Iâm shopping for my own place, and I can pick out anything I want.
If I want to decorate it like a disco ball, thereâs no one to tell me no, except well, maybe myself.
No one is going to tell me what to do, what to buy, what to wear. Not anymore.
These are such freeing thoughts, I keep saying them to myself over and over again.
I have a huge file on my computer of possible home decor ideas, with so much freedom to choose, I canât narrow it down.
I couldnât have picked a better place to be on my own. Whiskey River, Montana, is a small town with majestic mountain views. Walking down Main Street as I look to furnish my cabin, Iâm surrounded by the breathtaking Montana mountains.
This is the most beautiful small town that no one has ever heard of. Itâs the type of town people move to and never leave. And it will be the perfect place for me to put down roots for the family I want to build.
Most of the shops and restaurants are mom-and-pop owned. All up and down Main Street and throughout downtown are benches so people can sit and take in the mountain views. Itâs easy to get lost in them and ignore everything else.
When I finally tear my eyes away from the mountain, Whiskey River Local Retail is the shop in front of me. In the window is a sign that says they have some hand-crafted items. This is the type of furniture and decor I want for my home. Local items, one-of-a-kind, handmade things that you wonât see everywhere.
Walking into the store, I find itâs larger than I realized. Thereâs a whole outdoor and camping section to my left, the handmade items to my right, and an entire furniture section toward the back of the store.
I mentally tick off the items I want. Iâll need a dining room table, a living room, and a bedroom set. For a two-bedroom cabin, the dining room is pretty big. I want a large table to fill it because I have dreams of friends gathering around that table someday soon.
But first, I have to make friends, which means opening up about my past, and Iâm not quite ready for that.
Taking a deep breath, I remind myself to start with the table, and then I can slowly find the friends to fill it.
My life here is still too new, and Iâm not done looking over my shoulder. But Iâll get there. I know I will. Since I plan to make Whiskey River my home, I need to relax and take my time making friends.
As I get to the back of the store, I stop dead in my tracks. Four men are talking to another man behind the counter.
Four very large, rugged men. As if they sense me staring, they all turn to look at me, and thatâs when I see the blonde girl with them. Compared to them, sheâs small. When she peeks her head around one of the men, she offers me a smile. The man standing beside her pulls her closer to his side, and they resume their conversation. so I return my attention to the furniture.
A wooden slab coffee table catches my eye. Itâs as if someone sliced a large tree from top to bottom like a slice of bread, and polished it up to make this table. You can see all the different patterns of the wood. If it were a dining room table, it would be perfect for my place.
âItâs beautiful, isnât it?â The man behind the counter appears beside me.
âYeah. I wish you had one like it as a dining room table.â
âPhoenix over there made it. He makes all the wood furniture for the store. Let me ask him.â The man walks over to the group of men.
I check out the rest of the wood furniture in the shop. There are rocking chairs and small tables, and every piece looks unique.
One of the men from the group slowly walks up to me. His eyes are on me the whole time, but not in the creepy way that makes me uncomfortable likeâ¦
No. Iâm not going there. This manâs whiskey-colored eyes are warm, almost comforting. Heâs large and slightly awkward as if heâs afraid to make the wrong move and knock something over.
âJack said you were looking for a table?â His deep rumbly voice washes over me, giving me goosebumps. His voice is scratchy, his words unsure as if he doesnât enjoy talking to strangers. Who can blame him?
I clear my throat, hoping he hasnât caught me staring. âI love this coffee table and wondered if you could make anything like this in a dining room table size.â
He stares at me like heâs trying to learn everything about me with one look, but his gaze doesnât make me uncomfortable. It has the opposite effect, putting me at ease. When he doesnât answer me right away, I begin to wonder if he heard my question.
Of course, this is the moment my phone rings. I tense because there are only three people who would call me. Itâs too late now, but I make a mental note to head into the city to get my phone changed.
Glancing at the screen, I see the call is from my mom. I send it to voicemail and look back up at the man in front of me.
He runs his hand through his deep brown hair with its enticing curl. âIâm working on one for a customer now.â He pauses, and I think heâs done when he speaks again. âYouâre welcome to come to my workshop to check it out, and see if itâs what you are looking for.â
Why does the thought of spending time with him excite me? It shouldnât because I donât know him. Shouldnât I be experiencing âstranger dangerâ rather than excitement?
âIâd like that,â I hear myself saying.
My phone rings again. This time itâs my dad. I send him to voicemail, too, something Iâve never done in my life. Iâm surprised they gave me two entire weeks before they tried to find me.
âSorry about that,â I say, hoping he doesnât think Iâm rude.
His eyes bore into mine. âNo worries. Iâm Phoenix.â
âIâm Jenna. You might already know this, but Iâm new to town.â I feel the need to add the last part.
He nods and then turns to go to the counter.
âOkay, then,â I mutter under my breath.
I start browsing the wall of home décor items, and a moment later, Phoenix is back at my side, thrusting a piece of paper at me.
âThatâs my shop and how to get there,â he says.
I take the piece of paper, which contains not only an address, but also directions.
âWhen?â I ask.
âTomorrow?â
âThat works. Lunchtime?â
He nods, and his eyes lock with mine once again, keeping me frozen in place. I canât move or speak. All I can do is stare into those whiskey-colored eyes, knowing Iâll be seeing them in my dreams tonight.
Hell, this man will fill my dreams for weeks to come. They donât make them this big, muscular, or sexy where I come from. If this is what men in Montana look like, I have no reason ever to leave.
When he finally turns and walks back to his friends, I instantly miss his eyes on me. Itâs an unfamiliar feeling.
After picking up decorations for the house, I go to pay for them. While the four guys watch my every move, the blonde woman smiles at me again. She seems friendly, even if the guy sheâs attached to looks like he could snap a car in half without breaking a sweat.
âDid you find everything you needed?â the man behind the counter asks.
âMostly. Iâm looking to furnish my new place.â
âWell, whatever you canât find here, you can find in Helena, which is about an hour from here. It makes a good day trip into the city. Of course, Iâm always happy to place an order for you,â he tells me, ringing up my items.
âIâm sure Iâll be taking you up on that,â I reply as I pay him.
âWhat do you do for work?â
âIâm a photographer.â
âWhat brings to our small town? I canât imagine there will be much work for you here.â
âMy most popular photos are from this area. When I was ready to start over, this is where I wanted to be.â
âWell, let me know if you need any help.â He hands me my bag and gives me a friendly smile.
I turn to the men, who are still staring at me. Offering them a shy smile, I head for the door.
Back on Main Street, I take a deep breath. My nerves are on edge, and not because Iâm scared like I should be. Iâm excited for tomorrow.
Maybe I should spend the afternoon taking photos with my camera and try to relax. Iâm supposed to be starting over and focusing on myself, not getting excited over some guy.
No, I remind myself. Iâm excited to go see the table and start decorating my home. That has to be it.
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