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I tried to indulge myself in the conversation my friends were having but drowsiness had completely occupied my brain.
I had mistakenly taken an anti allergic medication that was sedative in nature before coming to the party. My bad, I should have dropped the idea to come to the party after taking that medication mistakenly.
The loud music and noises made me more uncomfortable. I needed to take a nap but I wasn't in the right mind to drive back home.
"What happened to you?" Faraz asked me.
"I have mistakenly taken an anti allergy which had sedation and now I am drowsy" I mumbled to him rubbing my eyes.
"Are you blind dude! You should have opened your eyes before taking the med" Azar laughed at my silliness.
"I want to go back home" I said to them.
"Ese gari chala ke jae ga to seedha upar jae ga.." Faraz cracked a joke and everyone burst into laughter except me.
(You will go the other world if you drive back home in such condition)
"Dinner also hasn't been served yet. Just go to my room and take a nap. I will come and wake you up later!" Faraz handed me card of his room.
I didn't reject the idea. I couldn't go back home in such condition. It was better to take a nap.
I went to his room and collapsed on the bed. In no time, I went into deep slumber. I don't know how much time passed when Faraz woke me up.
"Wake up and have dinner then leave for home" He asked me to get up.
Waking up my gaze feel at my unbuttoned shirt. When did I unbuttoned it. Probably before collapsing on the bed but I didn't remember doing so.
Now, I have realized it wasn't me who did it.
I rushed to Faraz's office the day I met Mehrbano at her home. My mind was blown at the pictures she showed me. I was disgusted to even look at them. They portrayed the filth I could never do.
I discussed it with Faraz as it happened in his brother's hotel. He took me to the hotel and we saw the CCTV footage of the room's floor.
Just after ten minutes I had to the room, Rahma went after me. I was shocked how the hell she got the key card? We came to know that Faraz's wife had given her card because Rahma wanted to take rest.
She came after me and took picture with me in my sleep. I didn't wake up as the medication was strong enough to take my senses. I wasn't aware she took my pictures.
She left in five minutes after taking what she wanted to destroy my married life.
I was going mad in anger. What does this woman think of me. First she chased me for years and when I came closer to her she disowned me and now after years when I was settled in my life she was chasing me again.
She had tried to talk to me in the past days. There was a time in the university when I and her made project together. We tried to sale it to the companies but nothing really happened. Now years after she was saying a company had shown interest. She couldn't sell the project without me being involved due to the legalities.
At first, I simply asked her to not contact me again as I wasn't interested in a long forgotten project. With time I agreed because I would be getting a good amount of money if it really worked. Who doesn't like money they can make out of their hard work. I was talking with her on business strictly and I had no idea what planning she was doing in her mind.
I couldn't leave her this time for destroying me. I barged into her home and told everything to her family. I couldn't explain the satisfaction I got when she was humiliated at the hands of her brother. She deserved that only.
Those who play with others, deserve such humiliation.
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My head is aching so is every muscle in my body. I feel suffocation and pain in my chest as if my heart is constricting with each passing moment.
I entered the apartment which was once my home and now it was just a building as she took all her warmth with herself. This apartment was home just because of her...she is home.
My home.
I sat down on the sofa without turning the lights on. I was hating lights at the moment. Darkness were soothing to me and my bruised heart.
If she was here she would have offered help to make me feel better. I closed my eyes and let myself drown in the past.
"What happened? Phir se migraine hogaya" She got the idea by just looking at me. She sat next to me.
(You have migraine again)
I was pressing my fingers on my forehead.
"Han bus pata nahi..." I looked up at her and I closed the gap between us.
(Yes. I don't know why)
"Why don't you go to a doctor?" Meher asked me worriedly as I hid my face in her lap.
"I will go when I will be free" I muttered to her.
My eyes closed as she ran her fingers through my hair. Does she know how calming it is?
"You won't ever be free. Please don't take your health for granted. Just go to the doctor tomorrow" She said again worriedly.
She sounded like mama sometimes. My lips curled up into a little smile at the resemblance.
"Hmm" I agreed.
"Tell me you will go?" She asked further.
"I will go please stop it now!" I mumbled.
She turned me face and started massaging my forehead. I grabbed her other hand in mine and closed my eyes.
"You don't take care of yourself" She muttered after sometime.
"I don't need to when I have you" I replied with closed eyes.
"And what if I won't be there?" She said unexpectedly.
"Why won't you!!" I minded and she didn't say anything again.
Our interwined fingers sent a wave of peace through my body. Her touch was addictive and soothing to my soul.
And now she was nowhere to take care of me when every inch of my body was aching. A lone tear escaped my eyes as I closed them.
I took out my phone and dialed her number. I had sent her the CCTV footage which she had seen but there was no reply from her.
I dialed her number. I wanted so badly to hear her voice. I wanted to know she was there, away from me but exist.
The phone kept ringing and she didn't picked it up. At the end it disconnected on it's own.
"Please Mehr. Please pick it up" I tried again and again, and got the similar response.
"You have seen the footage right. Check the timings. I wasn't with her. Please believe me. I will die if you don't!" I sent her a voice message.
I held my head in my hands. Pulling my hair in frustration I don't know what to do. How to make her understand that I wasn't lying to her.
I did nothing.
And then her words rang into my ears. Her painful voice shattered me once again. Her words and it's meaning. What was she even thinking throughout the period we were together and I never realized it.
Why?
Why she thought like that and why I couldn't understand her. Why?
A wave of pain ran in my head and I held my head in my hands again. This was painful and I didn't have her beside me to make the pain bearable.
My eyes turned teary again.
I need her as much as I need oxygen.
I got up from the sofa and walked into the bedroom. I searched for my medicines she had always taken care of. Now she wasn't here to took care of me and I had to do it my own. I finally found them in the drawer of dressing table.
I gulped the medicence with water. Standing there my gaze fell at her jewelry that she used to wear on daily basis. It was carelessly thrown onto the table.
I picked it up in my hands. These things had her touch. I sat on her side of the bed and looked at her jewelry in my hands. These pieces would look beautiful around her skin everyday.
Her white gold ring took my attention that I bought from abroad. I remember her happy face when I slipped it through her finger.
"It's so beautiful" She whispered, looking at her fingers.
"Yes, now it's beautiful" I held her fingers and kissed her finger tips one by one with my gaze fixed at her face.
She blushed and looked down.
"You liked it" I asked.
"A lot"
"Don't ever take it out of your finger then" I rested my index finger under her chin and made her look at me.
"Okay" She nodded.
I kept looking at her face which was changing colors. She melted under my gaze and finally asked,
"Why are you watching me like that?"
"Can't I?" I asked instead.
She gave a little smile and looked away. My lips curled up into a little smile at her gesture. She was more than beautiful.
I ran my shivering fingers on the ring that she never took out of her finger till now. It was indeed her favourite piece of jewelry which she had left now.
A sob left my mouth and I started crying miserably...
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