We crossed the festival site, passing food trucks and the edge of a carnival, illuminated by fake fire pits burning orange. Competing music disturbed the night. Elise kept with me, her blonde hair and baseball cap an effective disguise.
Though not to me. Iâd known her the second I laid eyes on her. A fraction before. Like some kind of crazy fan.
âSorry about that.â She gestured back to the gate. âI didnât mean you were no one. It was just so you didnât end up as a headline.â
âDoesnae matter.â
âI canât believe youâre even here. I didnât think Iâd ever see you again. Iâm just going to say this. Iâm sorry,â she said, her voice tight. âI know you didnât sell my story to the press.â
My chest compressed. âHow?â
âThe friend Iâd carried out the manure dumping with? She was the source.â
âI didnât take the picture either,â I gritted out.
âI know that, too.â
She knew?
Pent-up emotions drove my words. âAfter ye left, I went through hell and high water to find out what happened. I searched everywhere for evidence of that photographer, including working out what angle the picture was taken at. It wasnae right at the window, but farther away, from the rise of the hill. That was the only viewpoint that worked. And through the narrowest gap in the curtains.â
Elise winced. âThey do that. Photographers hide out with long lenses. At home, we have a security patrol and high fences within a gated community, but they still lurk in wait. I should have known better. I had my manager trying to find out who took this latest one, but so far nothing.â
I fucking hated those people for stalking her. âIt was my home. I should have defended ye better. I should have shaken off that tail from the airport better.â
She stopped dead. âNo. You didnât have to do anything. Iâm not your problem. All I did was give you a headache, a damaged car, and a false accusation.â
Vindication rippled through me, though it dissipated fast. My whole argument, my proof that exonerated me. She didnât need it.
She believed me.
Iâd needed to hear that so badly.
I also had to double down on my urge to wrap her up and put her in my pocket.
We walked on in silence. Around us, drunk and drugged-up idiots danced, kissed, and played around. Max and Eliseâs friend stopped at a stall to buy food. I was right at the age where I should be enjoying this. But it wasnât my scene. My mood was in a strange place.
âYou didnât accept my money.â Elise watched the ground at her feet.
My laugh came out in a bark. âThirty grand, ye sent. Thirty grand to replace a couple of windows.â
âI looked up the price of the car. A full replacement, I mean. Iâd done so much damage.â
Despite myself, amusement grew. âYe barely dented it. After the glass was changed out, it was as good as new. So aye, I refused the money.â
âI donated it to a womenâs refuge. A domestic abuse charity,â she mumbled.
There was too much I wanted to say, beyond the basics sheâd felt the need to cover. Far too much I wanted to get into with this lassâs mindset. I couldnât suppress my instinctive need to help her.
But I wasnât the person for the job. Iâd tried and Iâd been scalded.
With exacting and painful difficulty, I forced my damn mouth closed.
Our friends caught up, and we continued in silence. Soon enough, we arrived at another gate.
âIâm glad I got to see you again,â Elise said quietly.
I was, too. But for the sake of my sanity, I couldnât tell her that.
âThe beard suits you. Youâre beautiful.â She winced at her own words. âI mean handsome. Rugged. Masculine.â
Her friend joined her, and Max arrived at my side.
Beautiful? She thought me attractive? Ah fuck, but that hurt my heart.
I had to walk away.
With force, I muttered my goodnight then made my feet move in the opposite direction. Leaving Elise in my wake.
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