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Again

I lost

To the fat around me

It screams at me

To not do it

But at the same time

It screams to do it

What do you want from me

There's no way to please you

No way to be enough

You make me do things

And I keep holding on

I keep fighting against you

But I can't refuse it anymore

Not much longer

You think you know my perfect

But my perfect is a world

A world without you

A world where you don't exist