The dream of Marisol gives a lightness to my step that I have to get under control. I donât want Andrei to get suspicious, or for Benicio to notice
Having her body twist against mine in the rain wasâ¦
Well.
Pretty fuckinâ incredible.
Itâs still raining the next morning, which is a sweet reminder of the way she tasted with raindrops against her skin.
Itâs enough to make a growl rasp through my broken vocal cords.
Marisol is fuckinâ mine.
And anyone who stands between us is going to get wrecked.
My hand is on the knob of my shitty barracks room when I hear a rap from the other side. Cautiously, I open it, peering out.
Johnnyâs on the other side.
I tense; the look on his face is enough to make my chest tighten. âWhat.â
âItâs your turn, bro,â he whispers.
Fuck.
Marisol and I had such a fuckinâ good night together, I forgot about the next task from her father.
âHow did yours go?â
Johnnyâs face, already drawn and pale, gets even whiter. âMan⦠I just⦠I donâtâ¦â
I clap him on the shoulder. âYou did what you needed to, Johnny. Thatâs all you need to remind yourself.â
He gulps.
I know that feeling.
Humans only have a certain capacity for violence. We arenât born that way. I know thereâs all kinds of shit out there claiming that humans are like violent, hateful creatures or whatever, but few of us pop out into the world screaming for blood.
Some of us learn to have a higher capacity than others, though, when it comes to giving the world as good as we get. If the world was a cruel place full of harsh shit to us then, wellâ¦
Some of us learn to be even more cruel.
From the look on his face, though, I can tell Johnny isnât one of those people. I donât have time to baby him through this butâ¦
Fuck.
The guyâs been good to me. I owe it to him to at least check and see if heâs alright.
âYou good?â I ask, a little reluctant to open this fuckinâ can of worms.
Johnny shakes his head. âNo. I⦠As soon as you give me the word, man, Iâm fuckinâ tellinâ Marco to pull me.â
Jesus. Way to layer on the fuckinâ guilt as well. âYou can leave whenever you need. Marco doesnât know shit about me or what Iâve done, and I donât fuckinâ need his charity.â
This gets Johnnyâs attention. âSo you knew about how to get into the pool all by yourself? And that your girl went for a swim? That was all you?â
Fuck me. âMan, I didnât meanâ ââ
He holds up a hand, cutting me off. âLook. You have a big-ass chip on your shoulder, and I get it. I really do. Iâve watched the De Luca boys for a long time, man, and I know exactly how your family fucking functions. But shit. You keep throwing help back in my fucking face, and in other peopleâs fucking faces, and youâre going to not get it. Ever. Fucking. Again.â
I blink.
This is the most aggressive that Iâve ever heard Johnny be.
Like.
Ever.
âJohnnyâ¦â
He shrugs me off and walks away.
I need to get my ass to the main house to figure out what the fuck Benicio wants me to do with his goddamn prisoners, but for a second, I watch Johnnyâs receding back as he walks down the long hallway to his room in the barracks.
Iâve been an outsider in my own home for so long, it doesnât even occur to me that people in my family want to help without any other motive.
Johnny doesnât know me. Not really. He hasnât watched Marco and Sal get every ounce of love from the man who I thought was my father, with nothing left for me. He didnât see both of our parents dote on fucking Caterina like she hung the fucking moon. He didnât see everyone else get time and attentionâ¦
Except me.
He doesnât fucking know.
When I was a kid, Marco would help, but it came at a cost. Namely, my fucking freedom.
Thereâs a cost now. I know there is.
I just donât know what that cost is right now.
What if there isnât?
I push the thought aside, burying it deep in my mind.
Of course thereâs a fucking cost.
Things donât work in that fucking rainbows-and-sunshine way. Marco might be my brother, but our family doesnât work like that. We donât do shit for each other. We donât expect things to just be given to us.
Well.
Caterina does, I guess.
But Sal and Marco and I have had to fucking fight our way into the good graces of this fuckinâ family. Literally, if youâre me. Iâve had to take on so much shit just to even be considered fuckinâ part of the goddamn picture.
All because you werenât really his son.
And he knew it.
The wound that Iâve never had a name for, buried deep in my chest, aches again.
I slam the door to my barracks room shut.
Marco isnât looking out for me. He wants something from me. I make a mental note to ensure Johnny gets the hell out of here after this.
Heâs not built for this shit.
Not like I am.
I crack my neck as I prowl down the hallway toward the main house. Benicio Souza wants me to torture some fucking pissant to see if heâs stealing?
Fuck it.
Heâll have that information from me. Ten fucking minutes, flat.
The scar on my neck tingles, and a grimace crosses my features.
Yeah.
I can torture information out of this poor fuck. Iâll have no fucking problem with it.
I learned from the best, after all.
My brother-in-law, my brothers⦠they taught me all I need to know about how to cause pain.
This motherfucker is about to learn every lesson Iâve learnedâ¦
The hard way.
Standing in front of Benicio, my hands at some form of parade rest behind my back, I truly canât believe that this fucker is related to Marisol.
I donât see it.
Marisol is⦠soft. Sunshine. Sheâs the sweetness that Iâve never experienced, and sheâs all things good.
Benicio Souza is hard.
Life has really chewed him the fuck up and spit him out, because he looks every inch of his age as he surveys me as well.
Yeah.
He looks nothing like my Marisol.
If her mom had a different father for Marisol, sheâs hid that well, because for whatever reason Benicio seems to accept Marisol as his child without question.
Ironic, that he could do that and my own fucking dad couldnât.
He opens his mouth and some fucking language that I donât know spills out.
I donât respond, choosing instead to just glare at him.
Benicioâs eyes narrow. âItâs Greek.â
My jaw stays clenched the fuck shut.
âYouâd think that if you were a Drakos, youâd know how to speak Greek.â
Interesting.
He seemed pretty fluent when he vomited out the Greek phrase just now. Iâm not an expert, and I sure as fuck donât speak Greek, but I wonder if this is a way that they might be connected.
Marisol also seems to have a gift with languages too.
For a fleeting second, I think about my own kids. I donât know them. Not in the fucking slightest. Genetically, theyâre obviously mine, as they do look like me.
But beyond thatâ¦
Would anyone say that itâs clear that theyâre mine?
More than that, what are they like?
Are they good with languages? Are they⦠like me?
Or are they soft and sweet like Marisol?
My fucking knuckles crack as I think of my girls. My girls.
I might not have been much of a fuckinâ father, but I can protect them the best I know how.
If theyâve been hurt, ever, if this man has ever tried to fucking do anything to themâ¦
No matter what, theyâre this manâs grandchildren.
Fucking hell.
âDonât talk much, do you, Drakos?â
I tilt my head. âOnly when it matters.â
âYou sound American.â
I donât say anything to him.
Benicio sighs, leaning back in his chair. Weâre somewhere in the barracks, in a basement thatâs somehow buried underneath them. The walls around me are cement, the ceiling is cement, and the floor is a wreck of disjointed cement and cinder blocks. It looks like a drunk mole came down here to lay the whole thing, and it doesnât make me feel super confident about the whole fucking structure.
Likely, Benicio had his men build it, and not one of them seems to have a lick of fuckinâ sense, or even two goddamn brain cells to rub together between them.
Let alone any knowledge of building or code.
The glimpses of bare walls that I see, though, make me think that they somehow drilled into bedrock to be down here, but it looks like limestone, which is about as sturdy as a fucking house of cards.
This whole thing is probably as sturdy, and it makes me nervous. If I get trapped down here, how will Marisolâ¦
Shut the fuck up. Do what you need to do. And get her the hell out of here.
I did made a note of the labyrinth of stairs and fucking curves that took us down here, but even I would have a hard time finding my way out of here.
Itâs a fucking mess, but if I need to get myself the fuck out of here, I will.
The fucking rain isnât helping. Itâs been coming down for another day, still at the same strength as last night. At this point, itâs seeping into the rocks around us, and the whole basement of this fucking place has all the ambiance of a medieval dungeon. I can hear dripping sounds, and there are small puddles of water beneath
So much for a fuckinâ rainforest.
âWell. If you wonât talk, I doubt youâll do well with this,â Benicio sneers.
I raise an eyebrow. âIâm not the one who fuckinâ needs to talk, right?â
His eyes narrow, glaring at me. âI donât like you.â
âGood,â I say.
The word seems to piss him off, but then he laughs. âYouâre a hell of a contender, though. When you punched the Russian in his face? I havenât seen a move like that since the eighties.â
I nod.
Benicio sighs and waves at one of his fucking henchmen. I hear a door clang, and the sound of shuffling feet throws me off.
A man, dragged by the goon that Benicio indicated, appears in the room.
The goon tugs his head back, and my heart kicks up a beat.
I know this man.
How the fuck do I know this guy?
âThis man isnât one of mine. However, I did find him sniffing around the building a while back. Heâs been here for a while, heâs eating my food like a rat, and I need to figure out who he is and why heâs here,â Benicio says softly.
The manâs eyes widen when they look at me.
He knows me too. Howâ¦
âI will give you thirty minutes. Figure out who he is. Kill him if heâs a threat,â Benicio sneers.
With all the grace of a bloated corpse, Benicio rises from his chair and leaves the room. The henchmen do too, with the exception of one who positions himself at the door, presumably to report back that Iâm not a soft fucking baby.
I do a quick assessment.
The manâs hands are bound, and thereâs a gag in his mouth. He looks skinny as fuck, and I know that he probably is weak too.
Thereâs no way heâs going to hurt me.
I stride forward, my hands going to the gag. I rip it off and get down in his face. âWho the fuck are you?â I snarl.
The man blinks, looking up at me. âLuca,â he breathes.
I lean back on my heels.
Holy fuck.
I do know this man.
He works at our shipping business. For my brother. Heâs an enforcer, and a goddamn good one at that. Got married a couple of years back.
I was at his fucking wedding.
âLuca?â I say, my mind racing. âHowâ¦â
âI was helping Marco,â he breathes. âKeep tabs, so Ben⦠he didnât hurt the girls.â
The words are like a slap in the face. Fuck me.
If he was helping Marco monitor Benicio, to make sure that Souza didnât do anything to hurt my kids, he was helping me.
Which means Luca had to leave his pretty wifeâ¦
For me.
âFuck,â I mutter.
Luca heaves a breath. âI know⦠what you need to doâ¦â he rasps. He shuts his eyes and collapses, turning into a puddle on the floor.
âJust make it quick. And tell her⦠tell her I love her,â he whispers.
I shut my eyes.
Fucking hell.
Iâm not good at this part. The strategy stuff isnât for me. Itâs for Marco and Sal, who are fucking smart and shit.
Iâm just Dino. The bruiser. The fuckinâ muscle to send in when you donât want to solve the fuckinâ problem.
This isnât something that I know how to handle.
I need time.
âListen. Iâm not going to kill you. But Iâm⦠I donât know if I can get you out of here,â I say honestly.
Luca nods. âI know.â
âFucking hell. And I⦠man. I donât know what else to say except this is gonna hurt,â I whisper.
Luca looks up at me. âDo it.â
Fuck.
This is bad. Iâm good at fighting, but I canât just⦠hurt someone who is sitting on the ground, staring at me.
You have to.
You fucking have to.
I let the thought spur me into action, and I slam my fist into his nose.
Luca doesnât do shit.
I do it again. Again. His back. His shoulders. By the time Iâm done, heâs a bloody fucking mess, but heâs still breathing.
That, I know.
I open the door, motioning for the goon. âDone,â I grunt.
The goon stares at me.
âHeâs not fuckinâ dead,â I snarl. âI know who he is and I know Benicio wants him alive.â
Itâs a lie.
But I donât know what else to do.
The goon stares at me again.
âTake. Him. And. Iâm. Going. To. Benicio,â I repeat slowly.
That seems to get some traction. The goon hauls Luca up, and I walk to the edge of the hallwayâ¦
Then I turn.
I mark the door that the guard slams Luca into before quickly pivoting and dashing up the stairs.
I have no fucking clue what Iâm doing. I need to tell Benicio some bullshit, but firstâ¦
I need to find Johnny.
Luca doesnât deserve this shit. Iâm not going to tell his wife that he fucking died in a basement in Brazil.
And, if Johnny wants outâ¦
I think I might be able to get the both of them gone before Benicio can fuck with them any more.
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