I want to go home

Tom looked at me like I was crazy and all Octavia said was "I'm sorry" like that would make anything better now I was Crying just saying the same thing over and over again

"I want to go home...I want to go home...I want mama...I really want to go home...I really want to see my mama again..."

that's all I could say because of all the crying I couldn't get out anything else apart from that.

I looked up at Octavia and she was crying too but Tom well Tom just started at us with no emotional's at all like he was dead from the inside, I looked back at Octavia and she sat next to me just hugging me while we both cried.

I looked at Tom through my hair to see him reaching out a hand then he pulled back my hair.

"come on we need to get to our new house"

Octavia let go of me but I didn't want her to go and I wanted to go back home I didn't want to be in Japan I never want to see his face again but knowing I will be here I will have to see him, he's everywhere I look on the walls in the mirror on the floor in the sky on the ceiling all I see is his face why can't bang Chan leave my mind he's like Tom but instead of having some feelings he has none.

I was cut short of thinking when Octavia tapped me on the head.

"hello earth to Crystal"

"oh um yes?"

"I have been calling your name for like a minute, you zoned out for a sec"

"oh um where's Tom?"

Octavia looked at me and then over to the end row of seats there was Tom looking inpatient like always.

"He's there waiting for you and all the others have gotten off so they are waiting for us three"

I looked at Octavia and nodded then I got up and walked over to Tom he grabbed my arm but I didn't say anything I was to focused on the fact I was going to see bang Chan again.

we was in the car now and everyone looked sad to me no one was smiling and everyone was pushing each other not even a sorry or excuse me from what I could see but that's when I saw him on a billboard just staring at me.

I started to have a panic attack in front of Tom he looked over at me and spoke but I couldn't hear anything just the words bang Chan told me before he stabbed Octavia's little sister, finally I could hear Tom.

"Crystal are you alright? what's wrong with you? Why are you having a panic attack? What's happened?"

I looked over at Tom with tears in my eyes why was he caring for me all of a sudden. Tom wasn't looking at me but he was side eyeing me, I couldn't speak but I managed to say one word.

"Octavia"

that's all I could get out before we came to a stop in front of us was a mansion I didn't even realise we was out of the city until we stopped.

I saw Octavia run out with bill next to her then I saw Gustav and Georg come out of their cars too now it was just me and Tom in the car.

Tom got out and shortly after I did, I shut the door and walked over to bill and Octavia

"the mansion is beautiful..right?"

"Octavia, it's just another house"

Tom opened the door to the mansion and we all went inside but I do have to admit it was beautiful not just from the outside but from the inside too.

the walls are black and the carpet is white there are golden chandeliers on the ceilings and there are 2 rooms on each side when you walk in the mansion, there are guards too.

Tom walked ahead of us but on one walked with him then Tom turned around.

"the door on the right is the office this is where my clients will check in and the office will let me know they are here and on the left is where you put your shoes"

Bill walked over to the left door and opened it, it was a little room but there was a shoes rack to put the shoes on so Octavia walked in first and put her knee-high black high-heel boots on there then Georg but his black leather boots on the rack and so did Gustav they all walked out next was me and Tom. Tom went in first and put is boots on the rack then it was my turn everyone was watching as I walked over and but my snickers on the rack.

"great now everyone has put their shoes away so now Vanessa, Veronica and Ren will show you to your rooms"

I looked at Tom and from the corner of my eye I see three little Japanese girls all dressed like maids they had the same eye colour but not the same hair colour one has platinum blonde hair, one has brunette and the other one has black hair just like Octavia.

"imma call you girls VVR"

and with that VVR smiled softly at Tom then looked back at us.

"come on Octavia and Bill, I will show you to your room"

Tom walked over to me and grabbed my hand.

"what's with all the grabbing and no speaking, you know you can ask me to come with you and I will"

I said annoyed

"fine then, come on let's go"

he let go of me and we walked up the stairs they are huge you could fit about 2 large horse here. we walked down the hallway and took a left turn then a right and another left turn then we came across one big, plain white door with the name Kaulits on it.

I looked at Tom up and down then looked back at the door.

"are you going to open it or should I?"

I gave him a dirty look and thought to myself no way am I sleeping in the room as him actually I'm not going to even sleep in the same bed as him. Im going to Octavia.

"Im not staying in the same room as you, I'm going to Octavia"

and with that I walked away down the hall and tried to find Octavia.

I walked down a hall took a right then another right and finally a left but it was no good all I found was Gustav's room so I walked back and tried to find the stairs so I can get a drink from the kitchen but even that was no good all I did was find Georg's room so I went back and walked down another hall and it led me right back to Tom's room now I was desperate for a drink so I walked in to Tom's room to see him walking out the shower with a towel wrapped around his waist and water dripping of his body, Tom looked at me and smirked

"I see you couldn't find Octavia...I wonder why?"

he looks satisfied with my frustration and that just made me even more frustrated so I did what any other person would do..I attacked him.

I ran over to Tom and started punching, kicking, bitting and even pulling at his hair but nothing seemed to work so I kicked Tom in his manhood but that did't even work so I gave up and just threw myself on the big king sized bed and with a mouth this dry, I could die.

as I was lying there Tom walked over to me

"you look like your about to die from dehydration so here drink this"

I lifted my upper body from the bed and there was Tom standing over me with a cold cup of water.

I looked at him confused and where he got the water from but wasn't going to waste anytime on basically inhaling the water.

I grabbed the cup and drank all the water within seconds of having it touch my lips now I was done and looked up at Tom he didn't seem shocked just satisfied so I put the cup on the bed side table.

I look up at Tom my head is heavy, I'm feeling dizzy and everything is blurry, my ears are blocked a little big and Tom's voice is going slow motion but there is another voice in the room one I can't recognise

"are you sure she will be ok?"

I hear Tom saying

"she will be fine, all that's going to happen is she's going to sleep and then will wake up in a couple of hours"

then everything went black.

I wake up and look around the room it's dark outside now only the light from the moon is shining, I can't see much but I know I'm alone so I get up and turn on the light not even remembering that I went to sleep but some how I was in my PJ's with white fluffy socks on. I go downstairs remembering the way from when Tom showed me and I make my way to the kitchen there I see one of the VVR's I don't know which one it is so I go and ask

"excuse me...what's your name?"

she looks at me and smiles

"my name is VVR"

I was confused because she has a name but choose to be called VVR but I brushed it off and carried on with getting more water.

I drank my water but wanted to see Octavia.

"VVR do you know where Octavia and Bill's room is?"

she looked at me and again gave me a smile

"right this way"

I followed up the stairs and we took a right then a left and another right then tow more lefts and there was Bill&Octavia on the door but it's funny because I'm sure I took this way a couple of hours ago. I heard VVR knock on the door and Octavia opened it.

"Crystal I'm glad to see you are awake now, I tried to talk to you but when I entered your room you was asleep"

Octavia had that big smile like she always does when she sees me but sometimes was off about it this time like she was hiding something behind that smile.

"hey Octavia we can talk now"

her smile faded when she saw me walking to let myself in and she stopped me from going in.

"It's not a good time right now

but I will come and get you after"

I looked at her like this was crazy.

"So it's not a good time to talk to your best friend huh?"

she didn't smile just went to shut the door but I stopped her before she could.

"Octavia let me in. I want to see what you are hiding from me"

I was being serious now and a bit annoyed that she was hiding something from me and being a bitch to me as well.

"I'm sorry Crystal I can't let you in"

I didn't care I just walked right in and she didn't even try to stop me but what I saw in the room will scar me forever.

it was bang Chan getting drugs of Tom and bill was there too.

something inside me just snapped and I ran towards bang Chan I jumped on him waking us both fall to the ground I was punching him and trying to rip his eyes out but Tom pulled me away and throw me to the ground

"DON'T YOU DARE DO THAT TO MY CLIENT"

I was shocked and pissed at the same time so I screamed back

"HES A MONSTER JUST LIKE YOU BUT WORES"

Tom walked over to me and put his hand in his pocket and pulled out a little white pill then came closer to me and put the pill on his palm then covered my mouth and when I tried to bite him I ended up with the pill in my mouth now without thinking I just swallowed. I started to feel light headed, dizzy and my hearing was going, and it all went dark I fell asleep.