Chapter Twenty-Five

ROXIE

I spent the whole night tossing and turning, even after we moved to the bedroom. The realization I had yesterday kept me from the rest I needed after the earth-shattering orgasms I experienced.

At five in the morning, I decided to sneak out of bed and go for a run. It was going to be a challenge to get out of bed without waking either of them.

Kai was sleeping in the middle with one of us curled up on each side of him.

Before I moved, I glanced over at them and a sad smile found its way onto my face. When we slept like this, Nari usually held my hand until she fell asleep.

Then when she drifted off first, like she always did, I held her hand until I fell asleep. I loved that somehow, no matter what, the three of us were always connected.

The thought of leaving this behind was heartbreaking.

I carefully and quietly slipped out of bed and into the walk-in closet. When I turned on the light, it felt like stepping into a world of what my life could be.

Our clothes were scattered around the closet, each hung up in their own sections.

All the sex toys we had collected over the months were on the closet island, and a pile of our mixed dirty clothes was in the hamper on the floor.

In another life, the three of us would have a beautiful life together.

I tried to push away the thought of waking up to Kai and Nari every morning. My emotions were starting to take over, and I couldn’t risk crying in the closet for one of them to hear.

So I put on my running shorts, my sports bra, and my sneakers. I pulled my hair into a low ponytail and made my way out of the room.

I grabbed my phone, smartwatch, and headphones from the living room and headed out.

As soon as my feet hit the pavement, I took off. It felt like my mind was running along with me. All the reasons I loved them played like a movie in my mind.

Like how Kai didn’t think I knew he popped into my practices just to check on me. Or how tightly Nari held me when she kissed me, like she was scared I’d run off.

Or how she made copies of everything she studied for Kai and me because she was just as invested in our future as she was in hers. Or how we could cuddle and laugh for hours after sex, all three of us.

I had somehow fallen in love. I fucking loved them so much, and that wasn’t supposed to happen. A tear slipped down my face, and I let it as I continued my run.

Halfway through my run, I realized that I couldn’t keep doing this. It was supposed to be just sex. I was already hurting, and I didn’t want them to hurt like this.

I knew deep down that nothing, not even love, would keep me in that town. I needed to end it before we went back to school, and I still had four days left here with them. I needed to make the best of it.

I needed to enjoy these last four days because after I ended it with the two people I loved, they would hate me. So I needed them to at least want me like they had this whole time for the rest of this trip.

I knew it was selfish, but I just needed it.

When I got back to the house two hours later, the house was still quiet. I wanted nothing more than to climb back into bed with them, but I knew I shouldn’t right now.

Instead of going back to the master bedroom, I decided to head to the guest room closest to it.

As I entered the room, I slipped out of my clothes and left them in a trail behind me as I headed toward the bathroom.

As soon as I stepped into the shower, I stood under the waterfall showerhead. It was my favorite feature of all the bathrooms, along with the detachable showerhead on the wall.

The water running over my face and body relaxed me a little as I took slow, deep breaths. I never thought I would be feeling these things for two people.

I felt sick that I couldn’t keep this feeling forever. I could never ask them to come with me. Who would look after Kai’s parents?

After showering, I wrapped one of the fluffy white towels around me and made my way back to the master bedroom. But before I could get to the door, I heard her moans.

Nari’s sexy moans always made my core tighten. I loved those fucking moans. I stood and listened for a while before I walked in.

I dropped my towel when I entered the room. The view I was welcomed with made my mouth water and my pussy ache.

They were both so into it they didn’t even see me enter the room, slip in and out of the closet, and sit on the black leather loveseat across from the bed.

Kai was on his back and Nari was riding his dick hard. Her juices dripped down to his balls as she slammed herself down. I couldn’t help but switch the bullet on and stuff it in my soaked hole.

I lay back and spread my legs, letting the vibration soothe my ache as I watched them.

Being able to watch them together was the second best thing next to being with them. From the beginning, I could see the love in how they touched each other.

Every kiss, rub, and orgasm was tailored to how they’d learned each other’s body. Over the months, they’d both learned my body, too. I’d never had orgasms like the ones they gave me.

Nari whispered something to Kai before getting up and turning around to ride him reverse cowgirl. We locked eyes as she sat back on him and I was forced to rub my clit.

My body needed more, it needed this release, and the view of watching my lovers in pleasure was pushing me to a new high.

As Nari pounded Kai’s thick cock inside of her, she moaned but didn’t break our eye contact, and I couldn’t seem to look away either.

I rubbed my swollen clit faster, my juices now dripping onto the couch as they dripped out of me.

When Nari came, she looked me deep in the eyes like she was trying to pull my secrets out of me. ~I fucking love you both~, I wished I could scream.

Even though I shouldn’t, I kind of hoped it’s what my eyes were screaming back. I couldn’t take it and I came apart too as a tear dropped from my eye.

My body convulsed over and over, the vibration prolonging my orgasm.

“Damn,” Kai moaned, his release taking over. I quickly brushed away a tear before they could see it. I wasn’t ready for that conversation just yet.

Kai hopped off the bed, a grin plastered on his face as he made his way to the bathroom. “Get your sexy asses dressed. We’re hitting the water today.”

“I want to spend the day with you two before I have to head back home tonight to help my dad. But don’t worry, I’ll be back first thing in the morning,” he added, just as the sound of the shower filled the room.

My heart dropped a little at his words, his kindness making it all the more difficult. But I forced a smile onto my face. I needed these four days.