He walked towards me and I stepped back in fear but he didn't stop and I ultimately tumbled back onto the bed.

He slammed his hand on the mattress by my head, making me jump.

Eeep!

"I just told you not to test my patience." He flashed his sharp teeth making me wince, "But you just love getting on my nerves."

I gulped but if I think about it, Eli has never done what that group did to me today or was about to. They were even going to film it. He's never done anything like that although at times he has humiliated me in public.

"Or else?" I got a whiff of his scent and it immediately calmed me but that was short-lived.

He gritted his teeth, "Would you like a glimpse of it?" He looked into my eyes and it felt like he was staring into my soul. I felt my chest tighten and a fuzzy feeling began to overwhelm me, "If I start, I might just not be able to stop."

He grabbed my face with his other hand and I realized how big his hands were. It was so easy for him to cup my cheeks with just one hand, I felt electrified for some reason. Nothing had even happened yet but I felt my breathing get uneven. It was his touch.

It felt good.

Unlike anyone else, his was different.

Why? Just why? I've always hated him so why him?

He released his pheromones.

Lust pheromones.

That made my eyes go wide. My heart drummed in my chest and I felt myself go blank. His intentions were suddenly clear.

He was after my virginity.

Is he out of his mind or something? An Alpha male coming after another Alpha male? His parents will kick him out if they find out. He's the sole heir and therefore he needs to produce another heir. Even if he's got a thing for guys, shouldn't he target an omega??

Why me? Or am I just thinking too much about this?

"I'm a guy," I said meekly as I looked back at him in horror.

"I don't care," He growled lowly, the sound made my body twitch, "I don't give a shit about your gender." I gulped loudly, "I never have and never will."

Goosebumps.

My skin stood up and I started feeling queasy. His scent was so nice but it was stirring something inside me. I felt my omega come alive. Not only that, she began to jump in excitement.

Eli took my hands and pinned them above my head with one hand while he kept the other on my face.

"S-so, you've always wanted to have sex with me?" I was afraid, nervous, anxious even, but I was mostly scared of how good this was beginning to feel. This wasn't right, "Even though I'm a guy." His pheromones were exciting me. Exciting my wolf.

"There's a better word for this." He whispered so close to me I could feel his hot breath on my skin, "I want to make love to you."

I immediately closed my legs as I felt butterflies there.

YES!!

His confession made me wet.

Yes! Yes!! Yes!!

Wait! No!! What am I doing? No!

"Stop!" I glared at him, "You're just messing with me."

He snorted, "Am I?" He chuckled, "It is fun."

His lips came closer but I had no energy to push him away, no, I didn't want to. I found myself losing in his pace. The soft things brushed against mine, it made my body flinch again. It was like he was teasing me and I can't believe I'm saying this but I wanted that kiss now.

But wait, did he just say it's for fun?