Parents who blatantly ignore their son?
Now, thatâs a story just waiting to spread like wildfire.
What if I blabbed about this to my parents?
Rumors might start circulatingâlike how the second son of this house might be an illegitimate child or something.
As I let my imagination run wild, one side of my lips curled up.
The one who finally stepped up to break this suffocating atmosphere was Go Yohanâs father. He was the only one who actually responded to Go Yohanâs words.
"Alright. Speak."
He forced a kind smile as he said it.
To an outsider, he might look like a doting father patiently waiting for his son to speak. But to meâsomeone who knew the dynamics of this familyâit was nothing more than an act.
At that expression, Go Yohanâs face crumbled.
His fingers dug into his palms before he brought them to his mouth. Crack. Crack. He started biting his nails. His broad shoulders sank lower and lower.
"Iâll eat later. By myself."
"â¦Huh? Why?"
I couldnât understand his choice.
So I blurted out my thoughts without hiding my confusion.
Hearing that, Go Yohan turned his head toward me, his pale face stiff. His arms, previously hidden beneath the table, were now visible. His white fingers, clearly outlined against his uniform pants, were trembling.
Go Yohan twisted his expression into something resembling a smile. It was an actâfor his parents.
And seeing that expression filled me with nothing but bitterness.
"Iâm not really hungry."
The same Go Yohan who ruled over the school.
The Go Yohan who crushed Han Junwoo under his heel.
The Go Yohan who enjoyed breaking friendships apart.
The one who bounced rubber balls in the classroom without a care, who threw bugs at students he didnât like, who acted up in front of teachers just because he couldâthat Go Yohan.
Yet, here at home, he was at the very bottom of the pyramid. Struggling.
Four people. Just four people.
One of whom was even younger than him.
And yet, they were more powerful than a thousand others combined.
A surge of unidentifiable emotion rushed up inside me.
Go Yohan looked at me. Then, he lowered his head.
His nearly 190 cm frame turned away toward the dark hallway.
Watching him confine himself like that pissed me off.
Why?
Why did he have to live like this?
The version of him I knewâthe one who thrived in the wild, in a world with no restraintsâthat was the real Go Yohan. The most captivating high schooler I had ever known.
And I wasnât ready to see a castrated version of him.
Maybeâjust maybeâI came to this school to help him.
Maybe I grew up like this just to protect him.
Even my cruelty had its reasons.
Perhaps God loved him. Loved him enough to create me for his sake.
As that ridiculous thought crossed my mind, I silently counted down the days to Go Yohanâs birthday.
He was younger than me.
Yeah. Maybe thatâs exactly why I was born first.@@novelbin@@
I exhaled quietly.
And I lied.
"You said you were hungry earlier."
The moment I spoke, Go Yohan whipped his head around like heâd been struck by lightning.
His pale face looked at me in shock.
"H-Hey, when did Iâ?!"
"Just eat with us. Okay?"
Without waiting for an answer, I took long strides forward.
I grabbed Go Yohanâs wrist before he could slink back into the dark hallway. His large hand flinched.
I smiled at him as if nothing was wrong.
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