8 . SELFISHNESS

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But it's ok may be it will take time because it's my first novel those who are reading it thanks for your support 😊continue your reading

AUTHOR P.O.V...

Aarvika ,rushali and navya went to thier classes and here kartik was upset after hearing a truth from aarvikas mouth he wasn't expected this from aarvika he was not expecting this answer from her he was lost about how he couldn't find that aarvika was in relationship already or she was saying lie to him for avoiding him previously kartik was upset about rejection but now he was upset about her relationship but on next side he was thinking that if she has boyfriend then how nobody knows or nobody seen with her weather on social media or in real

Kartik was having so many questions with him "Ahh my head i will become mad " he said by holding his hair with both the hands

Meanwhile aarvika was in class with rushali and navya taking lectures but she was lost in her own thoughts only she was not focusing towards teacher as she was not in class she was somewhere else in her thought suddenly rushali and navya called her loudly and shook her

She immediately came out from her thoughts and found that everyone was looking at her fake smile appeared on her face her class teacher yelled at her

" aarvikaa !! Where you are hn ? I am teaching here and you are not focusing come here now and explain on board what i was explaining " aarvika feel little embarrassed she said with guilt

Aarvika" sorry mam .. I'll not do it again " she said and bowed her head down " sit down be attentive when I am here " teacher scold her and she sitted

It was 1 pm almost lunch break was going on aarvika was sitting In her class only for lunch but navya asked " aarvi what happen to you after kartik incident you are so quite from morning "

rushali added " ya you already said no to him then what is bothering you so much that you was not focusing in class "

Aarvika " nothing guys.. just I am thinking that ... what is happening with me i told kartik about abhir .. but .. "

navya asked " but what ? "

aarvika added " but .. here abhir ..he is not giving me Time I don't know how much he is busy I am so upset because of him and here I told about my relationship to kartik.. I Don't know I hurt him or not but it was not my intention "

Navya make aarvika understand " you did nothing wrong in it and you have not hurt him it just you told him clearly that you are not interested you love someone else ya ..it will hurt him for some times but it's ok .."

rushali added " and about abhir aarvika you leave him you don't deserve a man like him you deserve someone how you read how you watch the man in dramas and they become your fav in reality also you deserve a person who loves you who care for you not a person who leave you when you need him "

Aarvika: " I know you both care for me but understand na i just.. dont like without him .." aarvika said with fake smile then

navya explained her " aarvika you forget or what about your first love ? " after listening this aarvika smile faded from her face " what's the need of bringing that incident in between "

Navya: " I am just trying to make you understand that don't go in that phase again where you are loosing your self respect previously also you loved him a lot but you have hurt yourself a lot but this time it will hurt more because you have so many expectations with abhir and that person doesn't love you not a 1% " navya said by keeping her hands at the back of aarvika

Rushali also said then " yes ..aarvi he just doing timepass with you and this is increasing your feelings more and it will hurt you only don't be fool now understand this and give your self time to think about it that you really want to be like this ? " aarvika was now thinking and noded her head in agreeing with their words

After quite a while, in her free period, Aarvika was watching reels on her phone, then Chaudhary song came in scrolling and she was also singing with the reel, she was watching the Haveliya of Jaipur and the traditions there, Navya was also a good singer, so on that song, she said to Aarvika, "You like this song, right?"

Aarvika said with great love, "yes it is my favorite"

navya also said " yes i like it too its too good "

Aarvika: "you know I want to visit Jaipur, Rajasthan just once in my life I want to wear the poshak once of there"

Navya and Rushali said "No, I don't know how about wearing but I also have to travel" Aarvika heard it and just said "I wish.." , and then

Aarvika explained " I am very attracted to this city, I don't know why, but I like this place a lot"

Navya said " oh, it's not that much to me"

Rushali said while lowering her eyes " you know, I have heard that if a place attracts you towards itself, then you have some relation with that place, like someone is waiting for you there" Aarvika was listening to Rushali's talk carefully

Navya intrupted " hatt !it doesn't happen like this, she says anything, now if i am into South Korea, then there is someone there? "

Rushali said while keeping her hand on the waist " we are a fan of Korea, we are not attracted to it " then she said while patting Aarvika's shoulder

Rushali:"who knows! if Aarvika really has any relationship there or not "

Aarvika also ignored her and said " what relationship do I have there i am herein kanpur " then they ignored

In Italy...

Naksh was sitting and scrolling in his laptop suddenly he remember of that day where that came and told him about his grandfather he stopped about thinking something then suddenly he picked up his phone and going to dial the number but he stopped and In a few minutes he recieved a call of aviraaj

Aviraaj : "Have I disturbed you ? "

Naksh " if I say yes so ? "

aviraaj asked hesitantly" its OK well.. have you been to india ? .. "

naksh asked in his cold voice " why why suddenly this question.. what dad ? Whenever you call me some sudden question you ask me always "

aviraaj " umm.. no means ..I means I was just confirming i was feeling like you came india so I will meet you "

naksh " for what you want to meet me ... is there anything to tell " Naksh asked this knowingly aviraaj tongue was twisted and said immediately

Aviraj: " no what is there to hide or tell you .. umm... well you have contacts with ..jaipur.." naksh cut off aviraaj sentence

Naksh " no ! I don't have a time for chit chat " he knows what aviraaj was trying to spell from naksh mouth

Aviraaj : " what busy? Have you started anything ? Ahh!! What i am asking .. how can you do this .. and yah do something otherwise who will marry you if you need help then tell me " aviraaj said this he was saying all these and he was unaware about the real id of naksh if he want so he can destroy AS corporation in a minute but he'll not do that so early naksh faked smiled and hang up the call aviraaj didn't get a chance to speak more

After sometimes in evening everything was calm and quite naksh talked to one man and explained about anything after that Cold winds were blowing; Naksh was also standing near the window and feeling everything with his eyes closed. There was no movement in the cabin. Everything was quiet as if a big storm was about to come in his life .

Kaden entered in his cabin he knocked but there was no response from naksh side so After two knocks Kaden slowly looked inside and saw Naksh standing near the window with his eyes closed. It seemed as if he was not here, he was in some other world. So Kaden entered in the cabin and kept the file slowly on the table. As soon as naksh heard the sound of the file, Naksh immediately turned back and saw that Kaden was standing in front of him.He then asked "You? When did you come in?"

Kaden replied "Just now Sir, I knocked but you did not hear me so I thought I should come in and give you the file"

naksh " okay .. well have they found anything or not i am going fire them after this and will hire the man who can do my work "

kaden " yes let me ask .."

Naksh : " call them I will talk to them " kaden noded and done the same

The man : " Sir we were going to call that..." By the time he completed the sentence Naksh shouted loudly at that man " It was my duty to call you and ask you again and again. If even today I have to hear that you haven't got anything then you guys will get out today itself."

That man said fearfully " No sir we ... we have found out. We have found out so much information that you won't have to fire us" after hearing this naksh asked in his deep voice " what's that "

"Sir, that accident which had occurred three years ago in Canada, we have got all the CCTV information obtained...but that was not an accident..."

Naksh completed the rest of the story "Now don't say that it was a well thought out conspiracy? Hmm?"

That man" yes...Sir you are right, that accident was planned" Naksh said to himself that what I had thought that only happened

Naksh: "So? Then did you find out anything about the person who caused this accident?"

That man "Yes sir, I have already put everyone on the spot to find him. I will pass on his information to you as well. He will be caught soon."

Naksha "Hmm, find that scoundrel... there must be someone else behind him who did all this. The one who did it was just a medium."

That man "We will find out about him as well soon."

Naksha said with great pride after hearing this information. "This is what I expect from you, very good."

After that naksh hang up the call and return the phone to kaden and in just 5 min he got the text in which every details was given of that man who did the accident kaden asked naksh " Sir, why after so much time did you think of finding the culprit of that accident? "

Naksh looked towards him and said while sitting comfortably on his chair" because I wanted to find out something else and when I came to know about it, then I was sure that the accident was not an accident, it was all planned"

Kaden was a bit confused after hearing this but he shook his head and what would he say because he had already seen Naksh's anger and now he did not want to become a victim of his anger so he was about to leave Naksh called out to Kaden and told him "Keep me informed about Dada and Dadi sa " Kaden said yes and went away from there like this whole day passed

In kanpur Aarvika's home

When Aarvika returned home from college, she spent almost evening with Divya. After changing, she ate food in the morning. After all this, she was having severe head pain, so she went and lay down in her room for a while. While lying down, her eyes closed and she fell asleep.After sleeping, she did not know when Sadhvi had come home.

Aarvika had been sleeping for only an hour, when Sadhvi came, she saw that Aarvika was sleeping and on seeing this she got so angry that she started screaming at Aarvika. On hearing a little sound, Aarvika's eyes opened then Aarvika asked "Why are you getting so angry?"

Sadhavi said angrily "Is there anything in your life except sleeping, I have just come here, seeing whole house like this i will not get angry you don't care about anything."

Aarvika "I had come back from college tired and I was having a headache, do you know anything, you just want to shout on me ?"

Sadhavi "What big thing have you done, you have come back from college, so are you doing any favour on us by going to college?"

Aarvika "mummy, don't increase my headache further by talking to you"

Saying this Aarvika went back to her room and started collecting some stuff, even then Sadhvi's shouting did not stop, now it was about to be 9 o'clock, Sadhvi ji was working while talking on the phone in the kitchen, Aarvika was cleaning her cupboard in her room, similarly in some time Shailesh ji came home, Aarav had already spoiled Sadhvi's mind with regard to the food

And now as soon as Shailesh ji came home, seeing some stuff spread out he started saying, "What is all this, why are all the clothes lying here?"

Sadhavi said angrily from the kitchen "how much work can one person do, do it outside, house also".

Shailesh ji, "what was she doing? Sadhavi "since then I have been doing the kitchen work, doing all the work, that girl is not allowed to take anything, she has opened the cupboard and is sitting, when I came home, she was sleeping".

Shailesh Ji was anyway angry, maybe he had also had a little drink but now it had become a common matter for the house and in that Sadhavi added fuel to the fire. Now there was a rift between Shailesh Ji and Aarvika and this happened every time, whenever there was a fight between Sadhavi and Shailesh, it was not possible that something would not be said to Aarvika, whether it was her mistake or not, at times the fight would get so big that he would even raise his hand on Aarvika, which he never liked at all.

After all this, Sadhavi spoke her usual dialogue "The day I say something at home, see how there is a fight in my house, if I keep working then nothing will happen" Seeing Aarvika sitting in her room,

Sadhavi taunted "Now you will not eat food, now your daily routine is over" Aarvika did not give any answer nor did she eat anything, she just switched off the lights of the room and went away

For some time, Shailesh Ji and Sadhvi Ji used to talk among themselves, keeping on saying something or the other to Aarvika, she was listening to all this from her room and slowly the tears that she had stopped started flowing from her eyes, still she remained quiet, after eating, everyone went to their rooms to sleep and now the whole house was quiet

Now it was 1 o'clock in the night. Aarvika's tears had still not stopped. She was already crying and was trying to hold back her sobs. Her eyes had turned red because of crying and her headache had also increased. She was crying thinking that if only she would have died as soon as she was born, maybe then everything would have been fine? Is her being a girl such a crime that she is repeatedly reminded that she is a girl and hence she should do all the work

She was also telling her parents that now she does not want a husband like her father in the future otherwise she would have ended her life like this because she never got any love since childhood. Whatever love she got from him, she loved him before the birth of her brother Aarav and that too half-heartedly. She loved Aarav a lot but her family members had put love for him in her mind.

Like whenever Sadhvi used to bring anything, she would first ask Aarav and sometimes when Aarvika was not at home, she would not even save it for Aarvika. It was Aarav who would save it for Aarvika. Sometimes when Aarvika would go to eat something and on hearing this from Sathvi (Aarav, I have brought this for you only, son), she would not even eat it as if it was not for her.

Aarvika was not jealous of Aarav as her family thought, she loved Aarav, she was just irritated by her mother's discrimination, which she always did, she just wanted a little love from him, she just thought that just like boys or Aarav are not expected to do work, this should not be expected from her either, but if there is any work to be done, it should be told to her with love, she is a girl in every matter and has to go to someone else's house, she should not be made to feel this, but her family did not understand this

Sadhavi always tells her that you were not like this before but no one ever tried to know why she is like this or why she has become like this, her own family members do not even know what Aarvika really likes and because of all this she has now accepted that no one in this world can love her the way she wants, maybe that is why she is happier in her world of novels and dramas.

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