Dawn found me wide awake and staring at the walls of my room. Despite staying up late after my walk with Elise, trying to tire myself out, I still couldnât sleep in.
At least my dreams had been all kinds of spectacular. Iâd been high up in the mountains, a suited-and-booted crew waiting on my orders, and a woman in peril, needing rescuing. I missed going on call-outs more than Iâd admit. They often happened overnight, so the sense that Iâd been active and useful, just from my dream, lifted me.
I showered, taking care to clean around my pitted shoulder. The most recent operation scar had closed over, the stiches removed, but it was tender to the touch.
No doubt ugly and twisted.
A fragment from the blast had nicked my chin, too.
I kept my gaze averted from the destroyed flesh. No need for that kind of headfuck.
Once dressed, I jogged down my staircase. Ellie barked at my descending footsteps, and I found her with my parents in the bright kitchen of our crofthouse. Sunlight spilled into the room through the open doors to the patio Da had laid.
Heâd built the whole house, or reconstructed it from a long-derelict crofterâs home. An achievement Iâd always been in awe of. Heâd redeveloped it again once Iâd grown, creating a space three adults could live in without conflict.
I kissed Ma on the cheek, gave my father a quick hug, and took my seat. Ellie crept under my chair, her cold nose touching my ankle. I reached down and scratched her ears.
âYouâre happy this morning,â Ma observed. She closed her laptop and gave me her full attention.
âIâm always happy.â
They worried about me, now as much as when Iâd been shot. In the nicest possible way, I didnât want their concern. I hadnât been the only victim of the maniac whoâd invaded our estate.
I was healing and didnât want a fuss.
Da handed me a mug of hot, black coffee. âWhat are your plans for the day?â
âSkydiving, water skiing, followed by paragliding.â I counted the points off my fingers.
My father shook his head, not entirely used to me playing the fool. That was fairâat home, I rarely did. Even as a child, Iâd been level-headed and on the serious side.
I relented and gave him a better answer. âIâll go see Maddock, considering heâs back. See if he fancies a run.â
My father gave a nod of approval. âI have a job in Edinburgh today, and your motherâs coming with me. Weâll be late back.â
Daâs photography career took him all over the world, and typically Ma would go with him. I did, too, when I was younger.
I had my own life now but still kept close to my folks. They needed me.
We got on with breakfast then I left, Ellie at my side.
My jogging claim had only been a partial truth. I intended to go and visit our guest at the bothy again. See if she wanted to take a second outing.
For some reason, I didnât want to share that.
I had the urge to protect Elise from the world, even if my parents were the very best people in it.
At my Uncle Allyâs house, Maddock had gone out and wasnât answering his phone, so I turned the car around and drove to the bothy, giving up the pretence that this wasnât my main concern.
No curtain twitched at my arrival. I rapped on the door.
Nothing.
Ellie barked. I banged again. âItâs Cameron.â
Still no reply. I didnât know this woman at all, but I would bet any money she hadnât gone out by herself. Which only meant that she was avoiding me, along with everyone else.
Well fuck.
I got back into my car and strapped Ellie in. The morning sun warmed me through the windscreen. We could go anywhere and do anything. Yet Iâd always been goal focused. If there was something that needed doing, it was all I could think about.
Helping Elise had populated my thoughts. At least I had her number now. I pulled my phone out of my pocket, but at the same point, a call hit it. Leoâs name appeared on my screen.
âHowâs the new father?â I greeted him.
âPerfect. Idiotic. I need to ask a favour.â
âGo for it.â
âCan you bring the babyâs car seat to the hospital? Violaâs parents are on their way already, and I forgot to ask them. I forgot myself when Viola was labouring. Itâs in the nursery at the castle. We canât come home without it.â
Thank fuck. I had something to do. I agreed and hit the road to Castle Braithar.
I let myself in by a side door, having had my own set of keys for years. Violaâs da, Uncle Gordain, owned the place, and employed me as a land manager, though technically I was still on sick leave.
Just like with the mountain rescue, Iâd been cut off from the main things that occupied my time.
Occasionally, I looked after Castle Braithar if Gordain and Ella, my uncle and aunt, were away. I had my own room here, when I needed it. Now Viola and Leo lived here, too, I was rarely alone if I stayed over.
It was the reason I hadnât moved to my own place. If I needed space, I had options.
In the pretty and bright nursery, I found the car seat, then took it back to my Land Rover and set my sights on Inverness.
Viola had planned to have the baby at a local birthing centre, not the hospital, but from what Leo had hinted at yesterday, sheâd needed that extra medical care.
They must have been so worried.
In the hospitalâs car park, I dialled Leo. A few minutes later, he appeared at the car. I hopped out and rounded on the Englishman.
âCongratulations.â I slapped his back.
Leo, internationally renowned rock star, half fell on me, exhaustion plain. Bags lined his eyes. He held me at armâs length, then hugged me again. âThatâs from Viola.â
âGive her and the bairn a cuddle from me. I canât wait to see them both.â
Leo grabbed his phone, showing off a reel of baby pictures. The tiny lad, even scrunched up, was a perfect mix of his parents.
âHe looks like ye but with dark hair,â I said.
âDo you think? I just see Vi in his face. He has the loudest roar, though, so thatâs all me.â Happiness and pride shone from my friendâs devoted expression.
âHeâs perfect. When do ye think youâll come home?â
âShould be tonight, if Violaâs feeling up to it and the doctors let her go. Weâll start seeing people tomorrow.â
âNo pressure, man. Take a few days. The world will wait.â
Leoâs tired eyes lit. âIt will, but I canât. I want to show him off. Heâs amazing.â
My heart panged. Several of my cousins now had children. I was one of the youngest, with only Max and Maddock younger still. But Viola had only a few months on me. She now had a family, and for the first time, I had the unnerving sense I was missing something.
I retrieved the car seat for Leo, waving off his thanks.
âI wanted to ask about Elise. Is there anything ye can suggest I do to make her more comfortable?â
Leo smacked his forehead with his palm. âFuck. I forgot all about her.â
âDonât worry. Iâve taken care of her. Iâm just not sure if I should be doing more.â
Leo grimaced. âHow does she seem?â
âTo be honest, kind of freaked out.â
âShit. Iâm not sure whatâs up. I saw her in LA a couple of weeks ago at a movie studio. She was crying, though trying to hide it. She split from her ex, so it could be that. Not that she admitted it to me.â
âDid ye know the ex?â Iâd heard she was dating another actor. Their relationship had been high profile enough to reach me, though Iâd long given up reading gossip sites.
âNo, but heâs meant to be a jackass. I barely had a chance to speak to her, but her stressed expression stayed with me. After I flew home, I called and offered her a place to stay. I feel like an arsehole for ignoring her.â He scrubbed his hand over his face. âYou know when you have a bad feeling about someone? It wasnât like sheâd had a hard day. When we worked together, even exhausted, she was ultra-resilient. I just wanted to be a good friend to her like she once was to me and Vi. Iâve let her down.â
I had no idea how Leo and Viola had met Elise. âDinna be daft. Iâll bring her with me when I visit the bairn. Talk to her then. Do ye have a name for your son yet, by the way?â
âFuck!â Leo gave a startled laugh. âI have a son. Sorry, that hasnât sunk in. We havenât named him. Weâll work on that today.â
He carried the car seat inside, and I drove from the hospital, freeing up the parking spot. But instead of going home, I pulled over at a café. Inside, I grabbed a sandwich, sat at a table, then did something Iâd been resisting for days.
I Googled Elise.
Headlines filled my screen. Of her recent breakup with her ex, the douchebag actor.
Of her father dying last year.
Shite, that was huge.
As a lad, under the influence of the biggest crush, checking in on her had been a semi-regular pastime. As a child, I watched her kidsâ films, and when Iâd been coming-of-age, she was in young adult movies seeking her first kiss.
In one of her biggest hits, sheâd played a princess. Hence the nickname that had flown from my lips before I could control it. My female cousins had dressed up as her while Iâd had a wee white-and-gold suit, being the brave knight ready to take on the evil king.
Iâd felt protective of her back then, and perhaps that contributed to the degree of care I wanted to apply to the stranger staying on our estate.
The lass whoâd lost both her da and her boyfriend in the past year.
Renewed with the urge to help her, I got back on the road and headed for home.
At dusk, I set out on foot. Ellie needed a long walk, and so did I.
Inevitably, we found our way to the bothy. I stood back from the door and signalled to my collie that I had a command for her. Instantly, she went rigid, her focus fixed on me.
âSpeak,â I ordered.
She let out a series of excited barks.
As she did, I sent a text to Elise.
Cameron: Ellie and I are taking a walk. She really wants you to come.
She liked my pet better than me. This was the way to get her out.
The door cracked open. Elise peered through the gap, her gaze first touching on me then my dog.
âEllie, câmere,â she said.
My traitorous animal sprang to the lass and slipped past her into the room.
Elise closed the door.
A startled laugh left me. I marched forward and banged on the wood. âHey, dognapper.â
An amused laugh filtered through. âSheâs visiting with me. Come back later. Bring food.â
I swore, backing up a few steps. I had an ace card I could pull. At my shout, my highly trained search and rescue dog would do anything and everything to get out of the cottage and to my side. But something told me Elise needed her more than I did right now.
So I folded my arms to wait her out.
After a minute, an alert sounded on my phone. A picture landedâElise with her arms around my dog, the fire burning brightly beside them. I replied, trying not to smile.
Cameron: If youâre hungry, I have an empty kitchen waiting at home and a meal in mind. You can sit outside on the patio while I cook.
The door creaked, and the lass peeked out.
âI never said thank you for the noodles. Did you make that?â
âAye.â
With her hood up and her face half in shadow, Elise chewed her lip. âWhere do you live?â
âA fifteen-minute walk. Twenty if youâre slow.â
âAnd thereâs still been no strangers around?â
âNone that Iâve heard about.â
Ellie wriggled past her and danced between us, spinning in circles.
âDo you live alone?â
âNope. Itâs my parentsâ place, but they arenât here right now.â
She considered my answers. At least it wasnât an outright no.
I pushed my advantage. âIâm going to be making dinner anyway, and ye must be going mad stuck inside. Walk with me, and if ye change your mind, turn around and Iâll walk ye back. Thereâs packets of instant soup in the box I brought ye. It wonât be a patch on my pan-fried chicken curryâ¦â
âI like being stuck in,â she muttered, but even so, she reached and pulled the door behind her, locking it tight.
I stifled my thrill and kept an even tighter lid on my grin.
At a slow amble, we set out. Elise threw occasional glances at our surroundings, obviously still nervous about being seen. Ellie leapt in and out of the bushes, sniffing at animal scents and enjoying herself. Home was downhill from the bothy, and the slope led to a darkened, tree-strewn lane. Around halfway along, a light bobbed in the distance. Someone approaching. At the same second, Ellie gave a bark of warning.
Elise drew to a halt, rigid.
âJust a jogger.â I squinted at the figure, recognising them in the gloom. âActually, itâs kin.â
Casey, married to my cousin, Blayne, as well as to their third partner, Brodie, approached fast. Running uphill, she puffed hard but smiled when she reached us.
âCam, I spotted your dog first.â She gave Ellie an enthusiastic fur ruffle. âCallie loves her so much, weâve been talking about getting our own.â
She peered between me and the woman at my side, curiosity in her look.
I made the introduction. âElise. This is Casey.â
Casey waved cheerfully, but the lass I was taking to dinner did the strangest thing.
She opened her mouth, and an English accent came from her lips. âSo pleased to meet you.â
I blinked at her but recovered myself and turned back to the runner. âDid you hear about Viola and Leo? They should be home by now, new bairn with them.â
Casey squeaked in excitement. âYes! Iâm so happy for them. From what I heard, Viâs labour was a bitch. She shared some of the details in our girl chat group and freaked Cait right out. Thatâs my other friend whoâs newly pregnant,â she added for Eliseâs benefit, then she gestured uphill. âIâve got to go. I want to be home for when Blayne finishes work, and Iâm against the clock for this run. Nice to meet you, Elise. Hopefully see you again when Iâm not dripping with sweat.â Then she was gone.
Amusement and bewilderment merged in equal measures, and I stared at Elise. âWhat was that?â
Despite the dark, I made out a blush streaking over her cheeks. âI donât know. I used to do fake accents a lot when I was younger, so people didnât make the connection between my name and my reputation. Caseyâs an American. It just came out.â
âYe sounded like a public schoolgirl.â
âWhat does that mean?â
âUpper-class. Interesting choice. It probably made ye stand out more than anything. Shouldâve gone with a Scottish accent. It would sound bonnie coming from your lips.â
Elise elbowed me. The first physical contact weâd had.
A shock of something hot sped through my system. I liked her being happier, even if it meant a tap to my ribs.
We strolled on through the warm evening, and Elise drew a heavy breath. âDo you know what? There is another reason for it, the accent thing. If Iâm recognised, people ask questions like they know me. And sometimes those questions can hurt.â
I instantly thought of her father and of her breakup, and my heart squeezed. âIâm sorry that happens.â
âItâs just a fact of being in the public eye. After learning all about me from headlines, that familiarity becomes misplaced. People donât mean it, but if all they know is salacious, twisted gossip, then thatâs what pops into their mind.â
Guilt trickled through me. Hadnât I done the same? âSounds shite. Thereâs no way anyone could know ye like that.â
âExactly.â She paused, then sucked in a breath. âA couple of months ago, I was filming in Mexico, and this woman, someone on set, sought me out. For a couple of days, she was hanging around me, being super nice and friendly. Funny, too. I liked her.â She shook her head, a curl of her dark hair tumbling out from under her hood. âThis was about a week after the first hints of my breakup with my ex-boyfriend had leaked into the press. Weâd actually split months before, but whatever. Anyway, at the end of the shoot, I went for drinks with the cast and team, and invited this woman along. She and I got a little drunk, and it was fun. But when I went to leave, she got me alone then turned on me. Her friendly persona dropped, and she became this shrieking harpy, berating me for my treatment of my ex. She said I was a bitch and he was such a kind and sweet man. He deserved better. Oh, did that make my blood boil. Sheâd never met him. She had no idea what sort of person she was talking about. But sheâd committed all that time to buttering me up so she could say her piece. I just stood there and took it because the kicker? She did it all with her phone in her hand, filming me.â
âFuck.â
âRight? It happens all the time. If I bite back, whatever I say gets mangled and turned into yet another headline.â
âYe always look like the bad guy.â
âI do. And I have no idea why I shared that with you.â
I nudged her arm with mine, ignoring the spark from the touch. âGlad ye did. Youâre among friends here. No one would dream of behaving like that. Ye have my personal guarantee.â
We continued on to my home. Our conversation stalled, Elise dwelling on thoughts she didnât want to discuss. But one thing had become clear. Her ex was an arsehole. Iâd never met the man, but Iâd bet any money he hadnât been a great boyfriend to Elise.
The woman from her story hurt her in more ways than one.
Iâd left the lights on in the crofthouseâs kitchen, and I led Elise around the rear of the house to the private patio and unlocked the sliding door.
I pointed between the patio table and the kitchen. âYe sit there, and Iâll cook here. Howâs that?â
She perched tentatively on the bench, her hood still up and her expression still guarded. âThis is strange of me, right?â
âWhatever it takes for ye to be comfortable.â
I got dinner underway, pulling a pack of chicken from the fridge, plus vegetables, spices, and the other ingredients I needed for a decent meal.
Elise watched my every move.
After a while she broke the silence. âIâm kind of surprised that you live with your folks, but this is a beautiful house.â
âMy father built it for my mother. Iâve always loved it here, though Iâve also been saving for my own place. One day, Iâll leave, but eh, no rush.â
Her gaze coasted from me to my home.
âI have a bedroom and lounge upstairs at the other end of the house,â I added. âDa made it into a self-contained unit for me when I was a teenager.â
âAll the better for sneaking your girlfriend in,â Elise said.
I held her gaze. âIn the past, aye. No girlfriend now.â
Elise looked away, no response to my words.
Not that she owed me anything. I had no clue why Iâd felt the need to overshare.
In fifteen minutes, I had a pan bubbling with golden chicken in a rich sauce, and brown rice boiling alongside. A click came at the other end of the house, and I twisted to see Ma enter the kitchen.
âYouâre home early.â
My mother swung her gaze from the stove to the open patio door. Like a heatseeking missile, her maternal senses landed straight on Elise. âOh! Am I interrupting?â
Elise rose from the bench seat, pushed back her hood, and stepped inside.
âElise, this is my mother, Taylor. Ma, this is Elise, a friend of Leoâs. Sheâs staying on the estate, arrived a few nights ago.â
Maâs eyes gleamed, and she shook Eliseâs hand. âAh, now I understand why Cameron has been coming home in the early hours. Let me just grab a sandwich and Iâll get out from under your feet.â
I gave her a long-suffering look. My mother would be over the moon if I settled down. âThis isnât a date, Ma. Youâre not interrupting anything. Besides, I cooked enough for ye and Da.â
Eliseâs gaze stuck to my mother. âItâs a pleasure to meet you, please donât leave on my behalf.â Her normal accent appeared this time.
I lifted my spatula. âHonestly, donât let this go to waste. Where is Da anyway?â
My mother relented and placed her bag on the back of a chair, then sank down to the seat, tiredness plain. âThe job took forever. I drove home, and heâs getting the train. Heâll be late.â
âIâll fetch him from the station if ye want to go to bed,â I offered.
âAre you American?â Elise said, out of the blue. Pink flushed her cheeks. âSorry, I can hear it in your voice. I hadnât in Cameronâs. And we met another American woman on the way here. Casey?â
Ma dipped her head, her blonde hair held up in a fancy twist. âMy fatherâs American. Which makes Cameron one quarter. But Iâve lived in Scotland for a long time. You have a good ear.â
A smile crept onto Eliseâs face. âPart of my job is accents. Iâm always listening out for them. Yours is such an interesting combination of Scottish and American.â
My mother squinted at her. âYou seem so familiar. Have we met before?â She snapped her fingers. âOh! Iâve got it. You act.â
Shite. I grimaced at Ma.
My mother warmed to the subject. âI didnât make the connection at first. Blame tiredness. My son owns all your films. When he was a teenagerââ
Elise shot a look my way.
âMa!â I made a shut up! gesture with my hand. âYour dinner invite has been revoked. Go to your room.â
Both women laughed.
Eliseâs focus drifted back to me. âYouâre a fan? You never said.â
My mother eased herself up from the chair, sheer delight in her expression. âOh dear. Sorry, Cameron. On that slightly awkward note, Iâm going to go get changed.â She vanished, leaving us alone.
I blew out a breath and briefly glanced at the ceiling, seeking divine help. âMaybe. As a teenager. Donât worry, ye have nothing to fear from me.â
Her attention intensified, perhaps with her making a second assessment of me. Though who knew what the first had been. âI donât mind,â she said eventually. âI mean, you are feeding me.â
Shite, the food.
I spun around and stirred the curry, then took the rice off the boil. It was ready, and luckily unburned. I plated up four dishes, covering Daâs for when he got home.
âIn that drawer, youâll find cutlery.â I pointed to get Elise helping out.
âI can just about handle that,â she said and fished out knives and forks. âBy the way, where were you until the early hours the other night? Your mom thinks you were with me.â
My smile tweaked my cheeks. âNever ye mind.â
We sat at the table and waited for Ma to reappear.
Elise pursed her lips, then drew her phone from her pocket. âCan I ask a favour? Iâm meant to be posting pictures of myself online, but I havenât taken many this week. Can I take a picture of myself here with my meal? Iâll make sure thereâs nothing identifiable in it.â
âWant me to take it for ye?â
She hesitated then handed over the device.
I held it up and took a few so she could choose between them. Framed against a backdrop of my home, Elise twisted her lips in a tentative smile. It transformed her from scared lass to gorgeous woman.
Watching me, not the lens.
I swallowed then passed the phone back.
âThese are great,â she said softly.
It was on the tip of my tongue to tell her my father was a photographer and had taught me a thing or two, but I kept my mouth closed.
Ma reappeared, and we ate. Both women complimented the food, and I warmed inside from the regard and the dinner.
âDid you teach Cameron how to cook?â Elise asked my mother.
âI did. When I married William, his father, I was clueless. William and his brothers shared cooking responsibilities when they were growing up, so he had more skills than me, but he wanted to expand his repertoire. We took cooking courses together. Cameron has the benefit of both of our experiences.â Ma smiled at Elise. âWhat about you? Do you cook much at home?â
âOh no, I donât think Iâve ever cooked in the kitchen in my motherâs house. I used to whenever I stayed with my dad.â Her sentence drifted off, and Eliseâs gaze distanced.
I lifted my chin at my mother then made a subtle no gesture, shaking my head. Ma nodded, this time catching my drift. I doubted she knew about Eliseâs da, but she could read me like a book.
We quietly finished our meals. From under the table, Ellie barked softly, then a door slammed once more in the crofthouse.
My father was home. Ah good, another parent to embarrass me.
âWilliam? Weâre in the kitchen. Cameron has a young lady guest.â
Just like my mother had done, Da appeared and instantly made an interesting face at the fact that I had a lass here, then kissed my mother hello. Theyâd been together for most of the day, but Da still looked at my mother like she was the living end. My parents had always been hopelessly in love.
I made the introduction, and Da explained how heâd got away earlier than expected but not called Ma, knowing sheâd be driving. His train raced her car.
As my parents spoke, Eliseâs gaze rested on the hefty camera bag Da had set on the floor by the door. Heâd opened it to extract something, and a camera body protruded. Her focus jumped to the row of black-framed prints on the wall. Landscapes mostly, but then a shot of my grandfather, previously a US senator, with his arm around Ma.
Her cheeks reddened, and she whispered to me, âYour dadâs a photographer?â
âAye. Not the kind youâd worry about.â
But the damage was done.
All the relaxation rushed from her, her shoulders turning stiff.
She stood carefully, her gaze down. âIt was lovely to meet you all, but I need to get home now. Thank you for dinner, Cameron.â
I jumped up, a weight lodged in my chest. âIâll clean up when I get back,â I said softly to my parents.
Elise half turned at the patio door. âIâm so sorry. That should be my job.â
Both my parents leapt to disagree and waved us off.
Back into the dark night we went.
This time, despite going uphill, we made the journey much faster. Elise didnât speak, and I didnât attempt to try to make her feel better. I had the idea sheâd tell me where to go.
The fan revelation. The photographer right across the table. In her frazzled state, I could only guess how that made her feel.
Anxiety poured off her.
At the bothy, she threw herself in the door. âGoodnight, Cameron. Thanks again.â
âAny time, princess.â
Elise shut herself away once more.
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