the past

It all started when I was 15. My papa was abusive towards me,  my mama is called El my papa is called Jack and I'm called Octavia but taybe is my nickname my mama always called me taybe she was a sweet soul and a kind woman, I see why my papa picked her but my mama was dying from cancer and she refused to have medicine for her cancer my papa would try and force her to take the medication but she would always spit it out and my papa would slap her for spitting on him I would watch as my papa hit my mama and when my mama cry's I would run to my sister Bella she is like my mama she's kind and caring but my other sister is like my papa she is horrible and pure evil her name is Olivia she would hit me and abuse me mentally I would run to Bella when she would hit me or say something to me I never knew why Olivia was so horrible to me I didn't understand and I didn't understand her behaviour either like one minute she was kind and the next she was hitting me Olivia always hit me in front of papa because she knew that he was a drunk and wouldn't do anything about it but if mama was there then Olivia would get a belt to her ass and Olivia would go running to papa then he would beat mama to the point where she couldn't walk now mama is dead and Bella has moved away to England but she left me behind I'm only 17 and Olivia is 19 papa is 50 and still a drunk he tried to rape me more then once and Olivia is a prostitute Bella has got a job working in a cafe in London and I'm stuck here I work in a club glass collecting it's a easy job but sometimes the drunk men will try and dance with me and I get a lot of numbers from the men I mean I am beautiful I have long black hair baby blue eyes big pupils a button nose and freckles and I'm 5'4 with a y2k style

my apologies English is not my first language and I'm still trying to learn English but I hope u enjoy this first chapter❤️