I donât know what Iâm doing.
Iâm running on pure instinct. And every single one of those instincts, right now, is telling me that Iâm an idiot if I let Marisol walk out on me.
So I wonât let her.
Sheâs not going anywhere, a fact that is resoundingly clear to me. I donât care if I have to keep her here under lock and fucking key.
Iâm not letting Marisol out of my sight again. It isnât a fucking option.
Her brown eyes narrow as she looks at me from Elioâs makeshift hospital bed. âKeeping me here puts everyone in danger, Dino.â
âI donât give a fuck.â I truly donât. If I need to use Elioâs army to keep her here, and every last one of them dies protecting her, I donât care.
Iâm not letting her go back there.
âIf you know about me and the twins, then you know about my father.â
Everyone knows about her father.
Benicio Souza is the nightmare that keeps the cartels in line. Heâs something else entirely, a monster made human.
When I first found out that Marisol was his daughter, I couldnât figure it out. The difference between the two of them seems completely irreconcilable. Where she is kind and thoughtful, and sweet, heâs.. not.
Heâs a hardened killer. His attack dog, Andrei, is brutal and nasty not because itâs necessary to fuck people up the way he does, but because Benicio is entertained by it. Iâm sure Andrei has a couple of screws loose, but Iâm also certain that Benicio loosened them right up.
Heâs sick.
He also has lots of children, somewhat scattered all over the world. Being Benicioâs wife, mistress, or child is one of the most dangerous roles on the face of the planet, as he seems to kill them without a second thought, and quite often.
Marisol, however, is obviously his favorite.
I nod. âI know about your father.â
âThen you know that to keep them safe I need to go.â
Just like that first night, Marisol is practical.
âNo,â I say again.
âDino. Youâre being ridiculous. You canât keep me here against my will.â
âI can.â
She starts to sit up in the bed but I put my hands on her shoulders, pushing her back into the bed.
âYou will not leave. The children are safe.â
She glares up at me, and the unspoken word that I didnât say simmers between us.
Our children.
âYou donât know anything, Dino. You have no idea why my father had me in Brasilia for the last two years. Also, do you think that I escaped him just to be trapped by someone else?â
I snarl at her. âI. Donât. Care.â
âHeâs going to marry me off, Dino.â
The silence is so loud, you could hear a pin drop.
Marisol.
Marrying.
Someone else.
âHeâs in debt. Like, a lot of it. Some of his fields were taken over in a government coup, and he canât persuade the new president for anything to give them back. All of it was confiscated. Thousands of tons of product. He canât make his payments, his shipments are all empty, and every day that he doesnât have it, is another day that he continues to lose money. Heâs desperate. Iâve never seen him like this before. Heâs auctioning me off to the highest bidder, essentially, and Iâm the only leverage he has.â
Her words cut through the ringing in my ears. I hear them, but Iâm still not certain that I understand.
Marisol looks up at me, her brown eyes wide. âPlease, Dino. He doesnât care about his grandchildren. Heâll do anything to get me back. He has my mother, and I think if I donât go back to him, something awful is going to happen to her. If it hasnât already,â her voice drops to a whisper.
My blood feels like itâs roaring so loud, I can barely hear her.
âI have to. Or heâs going to hurt these people, and I canât let him hurt the people I love. I canât let him hurt Gia and Elio and Sal and Caterina, not when they were so nice and helped me. Not when Gia helped me escape him that first time,â she whispers.
I notice that Iâm not on the list of people she cares about. It should sting.
But it doesnât.
âYou and your goddamn sense of integrity,â I growl. When she found me on the beach and told me she canât call herself a kind person if she doesnât act in a kind way, I thought it was cute. A little idealistic, but cute.
Now, itâs just annoying.
âItâs not integrity. Itâs common decency. I canât sacrifice people I care about to save myself. Plus,â she adds, looking down. âItâs pointless. Heâs going to come for me one way or another. I might as well make it a little less damaging when he does.â
Fuck that.
I grunt and push back. She stares at me, wide-eyed, her chest rising and falling as her nostrils flare.
âDonât move,â I grunt.
With that, I walk out and slam the door behind me.
I storm upstairs. Gia and Caterina are sitting at the kitchen table. Judging by the amount of food and the silence, they managed to cut the party short. Thereâs no longer a crowd of people floating around, and while I have no idea where the kids are, I assume theyâve put everyone either to bed or locked them up as well.
I canât talk to the twins yet.
Iâ¦
I donât even know if they know Iâm their father.
The thought makes my stomach twist with anxiety. Instead of uncovering why I feel so sick at the thought of meeting my own children, I square my feet and look at the women sitting at the kitchen table
âWhereâs Elio?â I bark.
Gia frowns at me. âHeâs at the front gate, checking on the guardsâ¦â
The rest of the sentence doesnât matter to me. I turn and spin, marching down toward the gate house.
The air is warm, unseasonably so, but thatâs fine with me. It echoes the heat I feel from the hatred in my heart.
Marisol canât marry someone else.
Itâs been years. I never really thought that there was a future for us, sure, but she never so much as looked at another man. When I rediscovered her a few years ago, I was so fucking happy that she didnât have a boyfriend or a husband.
Iâve been watching her ever since.
She hasnât so much as gone on a date. Hell, I donât think sheâs even glanced at another man.
So for her to get married?
Itâs not fucking happening.
She canât marry you, idiot.
The thought nearly stops me in my tracks.
Iâm not good enough for Marisol. I know that, beyond a shadow of a doubt.
But at the very least, I can make sure she doesnât marry anyone else.
The gate house is full of people. I step inside, quietly filing in behind Sal.
Elioâs speaking.
âThere are round-the-clock patrols. Do not let a single person enter this area who is not approved. No one goes in or out,â he says to the crowd. âWe are on total lockdown. Nobody will come into this place of ours without our knowledge, and no one will leave. Do not underestimate the threat before us. Andrei Moretti has been trained as an assassin since he had his feet beneath him as a baby. Benicio Souza⦠I do not need to tell you what a threat he is,â Elio says calmly to the gathered crowd. âHe will stop at nothing to get what he wants. Until Marisol can leave, and feels able to, we will ensure that our family, our people, and our organization remain safe. This is not our battle,â he says to the crowd.
Anger flares in me. Not our battle?
Marisol is mine. The twins are mine.
Here again, the difference between us stands. When it is Elioâs family at risk, itâs all hands on deck.
But when itâs mine?
Not our battle.
I feel Sal shuffle next to me, and I want to turn and slam my displeasure into his face. However, he merely nods, agreeing with Elioâs words.
As he always has.
Elio finishes giving his orders.
The gathered soldiers nod before filing out.
After a moment, Elio gestures to Sal and me. âCome. Let us see if there are any weaknesses in the fence.â
Walking the fence seems like a weird way to spend the time, especially considering that Elio likely wants to be inside checking on his family, but I follow all the same.
Outside of the iron fence that guards Elioâs home, the New York forest is oddly quiet. The air is still, almost like thereâs nothing moving in the woods, and even the normal noises youâd expect, like bugs or frogs, are muted. I donât hear anything except the crunch of gravel under our shoes as we walk the path that goes around the perimeter of Elioâs compound. We make it the whole way around and back to the gravel road when Sal finally speaks.
âYou canât keep her here,â Sal says quietly.
I stop. âYou donât get to fucking tell me what to do.â
âItâs not safe.â
âSheâs not safe out there.â
âSouza wants her,â Elio says calmly. âHeâs her father. She knows him best. Perhaps weâ¦.â
He pauses.
Thereâs a shape walking up the road.
The three of us react. I reach for the knife in my belt. Sal shines a flashlight on the person.
And Elio sprints for them.
The split second before Elio flies in, arm poised to punch the stranger in the face, is when I realize who it is.
âMarco?â
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