Dino De Luca.
Having a photographic memory isnât a bad thing. Itâs an inconvenience a lot of the time, sure, but in this situation Iâm happy that my mother made me memorize the family trees of every single connected family that she could think of.
Because when I find him on the beach, I know exactly who he is.
And the fact that he doesnât know who I am?
It makes me feelâ¦
Sexy.
Mysterious.
Like for once, Iâm the one in charge, and Iâm running my life.
Instead of the exact opposite.
Heâs cute.
If he knew that I was Benicio Souzaâs daughter, he might⦠Iâm not sure. Run? Kidnap me?
Iâd welcome the kidnapping, honestly. If I didnât know my dad would burn down the entire world, and everyone in it, to get me back, Iâd happily be kidnapped.
I inch closer.
Why is he lying there? Maybe heâs drunk.
Maybe heâs dead.
I wonderâ¦
If I could pay money to stop dreaming about Dino De Luca, I would. Literally. Any of the painstaking savings that Iâve stolen from my father, one piece at a time?
Iâd do it if I could just not dream about him.
However, I guess that itâs kind of a moot point at the moment. Because unfortunately, this time I need him.
Iâve spent my whole adult life trying to forget Dino De Luca.
And Iâve spent the past seventy-two hours trying to find him.
My whole body hurts. I blink, my eyes feeling thick and heavy, as I struggle to wake up.
One thought, however, wakes me right up.
The twins.
Angie and Maia. My babies.
âWhere are my babies?â I slur.
Iâm not even really sure where the question is going. I have no idea where I am. I vaguely remember the sounds of a party, and screaming Dinoâs nameâ but after thatâI must have passed out.
âTheyâre safe,â a familiar voice soothes me. âTheyâre currently stuffing themselves with pizza and trying to keep Luna from eating an entire chocolate cake by herself.â
âLuna?â I croak.
âMy daughter,â a different voice says. While Gia Rossi is all brass and confidence, this voice is softer. Milder.
This must be Caterina.
My eyes are still struggling to focus, but slowly I can see shapes crystalizing into people. It seems like Iâm surrounded by so many faces, for a second my brain clicks and whirrs, trying to place all of them.
Then, I do.
Elio Rossi.
Caterina De Luca, now Rossi.
Gia Rossi, who waves at me and smiles.
Sal De Luca, glowering in the back.
And, an old man with a stethoscope.
âThis is Doctor Cutrali,â Elio says, his voice heavily accented. Grew up in Italy, I remember from his file. Itâs a credit to Giaâs language skills that, while she also grew up with Elio in Italy, her accent is as American as apple pie.
Itâs even better than mine, and I worked hard to make sure no one knows my first language is Portuguese.
I look at the older man. Doctor Cutrali. The name clicks with the face, and my memory registers them.
Now, Iâll never forget him.
The doctor smiles. âHello madam.â His accent is thick too, and also definitely Italian. I wonder if Elio brought him from home⦠âI have been the Rossi family doctor since these two were just small babies,â he adds.
That explains that. âThank you,â I whisper.
My throat hurts.
Iâm sure I know why, but at the moment, Iâd rather not remember.
Because Iâm sure itâs bad.
âYouâve had quite a hard time, no?â the doctor leans forward. He nods to my stomach. âLuckily, that knife did not go deeper than your skin. Youâll have a nasty scar across the rib, but you know sometimes a scar is just a chance to tell a good story.â
I bark a small laugh at that. âI donât want to tell that type of story.â
âA wise woman, then.â
The doctor nods at Elio and stands. âIâll be back tomorrow. She should rest. She may see her children, and Iâd like to make sure they are well.â
âThey are,â I say confidently. âThey werenât⦠thereâs no physical damage.â
The mental stress of seeing their grandmother kidnapped, and running from the men who grabbed her in plain sight?
Iâm not sure any of us will get over that.
My heart squeezes, but my mom is a tough woman. Sheâs survived Benicio Souza before. Sheâs actually the only one of his many wives and mistresses who is still standing, probably because shortly after having me, she moved us to her parentsâ horse farm in Florida.
Well, that, and sheâs a crack shot. She shot my dad in the chest, once.
I think he kind of liked it.
I thought that the twins and I would be safe with her in Fort Lauderdale. Heâs never tried to take the twins back to Brasilia, and theyâve lived there since they were about six months old. I lived with them, and he didnât care until recently. He only came for me, two years ago, because he remembered that as of yet, I am unmarried.
I donât want to get married.
I didnât think that heâd look for me at my momâs, but I guess he did. Why he decided to kidnap her is probably going to be a huge problem, but I can only assume sheâs alive.
I hope she will survive him now.
I shuffle, and the stitches along my ribs twinge. I gasp and Gia shoos Elio out of the way, coming to sit by my side. âThat was a nasty cut, girl.â
âYeah,â I grunt. âIt wasnât really fun for me either.â
Her hand slips into mine. âItâs good to see you again.â
I grin. Gia and I met about a year ago when my father took her hostage too.
Gia doesnât take kindly to being a hostage. Not even a week in my fatherâs compound in Brasilia, and she got us both the hell out of there.
I had no idea that she was Dinoâs sister-in-law until she told me. Being trapped in my fatherâs house, Iâd missed the Rossi-De Luca nuptials.
Not that I would have been invited.
Being a Souza, I donât get invited.
Ever.
Because people would rather invite a starving tiger to a wedding than anyone who shares my fatherâs name.
âWhat happened?â Gia asks.
I sigh.
I shouldnât tell them. These people owe me nothing, and Iâm the daughter of a man who, for some reason or another, has decided that they need to be wiped from the face of the earth.
They deserve to know, though.
âAfter we left my fatherâs house in Brazil, I went to go live with my mother and the twins in Fort Lauderdale. Father has never once tried to bother with my mother, not when she lives in the United States.â
âHeâs on the top ten?â the question comes from Sal, and itâs referencing my fatherâs place on the DEAâs most-wanted list.
I nod. âYes. He still is. Heâs wanted and will be apprehended on sight should he get caught.â
Despite what the movies say, itâs still a pretty formidable barrier to enter the States, especially when your face is an arrest-on-sight mandate. My father is, surprisingly, quite risk-averse for being one of the most brutal cartel leaders in South America.
Itâs never been worth the risk.
âSo you thought youâd be safe in Florida,â Sal says softly.
Of course I did. âI never would have put my kids at risk, De Luca,â I respond.
The room seems to react to that.
I get the impression, pretty immediately, that everyone in this room would do whatever it takes to keep their kids safe.
âAnd youâre here becauseâ¦. Holy shit,â Giaâs eyes widen. âHe came for you.â
âHe did. He took my mom. The twins and I made it out, and drove north. We made it to Hoboken before he found us.â
âHe?â
God, Iâm afraid to even say his name. I harden myself. Heâs not some kind of spirit; I canât summon him by speaking the word three times. âAndrei. My fatherâs⦠assassin.â For lack of a better word.
I guess you could say heâs a fixer. Heâs my fatherâs go-to guy, and heâs terrifyingly amazing at what he does. Had he been present that day in Brasilia, I have no doubt that Gia and I would not have escaped.
I think at the time, he was in Morocco, but I canât be sure.
Heâs like the Terminator.
We barely managed to escape him, but heâs the one who gave me the epic knife wound on my stomach.
Elioâs face twists. âAndrei Moretti?â
âI see youâve heard of him,â I say darkly.
âYouâre lucky to be alive,â he responds. Turning, Elio grabs his phone and starts barking orders in Italian.
I hope heâs doubling the guard. Tripling it, even.
Not that it will matter. Andrei is absolutely insane. Iâve seen him walk into a field of government soldiers and come out alive.
Alive, and the only survivor.
âWhatever youâre doing, it wonât matter,â I call to Elio. âHeâs after one thing.â
Giaâs face looks pale. âLet me guess⦠you?â
I nod sharply. âI.. I didnât know where else to go,â I say honestly. âI knew that I needed to get the twins to safety, andâ¦â
And I knew, in my heart, that their father would look out for them.
Or, if nothing else, their Zia Gia would.
âTheyâre safe with us,â Gia assures me.
I nod. âThey will be. He doesnât want them. He only wants me. â
Giaâs eyes widen. âNo, Marisol. You canâtâ¦â
âI can,â I whisper. âI have to.â
Surely she understands that.
âAs soon as I can, Iâm going to go find him. Iâm going to let him take me back to my father. I just⦠I needed to know that the twins were safe.â
The room is dead silent. I shut my eyes. âIâll go as soon as I can.â
âLike hell you will,â a voice rasps.
My eyes snap open.
In the doorway, thereâs a familiar shape.
My heart aches, meeting Dinoâs dark green ones for the first time in almost a decade.
âYouâre not going anywhere,â he snarls.
Heart thumping in my chest, I hold my head up high.
âYou donât get to say that,â I respond.
âYes, Marisol. I definitely fucking do.â
The room clears out quite quickly after that.
Gia gives Dino a meaningful glare, while cheerfully informing me that she will happily tase him if she needs to. I give her a grateful squeeze before she files out, the rest of the crew behind her.
Dino shuts the door behind them, but I have no doubt that theyâre hovering in the hallway.
Itâs weird. Even though Dino is Caterina and Salâs brother, itâs almost like theyâre closer to their respective partners than they are to him.
For a second, I realize that Dino must beâ¦
Incredibly lonely.
I shift, uncomfortable with the realization. I assumed that if he was here, with his people, then heâd be fine.
Welcome, even.
But I donât know that âwelcomeâ is how Iâd describe their relationship with him.
He stares at me.
And I stare back at him.
He looks⦠different. Obviously, time has passed since we last saw each other. And I know I look different too.
But where time might have softened some of my edges, theyâve hardened his.
Heâs wearing a plain white t-shirt and loose shorts, an outfit that I imagine is something he wears when heâs at home or relaxing, but it doesnât make him look vulnerable. Quite the opposite, it makes him lookâ¦
Well, he looks like he just escaped jail and threw on the first thing he could find.
His face is all angles. Thereâs nothing of the boy that I found on the beach all those years ago.
Even his eyes look different. Theyâve always been such a dark green they look almost black, but now, thereâs nothing even hinting at the green.
They seem to burn, like something inside of him is on fire.
Beneath the lines of his face, I can see the column of his throat. Itâs covered in dark ink, but as he steps closer, I can see something else.
Thereâs a long, twisted scar running across his neck.
The kind you only get when someone tries to cut your throat.
Oh, Dino.
I donât know what to say to him. Iâve imagined this moment a thousand times, but right now, all of my carefully rehearsed speeches seem to be completely pointless.
I have a perfect memory. I thought I remembered exactly who Dino was.
I was totally wrong.
Suddenly, Iâm self-conscious. I know that we never really knew each other, butâ¦
I kind of knew him.
He was my first, after all. The first and only man that Iâve ever had sex with.
My heart cracks a little with the realization that Dino, the sweet young man who treated me so well that night, might be gone forever.
And I have no clue who this one is.
Iâm still wondering what to say when he opens his mouth. âYouâre not going anywhere.â
That voice.
Dino had a deep voice before. But now, I can tell that thereâs been some damage to his vocal cords. His voice is raspy and low, like every word is an effort. It makes chills break out and race over my skin, and it turns my head so that Iâm focused on his lips.
Thereâs a scar crossing his mouth as well, and I lick my own lips as I look at it.
What happened to you?
I blink up at him, realizing that I never responded. âSo now youâre going to hold me hostage too?â
âYes,â he says without hesitation. âIâm absolutely going to do that.â
God, thereâs not an ounce of doubt in his voice. He really will try to keep me here.
I canât let that happen.
I sigh and shake my head. âNo, Dino. You canât. Itâs not safe.â
âItâs safer than you walking back out there. Safer than putting yourself at your fatherâs mercy. Safer than surrendering to fucking Andrei Moretti,â he hisses.
Every word sounds like an effort.
And, with every sentence, he moves a step closer to me until heâs hovering at the edge of the hospital bed.
I can hear the small heart monitor next to me start to kick up.
Oh. Thatâs my heartbeat.
Dino notices it too. He looks over at the monitor, then back at me.
âScared, Princess?â
I shake my head. âNo.â
âI think your heart says otherwise.â
âYou donât know anything about my heart, Dino De Luca.â
âI think we both know more about each other than we let on, Marisol Souza.â
My eyes widen, then narrow. âGia told you.â
âGia didnât need to tell me,â he says quietly. âI knew.â
âYou⦠what?â
He extends his hands, placing them against the plastic rail of the hospital bed. He leans forward, until his eyes are so close, I can see the slight ring of forest green around his pupils.
Dark green. I knew it.
The color is somehow comforting to me.
I look down at his knuckles, noticing the tattoos. They cover his hands completely, and then run up his arms. Itâs unclear to me what they are. A tumble of words and images, some whole, some bisected by scars.
How many scars does Dino have?
He shifts again, this time leaning forward. I catch the very top of a large letter M, tucked right at the top of his collarbone, before I look up at him.
âI knew, Marisol. I knew about the twins. I knew about you. And I know for sure that now that I have you? I am never, ever fucking letting you go again.â
The words should scare me. This is not my Dino. Not the man I remember.
Instead, however, I bite my lip.
Because Iâm not scared of him.
Or, if I am, thereâs an even bigger truth.
I like being scared of him.
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