Chapter 16 | Implication of possessiveness
Unconscious Desire [18+]
I know I'm a beast, consumed by desire
My love for you, a burning fire,
Unrelenting passion, that cannot tire
A force so fierce, it never retires.
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There is complete silence, no one is speaking well, honestly I'm not in a state of asking anything to him. What happened a while ago was enough for me. And looking at Mr Randhawa, it seems that he is very happy to see me in such a condition. Look how he is smiling, no no not smiling exactly it's smirk, a mischievous Playful smirk, It looks like it doesn't want to move away from his face.
I feel like erasing all these grins with one punch.
I don't know why sitting next to him makes me feel as if I am sitting in a hot fire. Whenever he is around me, it seems as if my neurons have stopped working. Right now I'm feeling all the different kinds of sentiment at once, I know I already sit with him in the same car, but every time the proximity of my emotions is next level.
I feel electrified, my skin tingling with his proximity. Every breath he takes, every subtle movement, makes my heart race. I'm hyper-aware of his presence, my senses heightened as I drank in the scent of his skin, the sound of his voice, the warmth of his body. I feel an overwhelming urge to touch him. I mind races with thoughts of him, memories of our time together, and fantasies of what's to come. The car feels like a tiny, intimate space, and I am trapped in a whirlpool of my own emotions.
Clam down Ashika, take a deep breath He is also a man, why are you feeling so restless today? You were not affected by any man's presence. Then what happened now. 'Yes, he is a man but not a common man, it is Mr Randhawa who can force any girl to sit on her knees with his charm.' My inner voice mocked me. But still I am not such a girl who can melt on anyone like this, I'm Ashika, A tough girl.
A tough girl haa. Again meri andar ki awaaz ne mujhe mock kiya.
"Just shut up you, will you." I whispered Under my breath
"What? I haven't even said anything yet and you told me to keep quiet sweetheart, that's not fair!." he looked at me and said.
" Hhhh... When did I tell you to shut up?"
"Who was the one who said to shut up?" He again said
"It's not like that, I think your ear is damaged. you hear anything, you should see at a doctor's. Will I fix an appointment for you? There is no need to be shy, it happens in this age."
"Not like that but for your concern thankyo- wait, what do you mean by in this age? Do I look older." He furrow.
"Yes, unfortunately." I replied while controlling my laugh, just look at his face It is clearly visible how offended he is.
"What? Seriously sweetheart You have no idea how many girls die for my charms." He said while looking at himself in the mirror.
"Mr Randhawa do you know, They have weak eyesight. You are not that handsome, I have seen more handsome men than you." I said mischievously.
Suddenly the car stopped with a jerk, "what happened to Mr Randhawa?" He didn't utter a word, he is glaring at me with his dark and cold eyes, which I didn't like at all it always scared me. what happened to him now. He unbuckled his seatbelt, and came towards me. I'm shivering with the thought of what happened next.
"Wha-t are yo-u doing?" Shit Ashika why are you shuttering? "Shh.." he prevented me saying anything by placing his finger on my lips. His face is just an inch away from me. If I move even a little, my lips will meet his lips directly.
Oh my god, what is he doing?! His face is so close to mine, I can feel his breath on my skin. And his finger... it's touching my lips. It's like a spark of electricity has shot through my entire body. I feel like I'm melting into his touch. My heart is racing even faster now, and I'm trying to catch my breath. I don't know what to do, but somewhere I feel like I don't want him to stop. Crazy right, I know I'm going crazy. This feels so intimate, so sensual. I'm frozen in place, my lips parted slightly, waiting to see what he'll do next. Is he going to kiss me? Oh fuck Please don't kiss me... It's not like I don't want, fuck what am I thinking like that, do I want him to kiss me. No it can't be.
this is just a tease? Ugh, why is he torturing me like this?! Wait, no, don't think about that. Just let it be, how beautiful his eyes are looking. I just want to look at him forever, it's so hypnotic. I'm feeling his warmth, his closeness. Yes, just like that... don't move, don't breathe.
"Breath Angel." He said slow, I release my breath I don't realise that all the time I'm holding my breath. What is my mistake? If such a handsome man suddenly comes so close then anyone's breath will stop.
"Who was that you are talking about, who is more handsome than me. Hmm.. " he asked while snuggling his face in my neck his nose touching my cheek. Why he like that.
"Mr Randhawa please, no one is handsome then you." These simple words come from my mouth with very difficulty. I just want to end this toucher. When I felt nothing around me I opened my eyes. And Mr Randhawa is looking at me firmly.
"I know that I'm very handsome and no one is more handsome than me." Ahh self obsessed aadmi. "I don't fucking care whome you like, and whome you find handsome. Before when I was not present in your life. But now the situation is different I'm here in your life so from now on, I want you to focus on me, only me,. No more finding any other guys handsome and looking at him. You are mine, your attention is only for me. Get that sweetheart."
He said lovingly but his eyes held darkness which screamed destruction. He is softly creasing my hair. "So you understand sweetheart." He asked I don't know what to say. His ambience is scarring me, words are stuck on my throat. At last I just hummed at him, because I know he is not going to leave me without listening to my answer. "The word sweetheart, don't you think words are better than this hummm." He again came dangerously close to me and whispered. Bachao bhagwan. I'm internally starting crying now.
"Yes" That the only single word came out of my mouth.
After being satisfied with my words he took his seat back and buckled his belt and started driving, like nothing happened. Is this man serious how can he be this calm like this. Making me panic like hell he is enjoying driving. I hate making myself this much agitated.
"Done gawking at me sweetheart." He said by taking a glance at me, how he knows I'm staring at him. You idiot Ashika of course he felt your piercing stare at him. Why do I always need to embarrass myself God.
I cleared my throat and said. "I'm not staring at you. I'm looking at that champak which presents your side." Finally I said without shuttering.
"Really, but your eyes tell a different story." He has a mischievous smirk on his face and right now I'm totally uncomfortable with my own actions. Was it that easy to read my expression.
"Angel don't constraint, your sweet little brain. And yes you are easy to read but only for me." I'm dismayed, How does he always know what's on my mind? And this is another thing about him which creeps me out.
"Mr Randhawa can you please focus on your drive, because I want to live more I have no plans to die this soon." Now I'm irritated by his talk, maybe his talk is always building a sentiment which is scary, I felt anticipated with his words. Sometime it is positive like a sun ray sometimes negative darkest then moonless night.
"Don't worry angel I will never let anything happen to you as long as I'm alive.." He said something at last but it didn't audible enough to get me, I just shrugged my thoughts.
"When we reached Mr Randhawa."
"Don't worry we are about to arrive" he said
The rest of the ride was very quiet, Neither of us said anything, perhaps what I said was more effective. But I don't know why I don't like this silence, I want him to talk to me. Well let it go, for me the less we talk the better.
"Here we go, we reach." He softly smile at me.
Before I opened door Mr Randhawa had already opened the car door for me. Such a gentleman men. He is giving me his generous smile. Somewhere I like his personality and behaviour, I stepped out of the car and saw a big ass mansion. Oh my god Whose mansion is that, it's so beautiful don't tell me he brought me to her house, is he knows her personally?
"It's beautiful." Thats the only word come out from my mouth.
" Yes it's beautiful, not more than you by the way." Without taking his eyes off me he said.
"Oh please Mr Randhawa, You start anywhere, I'm talking about this mention. will you ever be serious."
"I just said fact, you are more beautiful than anything. And when it's you, how can I not be serious? And right now I'm very serious." He said with soft grin on his face. Man he always flutters me.
"There's no use talking to you, can we go inside now? And one more thing, you talk too much Mr. Randhawa, as always you waste my time." He chuckled at me. And showed me direction.
When IÂ step in, my mouth hung on. This house is gorgeous. This house is more than just a structure, it's a symbol of success, of achievement, of happiness. It represents the life I've always wanted but never thought I could have. Looking at it, I feel a sense of longing, of yearning for something more. It's like I'm seeing a glimpse of my future, of what could be mine if I work hard enough, if I believe in myself enough. It's motivating me to chase my dreams, to never settle for less than what I deserve. This house is more than just a beautiful mansion, it's a reminder that anything is possible if I dare to dream big. I was in my thoughts suddenly we heard a voice.
"Finally you arrive Aahan. Where is the one for whom you canceled all my meetings, surgeries and even my trips?" She said while smiling towards Mr Randhawa. Is it true that Mr. Randhawa has stopped her here for me till now?
"Mrs Shreenika, Your wait is over, she is here with me." He replied while starting at me. Oh God This man, why would she wait for me I've been waiting for her for so many years.
She laughed and look at him. "Drop this formality and call me Aunty like you always called me from your childhood. And don't you introduced her to me." What's going on here I'm very norvous and both were talking like a family. Is he her family or relatives? It's very confusing.
"Here meet your admirer. She is big fan of you, she knows everything about your profession." He said to her and now she is looking at me. Ok I'm very nervous now, why not when she is infort of me. It's like u dream come true.
"Hello dear finally I'm meeting you. You made me wait a lot, by the way I wanted to meet you ever since he told me about you." She told me with her beautiful smile. She is gorgeous who is going to say that this lady is in her late fifties. Im envy of her.
"Thank you mrs Shreenika, finally my wait is over. I'm a huge fan of yours. It's my pleasure to meeting you."
"Come inside and lets talk." She walked forward and we are following her.
"Mr Randhawa how can you How can you get all their meetings and surgeries canceled? And Above that, I made her wait to talk to me, this is not a good thing, she is my idol." I slowly whispered on Mr Randhawa ear. But he saying nothing Even stop on his place. "What is it now." I said looking at him his ear and cheek are red. What happened to him suddenly is he ok. "Are you ok Mr Randhawa."
"Yes, I am fine, and the matter is to keep waiting, I told you earlier that I can make anyone wait for you, if you want to try it, I can even make the President of the country wait for you." He also whispered as same way, his husky voice give me chill throughout my body. His each and every word are visible with sincerity. Is it true? Is he really make wait anyone for me.
"Let's have a seat darling." I came back from my thoughts when mrs Shreenika told us.
"So tell me beautiful lady what's your name you haven't even told me your name yet." Oh God Ashika how can you be so dumb.
"I'm Ashika."
"Beautiful name like you. Now say something I'm waiting for you and I wanted you to talk to me. Don't be norvous dear."
"Ma'am I'm big fan of you, You are my inspiration. Whatever I do, I have done it just by looking at you. Maybe you don't remember me but I remember you very fondly. when we first met. Do you remember when you were the Chief Guest at S.K Memorials GMC. You gave a prize to a topper and were very impressed with her academics and scores. You had said that you will achieve great fame in the future. And if you ever need me, remember me without any hesitation. You also gave her your card but it disappeared somewhere at that time and I was never able to contact you again. Or wo koi or nahi me hi thi Ashika oberoi."
"Oh my God you, that little intelligent girl. I never forget about you honestly. I thought once you complete your studies you will contect me. And we will work together. But you never contact me. Finally I meeting you. How are you child." She asked affectionately, really she is waiting for me to contact her even she wants me to work with her.
"I'm very good ma'am, right now I'm working at sliver peak hospital. As a neurologist."
"That's great that it is one of the hospitals of mine, but I never went there so I guess I couldn't meet you."
"I know ma'am that hospital is come under you isliye tho Maine waha join Kiya. That is one of the best hospital in india."
"I'm proud of you child, you did it very well. If you ever want any help then remember I'm here for you."
She replied genuinely, we talk a lot she is very sweet and nice lady. She deserves everything. I'm proud of myself for choosing her as my idol my inspiration.
"Ok good to see you dear. Let's meet next time as an official family member as Aahan wi--" she wants to say something but Mr Randhawa cut her off in middle. What do you mean by their family members? I didn't understand.
"Aap kya kehne chahti hai. Mujhe kuch samajh nahi aaya." I asked once again. And what she replied is shocked me.
"You are Aahan's girlfriend right." What seriously, in which angle we look like a couple.
"No no ma'am you are talking a wrong wa.. " before I said anything thing Mr Randhawa interrupted us.
"Aunty you are getting let for your flight. Abhi abhi call aaya tha aapke assistant ka. He also want to talk to you. It's an emergency. And also you have to return back, don't you."
"Oh God you are right beta, I have to take a flight then return back. And because of you I'm in this situation. Tune meri saari flight hi cancel Kara di thi. Bye darling we meet soon. Aahan meet me at evening I have a thing to discuss with you. And its very important consider as my request."
"Aunty I'll meet you at evening promise."
Mr Randhawa said as usual with his Cold tone, can't he be a little polite. And on the other side he always talk to me politely. What is he?
She left her place, we also head towards car. I urgeouly waiting for to ask him why he didn't utter anything when she took me as his girlfriend.
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