am I in hell

I was just standing there trying to process what just happened and then it hit me oh shit I have to clean otherwise I will get raped I have to be good and do everything Tom wants me to do or I will get raped or beaten like Mia I was freaking out now I didn't know what to do first, should I clean my wound and stop the blood or should I clean the sheets or should I make him food there was so much going through my head that I didn't even realise Bill was standing in the doorway learning against the doorframe. I was looking down and I heard foot steps I thought it was Tom so I started to cry and say

"Im sorry I will clean the sheets now and I will make u food just please let me clean my cut first so I don't get blood all over the place"

I was terrified of what was going to happen next that's when I heard Bill and he was laughing at me

Bill "Im not going to make u do any of those things I just wanted to see if u were okay"

I was silent and just looked up at Bill that's when his face turned from happy to worried he saw the blood poring down my face and I was crying my, eyes are red and my top cheeks are pink Bill didn't say a word he just took me to the bathroom, got a cloth turned on the cold water put the cloth underneath the cold water and put it underneath my eye it stung and there was a burning feeling too I was sobbing as Bill was cleaning my wound

Bill "this will leave a scar and I might have to stitch it up depending on how it heals but I will pack it up with cotton"

Bill's words made me feels safe like I could actually like it here. I didn't know what to say I just looked in his eyes his beautiful brown eyes so gorgeous and so deep that if u started long enough u wouldn't be able to find your way out that's when I remembered I have to clean the sheets and make Tom food

"I'm sorry Bill but I have to clean the sheets and make Tom food otherwise he will punish me"

Bill " it's okay taybe u do what u have to do"

Octavia "thank u Bill and cya"

Bill "cya taybe"

as I was getting the sheets of the bed I noticed Tom staring at me from behind I didn't say anything to him and pretend he wasn't there but then I heard his heavy foot steps coming closer and that's when I stopped I turned around and saw Tom holding a gun I gasped as he put it up to his head Tom said

"Octavia when I first saw u I thought u was beautiful and I still do now but I can't have 2 pets so one of u has to go"

that's when the man with long brunette hair came in and he had a girl with him she kinda looked like me she has black hair brown eyes and is wearing a black dress with the same blood red heels I put my shoes next to, she was drunk and has red lipstick all over her mouth like someone tried eating her mouth that's when the man with long hair threw her on the bed and she gasped from how hard she hit the bed Tom then looked at her with disgusted and hatred then he looked at me his face still the same Tom then threw me on the bed as well and I was next to this girl, I didn't even know her name but as I was thinking tom interrupted

Tom "so Octavia u haven't met my other pet have u

I nodded my head to say no

Tom " good, this is Lisa and Lisa this is Octavia now Lisa, Octavia is new here and doesn't know what happened when a pet disobeys my orders so I'm going to show her what happens"

that's when Lisa got on her hands and knees she started to bet for her life saying

Lisa "please don't kill me I will never do it again I promise I will always listen to u and I will always be here for u just please don't kill me"

Lisa was crying on the floor she sounded like a baby but that's when tom got his gun and shot Lisa right in the head the sound from the gun was so loud that my ears started to ring again and I was crying I couldn't stop my self from crying no matter how hard I tried Tom then looked right into my eyes like he was staring into my soul

Tom "now Octavia I'm going to tell u what she did so u don't make the same mistake as Lisa"

I nodded my head  to say okay i was terrified of what he might do to me

Tom "little old Lisa here was unfaithful and went to the club then Georg here spotted her having sex with a man on the table she denied it was her so I killed Lisa and now she is here dead because of what she did now u don't want to end up like Lisa, do u?"

I nodded my head to say no I was crying and that's when I saw Mia she had an evil smirk on her face and I didn't understand why as she walked past she looked down and saw Lisa's dead bloody body on the floor her smirk went immediately after seeing Lisa dead and Mia went pale like she was about to faint then Tom turned around and I couldn't see his face but he gave of such aggressive vibs that I knew he was about to shout at Mia but then he turned to me and said

Tom "IF U EVER DO WHAT LISA DID THEN I WILL TORTURE U TO DEATH, DO U UNDERSTAND!?"

I was shocked this was the first time he had shouted at me and I was scared all I could do was nod a yes and he went to leave the room the before he did he said to me

"and my dogs need feeding too"

Tom said it in a calm way now but there was still some anger in his voice I was petrified of what just happened, who will get rid of the dead body and who will clean the blood of the floor I didn't think much of Lisa's dead body on the floor I just wanted to get my work done so that's what I did I went down to the basement to wash the sheets I put the sheets in the washer and went back upstairs to the kitchen were Tom was he looked at me and I gave him a warm smile I thought if I wanna get out of here alive and see Crystal again then I have to act normal and do everything Tom tells me to do . as I was walking over to the fridge I asked Tom what he wanted to eat

Octavia "is there anything your wanting me to make u"

Tom "yea make me pasta"

Octavia " okay coming right up"

I said that with love in my voice so it doesn't seem like I'm upset. I closed the fridge and walked over to the cabinets and took out the pasta I got the pot and filled it up with water then put the past in