chapter 5 - Gi-hun

POV: GI-HUN

I woke up to the music that keeps playing in my head... Not because I like it, but because it's terrifying and traumatic.

I sat up and rubbed my eyes, I looked next to me. Young-il was lying next to me... I forgot, he's watching over me so I sleep. That's kinda cute and nice of him.

- Hey... - I lightly nudged his arm. - wake up, it's new day

He opened his eyes and mumbled something to himself. I giggled. Once again, I feel happy with him. What does that mean? Am I falling for him? Can't be.. I'm not homsoexual.

- It's already morning? Mm.. we gotta wake up - he stood up and looked around

- Still in the same place.. - I sighed - I just want everyone to go home safe.

- Everyone expect yourself - Young-il said and then went to the breakfast line.

Was he right? I don't think so... I care about myself. Maybe not as much as I care about others, but I care. That's not a bad thing, is it? He just wants people to be happy. And most of all, I want young-il to be happy...  He doesn't deserve to be in debt, he's a great person... But wait, what am I saying? He has a wife. He probably won't feel comfortable around me now. I can't show that I feel something for him... Even I don't believe it yet.

Young-il came back to me and sat down next to me. With him 390, 222 and 388.

- I'm happy that you're alive - I said - I'm grateful for you all...

- I'm also glad that your okay - Jung-bae put his hand on my shoulder. Out of the corner of my eye I saw Young-il clenching his fists.. I don't know if it was from anger or what.

- Yeahhhh... Cool. - 001 grabbed Jung-bae's hand and moved him away from me - Don't sit too close to him.

- Huh, why? - I asked him.

He looked at me for a while than just nodded..

- Nevermind.. I.. I think that I saw something bad but it's only my imagination

- Uh.. okay? -i said. Something was off with him.

- I gotta go to the toilet  - he stood up and went to the toilet.

A moment of silence passed.

- Why is he acting like THAT?

- What do you mean Gi-hun? - said Jun-hee

- he's acting like he is jealous or something! Or am I wrong..

- No, you're right - she answered - I feel like he's actually jealous

- of who?

- of you

//I promise that the next chapter is going to be longer!//