DAY: 33

Dear Diary,

It's been days since I've written here. Sorry.

I just got busy hanging out with Sunoo hyung. We usually just stay inside his room, watch some shows and talk for hours. Even the nurses are used to seeing us together all the time.

He looks fine, on the outside. I could sometimes still hear his cries during midnight, and I always tell him to not do that anymore because it'll tire him out. He's still waiting for his heart, and I'm praying that it'll come soon.

It's the start of my chemotherapy tomorrow. I'm feeling a bit nervous, since Dr. Song told me that it will have effects on my body, but he also assured me that it'll help with my condition.

Sunoo hyung knew about it too, so he smiled at me and held my hand. He told me that I don't have anything to worry about.

It feels great to have another support system other than my mom. Sunoo hyung... gives me hope.

I can hope, right? It's going to go well.

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