Help me please

OCTAVIA POV

I felt empty and I wanted to cry but no tears came out I just lied there watching Tom leave the room but before he did he said something to me but I couldn't understand it because my vision was blurred and my hearing was muffled I looked at his face and then I started to cry and I couldn't stop Tom looked proud of what he did to me and all I wanted to do was disappear then Tom left the room slamming the door and that's when I jump of the bed went to the balcony to jump of it, underneath the balcony was a pool so I went back into the room and looked inside the bedside table I looked through the first draw to see condoms and a gun then I looked through the second draw and I saw a picture of Tom and Bill then they were younger it was a beautiful picture I loved Bill's spiky black hair and Tom's little dreads was so cute. then I put the picture back and looked in the third draw to find a lot of pain killers in there so I ran to the bathroom and got a cup I thought this is it I can leave I haven't even been here for a day and I've already gotten rape and cut what's  next to come as I was thinking I was putting one pain killer and then the next and the next one until they were all gone I was so lost in thought I didn't even realise that I was taking them until I couldn't feel the pills on the counter side no more

I looked down to see no pills at all just feeling relieved that I will be out of here soon. I went to the bed and lied down on it I was feeling sick and wanted to throw up but every time I throw up in my mouth I would swallowing it now this was the last time I threw up in my mouth again but this time I swallowed it and the puke burned my throat that's when it call went black

BILL'S  POV

I was sitting on the couch with Gustav, Georg, Mia and Lauren as we was watching TV I heard Tom's footsteps and then he turned the corner looking like a kid that just got a puppy for his birthday and I knew that was bad news because he never looks like that unless he has broken in his new pet that's when I got up and walked over to him

Bill "what did u do to Octavia?"

now Georg, Gustav, Mia and Lauren all looked over to see what was going to happen

Tom "oh well u know I just broke her in so now she will do everything I say"

Tom said that so proud of himself that it made me feel a little sick

Bill "I'm going upstairs"

as I was about to leave Tom grabbed my arm and I looked at him with one eyebrow raised and a confused look

Tom "don't bother her I'm sure my little pet wants some alone time after what I did to her, that is"

Tom's words made me feel sick how could he rape her and not feel guilty for it how could he cut her and not feel sorry for her how could my brother treat women so badly and not feel anything for it

Bill "I'm just going to see if she's okay there is no need to stop me...brother"

as I said that Tom's face changed from anger to disgust in a matter of seconds and he let go of me

Tom " fine but don't do anything with my pet like last time with Lisa"

when he said Lisa's name I instantly got angry because me and Lisa had a history of fooling around like going driving getting drunk in the clubs and graffitiing the big office buildings but not only that me and Lisa would have sex any chance we got and when she went to the club and had sex with a stranger it broke my heart because I loved Lisa, she was kind caring and helpful

Bill "I won't do anything with Octavia"

It was a lie my plan is to take her out and to the club or just eat dinner at a nice restaurant

Tom "good then u can go to her"

as he said that I ran upstairs and into his bedroom where I saw taybe sleeping so quietly but then I saw her face and it was pale like a ghost I knew right away that she had OD because Lisa did the same when Tom raped her but this was Octavia the girl that didn't put up a fuss to get in the car this was the girl that loved how fast I was driving she didn't complain like the other girls she loved it and I think because of that I was starting to love her but when I saw Octavia there lying on the bed looking dead I freaked out not knowing what to do so I shouted down the hallway

"SOMEBODY PLEASE HELP ME"

as soon as those words left my mouth I heard everyone running like a herd of elephants was coming straight for me, Georg was the first one to the room then Gustav and last was Tom they all looked at Octavia's lifeless body and I shouted at Georg to get me a bucket and with out a word Tom left the room not caring that Octavia was dying I was pissed off at my brother for doing this to another innocent girl Gustav ran out the room to get water and Georg came back with the bucket I didn't waste any time and put my fingers down her throat and then she started to gag and out came some pain killers but that wasn't enough so I gagged her until there was no more pills to throw up she was weak but awake her eyes are red and her cheeks are a light pink

OCTAVIA'S POV

I woke up to having someone's fingers down my throat I didn't know who it was until I opened my eyes and there was Bill he was making me throw up all the pills I took I looked at his worried face the same face that was looking at me in the car I wanted to cry but nothing came out I cried to the point where I couldn't cry no more I just looked at his face his beautiful face so scared and so worried he spoke to someone in the room it was Georg but the other one I still didn't know his name

Bill "Gustav can u give Octavia the water"

when Bill said that I looked over to see the man that was holding a cup of water, so that was Gustav, he came closer to me and gave me the cup of water

Gustav "here I hope this makes u feel better"

Octavia "thank u"

Gustav "your welcome"

and with that he kissed my hand he was sweet but I didn't know if he was like Tom I didn't know if they were all like Tom it scared me to not know anything about these men standing around me