Jenna is coming back out today to talk to me about her book. I looked online last night, and her photos are good. I can see why the ones she took in this area are her best sellers. Theyâre my favorites, too.
I spent hours flipping through the photos, mesmerized by her ability to find different angles of some popular locations in places like Yellowstone. Iâm not sure what she wants to know about me, but Iâm happy to help her because I canât wait to see what she does with this book.
I couldnât sleep last night, knowing she was coming today, so Iâve been up since dawn working on the chairs. I have three more before this order is complete, and so long as I stay on track, theyâll be done early. That means that I can start on Jennaâs table sooner, which will give me more time to spend with her.
When the sound of her car making its way up my driveway fills the silence, I glance at the clock. Itâs just after 8:00 a.m., which means Iâll get to spend a good part of the day with her. As nervous as that makes me, Iâm also excited.
Iâve never liked having people around me while I work, but itâs different with Jenna. Maybe I can figure out why after spending some time with her today.
When she steps out of the car, she takes my breath away. Sheâs dressed in jeans, a T-shirt with a sweater, and boots. Her attire is casual and sheâs not wearing much makeup, but she looks even more beautiful than when she was dressed up yesterday.
âYou can sit there.â I nod to the chair I placed in the corner of the workshop so she would be safely out of the way as I work.
Nodding, she takes a seat and watches me work on the chair Iâm finishing up. I get lost in my task as I usually do, and when she speaks, it startles me.
âYouâre good at what you do.â
My face heats, and I keep my gaze on the chair. âItâs redundant work when you have to do twelve chairs all the same.â
âWhat makes your stuff beautiful is that you pay attention to detail.â
To change the subject, I ask, âWhat questions do you have in your notebook?â
Holding up her notebook, she gives me an enticing smile and, thankfully, lets me off the hook. âIs it common for the people out here to be self-sufficient like you?â
I stop and think because, while I donât want to betray my friendâs privacy, I want to answer her questions the best I can. âItâs not common, but itâs not unheard of either. Those that work in town tend to live there, and theyâre not as self-sufficient as I am. But the winters out here are rough, so they stock up and know how to get by when they canât leave their house for any length of time.â
âBut theyâre not self-sufficient in the way you are living out here.â
âNo. You saw my friends at the shop. Theyâre self-sufficient like I am, and there are others out here in the mountains. We own our plot of land and live off of it. But not all of us are friendly. When I first moved here, I was looking for property and stumbled on a cabin owned by a man who wanted nothing to do with anyone. He never goes into town, and he lives completely off-grid, as your city folks call it.â
She scribbles down notes while I continue to work, waiting for her to ask the next question.
âHow off-grid are you and your friends?â
âMy friends are even more off-grid than I am. The four of us have a radio to check in if we need anything. Since I go into town more often than they do, Iâll pick up supplies and take them to their homes. I have satellite internet at the cabin, but I donât use it much. The reception is pretty spotty, but I can use it to make emergency calls.â
Jenna scribbles down some notes before checking her phone. âI donât have service out here. The Wi-Fi doesnât come out to the workshop?â
âIf I wanted service here, I could get it. But I moved here to get away from people and electronics. Since the workshop is my sanctuary, I donât want anybody interfering with that. The only exception is the radio in case the guys need to get hold of me.â I nod toward the radio on my workbench. I also have one in the house, but I donât need to go into too much detail with her.
âSo, you spend all the warmer months preparing for winter?â
With that question, I go into all the details of winter prep. I tell her about the hunting and fishing, how I prepare the meat to be stored, and what sort of creature comforts I have compared to when I lived in town.
Although Jenna asks about my life before I moved out here, I shut those questions down as itâs not something Iâm willing to talk about. Thankfully, she drops it.
We talk more about what winters are like in these mountains and how I learned how to take care of myself out here.
Outside of being stood up for prom in high school, I have no experience with women, so Iâm not sure if Jenna is flirting with me or not. Sheâs smiling a lot, that soft smile I love. Sometimes when she says something, and I donât get what she means, her cheeks flush pink. A flush I find incredibly sexy.
When sheâs embarrassed, she looks down at her notebook and tucks her hair behind her ear. At one point, she walks over to look at what Iâm doing with the chair, and her shoulder brushes mine. Though she apologizes, she doesnât move away. When her eyes land on my lips and her tongue darts out to lick hers, Iâve never wanted to kiss anyone more in my whole life.
But sheâs here to get some information for her book. Thereâs no way she sees me like that. After a moment, I go back to working on the chair, and she sits back down to scribble in her notebook. She doesnât ask me any questions for a while, just watches me work. I thought Iâd be uncomfortable with her in my workspace, but itâs comforting to have her here.
âI like how thereâs no phone reception or Wi-Fi in your workshop. It can be such a distraction, and Iâm sure Iâd get so much more done if I could find a place like this to work,â she says quietly, almost as if talking to herself.
Words spill from my mouth before I can think, shocking me. âYouâre more than welcome to come back tomorrow. Bring your stuff to get some work done, and we can talk some more if you have any other questions.â
Not wanting her to see how hopeful I am that sheâll take me up on my offer, I look down at what Iâm working on. If she says no, I donât want her to see the disappointment I wonât be able to hide.
âIf youâre sure, Iâd like to take you up on that,â she says.
âIâm sure.â
When I turn to look at her, she offers me another one of her killer smiles before packing up her stuff. She says her goodbyes and promises to be back tomorrow at the same time.
After watching her car drive away, I try to get back to work, but it doesnât feel the same now sheâs gone. Itâs hard to concentrate on the intricate details when Jennaâs smile invades my thoughts.
Deciding to switch gears, I load my truck with some lumber to take over to Axelâs place, whoâs building a small addition to his home. The upside to taking the lumber is his wife Emelie might have some insights about Jenna. Axel is the first of us to get married, and Emelie has taken the rest of us under her wing. Sheâs always baking for us and offering advice, so I know sheâll be happy to sit down and talk to me if I get up the guts to say whatâs on my mind.
Parking as far up Axelâs drive as I can, I walk the rest of the way to his cabin. Since he isnât expecting me, the first thing I see when he opens the door is the shotgun and then him.
It doesnât even surprise me. Now that heâs married, heâs very protectiveânot that he hasnât always been cautious about safeguarding his land.
âIf youâd let me know you were coming, I wouldnât have greeted you with a shotgun,â Axel grunts.
I shake my head. âYou donât scare me. I brought some of the lumber you wanted. If you hook up the four-wheelers with the trailers, I can help you bring it up to the house.â
He nods, setting the rifle down.
âPlease tell me youâll stay for dinner, Phoenix,â Emelie calls from inside the house.
âOf course, Iâll stay.â
Axel and I hook up the trailers to the four-wheelers and head down to my truck.
âWhatâs on your mind?â he asks as we unload the lumber from my truck.
âJenna.â
âThe girl from the shop?â
âYeah. She was at my place again today, and sheâs coming out tomorrow, too. I find her hard to read.â
âWomen, in general, are hard to read. Talk to Emelie about it. You know sheâll be happy to point you in the right direction because sheâs ready to have more females on the mountain,â Axel smirks.
âI donât know if itâs going that far, but Iâm at ease around her, so thatâs something.â
After unloading the lumber, Axel leans against my truck and crosses his arms, staring at me. Heâs bigger than me, but only by a few inches in height. Muscle-wise weâre on an even playing field, but he has a way of making me feel intimidated.
âFrom the moment my eyes locked with Emilieâs on that riverbank, I knew she was mine. Who would think Iâd be grateful for a storm flooding out the road so she couldnât leave? The thought of her going tore out my heart, and that was before I understood my feelings for her. I was comfortable around her, and I liked having her in my space.â
âI know what you mean. There was something there when I saw Jenna at the shop the other day. Iâm comfortable with her in my space. And yeah, Iâm excited for her to come back tomorrow. Even though she just moved to town, I donât have the feeling that sheâs going to leave.â
We donât say anything else. Axel just nods, and we drive the four-wheelers back up to his cabin, unloading the lumber at the back where he plans to add to the main living area.
Dinner, as always, is delicious. We catch up, making plans for me to help with the building of the cabin and go hunting together. Then the conversation turns to plans for the upcoming winter and all the things required to be self-sufficient up here on the mountain.
Emelie is still learning and asks a lot of questions, and itâs her that walks me outside as I get ready to leave. I know Axel has told her about our conversation as they tell each other everything, so I donât have to repeat what I told him earlier.
âIf sheâs making plans to come back out to your workshop in the middle of nowhere, itâs a good sign. The best thing you can do is be yourself. If she didnât like being around you, she wouldnât spend more time with you. One of the things youâll have to do is make her understand this way of life. If itâs not for her, you want to find out sooner rather than later. And donât tell her, show her.â
With that, Emilie hugs me and sends me on my way with a pie and a lot to think about.
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