Enough was enough. For over an hour, Iâd been grilled on how Iâd handled Eliseâs care and the people whoâd attacked us, insinuation piling on that Iâd fucked up. All the blame on my shoulders.
I couldnât call Gordainâunder the pretence of needing a security scan, the head fucker had taken my phone.
Nor could I go to Elise.
But I could leave.
Theyâd made it perfectly clear that, at any point, I could get in the Cadillac and never darken their doorstep again.
Nothing about this was right. Not the way they sneered at my explanations and refused to answer my questions. It could be they were just doing their job, and maybe they didnât trust outsiders, or maybe they were just a joke.
I stood with a foot in two camps. One where I stayed and tried to push for better treatment of Elise. The other where I gave in to their wishes and left.
The fact that I was conflicted personally only worried me more. I couldnât trust myself to make a decision on logic alone. Not now feelings were involved.
Borderline exhausted, and with my brain strung out, I reached a conclusion. Iâd do whatever the lass asked of me. In the car, sheâd begged me to stay. So here I was. The moment she asked me to leave, Iâd go.
âMcRae,â a voice snapped.
I jumped to my feet in the conference room, gazing warily at the guard at the door.
He jerked his head outside. âMiss Darcy wants to see you.â
My pulse skipped, and I broke for the door, pushing past him. The corridor was empty, so I made my way through the ground floor.
Near the front door, the head guard waited. His gaze narrowed on me, and he pointed to the porch.
Elise stood there, her back to me.
My contempt for the man could wait. All I could see was her. I paced to her side. With her hair damp and her face pale, she gripped her arms around herself.
I so badly needed to hold her, my whole body ached. But too many eyes watched us.
âAre ye okay?â I asked, hushed.
She swallowed, and her gaze flitted to the side. âFine. Iâm sorry youâve been waiting around for me. I should have let you go when we arrived.â
My heart sank. âI stayed because ye asked.â
She didnât reply for a long moment, and my internal battle grew stronger.
Weakly, she flicked a hand at the house. âI forgot how it could get. Thereâs so much to do. So many people to talk to. Iâm wasting your time.â
She was backtracking. Urgency had me leaning closer. âNever. Just give me a word and Iâll get ye out of here.â
âCameronâ¦â She folded her arms tighter. âThis is my life. I canât expect you to understand. Iâm not about to leave.â Then she finally linked her gaze to mine. âBut you should.â
I clamped my jaw against the rising rush of emotion. âYe want me to go?â
âI think itâs for the best. Staying will just make thingsâ¦difficult. You donât want that. Your parents need you, and you should go to them. Head straight to the airport then home.â
My parents? Difficulties? Then it dawned on me that, for some reason, Elise was making this conversation public.
A woman, her manager I guessed, poked her head out of the door. âElise. Theyâll be here soon. You need to get ready.â
âWhoâs she talking about?â I asked.
But Elise only shook her head. âIâm sorry, Cameron. Itâs better if youâre not here.â
âBetter for who?â
No answer came, nor would she make eye contact again. Hurt cramped my stomach into a ball.
And yet⦠Sheâd never indicated she wanted me beyond a casual interlude in her busy life. I knew she liked me, but that gave me no rights to demand more.
A simpler view was that sheâd needed someone to help her heal, and to protect her for a while. She wasnât alone now.
No matter what I thought of her security team, theyâd undoubtably do a better job than me. If only by sheer volume of force.
Then came the more bitter, crushing blow.
Iâd caught feelings, but that didnât mean Elise had, too.
Which left me where exactly? A friend? I couldnât do that. I didnât have in me to pull back.
Tiredness and rejection cluttered my thinking, and I forced down my misery and stepped off the porch. The Cadillac waited in the drive, and I trod towards it. Every footstep weighed a ton.
I hoped beyond reason that Elise would call me back, but no voice came. In the driverâs seat, I chanced one final look her way.
Only to find that sheâd gone.
So I gave way to shattered pride and followed her example, leaving, too.
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