I dream of Marisol.
Itâs so fresh in my mind now, all the things that I used to think I had imagined. The way she tastes. The sweet smell of her. The little moans that she makes when sheâs kissing. The feel of her thick hair wrapped around my fist. Half of these things I thought that I fuckinâ made up, because thereâs no way that they could be real.
Thereâs no way that they could have been as good as I remembered them.
Except now, itâs clear that they are that good. I kissed Marisol yesterday, and now my mind keeps running through the sensations that arenât forgotten anymore.
Theyâre fresh.
Marisol is real. The spark I thought I might have imagined between us is still a fuckinâ five-alarm fire.
And I still gotta win this fuckinâ thing to get her home.
Johnny raps on the door frame. âHey boss,â he grins, looking me up and down. âI see you didnât die from some kind of freak spider incident.â
âNope. Did not.â
âDid you get to see yourââ
I cut him off, pulling him into the room and shutting the door. âDamn, Johnny,â I hiss. âShut the fuck up where people can hear you.â
âNo oneâs here, man. The Russian and his fuckinâ lackey are out running laps in the garden.â
I raise an eyebrow. âWhy?â
âProbably because your girl is out there and they think that they have some kind of chance with her if she sees them without their shirts on.â
I snort. Marisol isnât someone thatâs impressed by shit like that.
We donât really know each other.
Her words from yesterday echo in my mind. I sit up on my bed, looking over at Johnny. âYou have shoes you can run in?â
âMan, I can run in basically anything. Come on, Dino. You know better than to ask that,â he grins.
âGood. Letâs go.â
Johnny trails me out into the barracks hallway, and then to the main house and garden area. I say the garden, but itâs really so much more than that. Thereâs a terrace that backs up to the house, which is where the fight took place, and is the only place that Iâve currently seen Benicio sit out on. Itâs also the only place that Iâve seen Marisol outside of the house, so I assume itâs a somewhat integral part of this whole place.
The garden is much bigger. It extends for about an acre, maybe an acre and a half, to the north of the house away from the terrace. The houseâs main entrance is on the South side, with the pool wall, and secret maintenance tunnel, arching to the west.
The day is hot. It feels oppressively humid, like the clouds above us are heavy, and theyâre sinking down to ground level.
âFuck this,â Johnny pants as we make our way to the garden terrace. âItâs so humid out here, I think that Iâm going to just turn into a damn frog or something.â
âYouâre from New Jersey. You can handle a little humidity,â I call back at him.
Johnny, however, clearly doesnât agree. As we run, he continues to mutter and gripe, but I tune it out.
When we get to the terrace, I can see the Russian and his creepy friend doing what I can only think are some kind of fucked-up Soviet calisthenics. Johnny runs up behind me and stares at the sight.
âBro. Are they like training to be the bad guys in Top Gun?â
âI think theyâre trying to be impressive,â I say with a look up at where Marisol is sitting under an umbrella.
God, she looks so fuckinâ good. Her hair is curling in the humidity, a riot of curls that I want to run my fingers through, just to feel them.
âYour girl clearly doesnât give a shit if theyâre halfway through the Russian gymnastic training program. But you know who does?â
I look over at where heâs staring.
âFuck me,â I mutter.
Moretti has his eyes glued to us like a goddamn bird dog.
âAny particular reason why the scariest assassin in the world is looking at you like youâre in the sights of his scope?â
I donât answer.
Thereâs no way Moretti knows about me and Marisol in the pool yesterday. For one, if he did, she wouldnât be out here on this patio.
For another thing, if he knew, Iâd already be dead.
Still, he clearly heavily suspects something, and heâs watching me with those weird, flat eyes.
I fuckinâ hate that guy.
âHeads up. Big guy on deck,â Johnny whispers.
We walk closer, trying to look casual. Benicio Souza enters the terrace, his pug-faced security chief behind him. Morettiâs eyes flick to the security chief, and when the injured man sees him, he adjusts his hand, which looks damn uncomfortable wrapped in a mummy bandage.
Interesting.
Clearly, Iâm not the only person that Moretti has dark thoughts about. However, given that mine are because of Marisol, Iâm curious what beef he has with the security chief.
And whether or not I can use it to my advantage.
âWell. How appropriate that we are all gathered here today,â Souza beams like weâre all his fuckinâ children. âI was just going to call for you, because I have your next challenge. Please, come, join me,â he smiles, gesturing to some chairs that the staff are bringing out to the terrace.
Exchanging a look with Johnny, we walk over. The Russian puts his shirt back on, which is a fuckinâ blessing for all of us.
Nobody wants to see that shit.
âSit, sit,â Benicio croons. Itâs fuckinâ creepy how heâs acting right now. Heâs got it into his head that heâs like⦠some kind of benevolent grandfather.
Not a sadistic, murder-minded cartel leader.
We sit in the chairs. Iâm on the end, then Johnny, then the Russian, then the Romanian. The other contestants, it seems, have backed the fuck out.
Good.
From where Iâm sitting, I can see Marisol and Moretti out of the corner of my eye. Marisol continues to read her book, which makes my heart sing. Sheâs clearly doing her best to make it seem like sheâs stayinâ out of all this, and like she doesnât care who is here, what the outcome is, or just generally what the fuck is going on.
Keep âem guessinâ, baby girl.
Benicio claps his hands. âWonderful. Now that weâre assembled, Paulo will go get the appropriate and necessary elements of this challenge.â
The fuck?
Marisol pauses, her fingers lingering on one of the pages of her book. Moretti shifts on his feet, looking over at her.
No, baby. You need to make sure he doesnât think thereâs anythinâ happeninâ.
She starts to read again, and the tension in my shoulders dissipates.
Slightly.
âThis test will be one of practicality. You see, as the person who will find themselves at the center of my universe, and the one who will handle my business while I enjoy a blissful retirement, you will need to demonstrate an appropriate level of intuition. The last test showed me who was the most bloodthirstyââ his eyes drift over to me ââAnd this test will show me who can take that level of blood and turn it into a productive element.â
A shiver of unease skates up my spine.
âThe leader of my organization will need to understand who to trust, you see. They will need to know who they can rely on to accomplish the needs of the business, and who they will not be able to trust. In the event, of course, that there is a breach in trust, they will need to know who to punish.â
Thereâs movement off to the right, where the barracks and the garages and all that shit are. I look, turning away from staring at Marisol.
My knuckles go white as I clench my fists against themselves.
Six heavily armed guards are pushing five men forward. The men look like theyâre in rough shape; each one has a bag over their head, and their clothes are covered in what looks like blood, with varying states of tears and rips over each one. Some of the clothing is really closer to rags, which makes me wonder how long these men have been imprisoned.
âThis is not fuckinâ good,â Johnny says.
Yeah.
He can say that again.
The men are frog-marched forward, then dropped to their knees in front of us. Iâd look over at Marisol, but right now, the best thing that I can do is figure out what the fuck kind of fresh hell this is.
If I donât get out of here, neither does Marisol.
So I need to get my shit together and get the lay of the fuckinâ land.
âIn front of you, you see five men. These men are among my staff, men that I had trusted. Men that I thought were on my side, who had passed all my tests. One of them is stealing from me. It is your job to figure out who, and what they stole. You will each receive twenty-four hours with them. Volkov, you will have the first attempt. In an hour you will be escorted to where I am holding them. The rest of you will be fetched as it is your turn. In four days, you will each take your turn to announce who you believe the traitor to be, and what you belive they stole. Now leave,â he barks.
Johnny and I stand. Robotically, we walk toward the barracks, coming close to the prisoners that are being forced to kneel on the ground, their hands tied, guns pointed at the backs of their necks.
Itâs chilling.
Iâve seen Elio do some shit. Hell, Iâve seen Marco do some shit. Iâve seen my dad punish someone, and Iâve been in a fight more than once that ended with some pretty brutal fuckinâ shit.
This is different.
It feels like Iâm watching something thatâs supposed to happen in a world I know nothing about. Our world is brutal, but there are rules. Thereâs a way that you deal with people who have betrayed you, and itâs not usually like this. Itâs cleaner. You fuckinâ hurt them back and then theyâre either dead or you move on with your life, point blank, period.
This?
This is violence.
I feel uneasy about the whole thing. I donât know how to interrogate people. Thatâs Salâs job. My job is just to beat the shit out of them.
My throat itches where Elio cut it with a knife, once.
I know what it feels like to be tortured, and thatâs for damn sure.
When we make it back to the barracks room, I grab Johnny and slam him into my room. âDo you know how to contact Marco?â I hiss.
Johnnyâs eyes are wide. âMan, I was just thinkinâ the same thing.â
âNo the fuck you werenât. I want you to get in contact with him, and Iâm going to need to talk to Sal.â
âSal?â Johnnyâs eyes go wide. âDude. I want to get the fuck outta here. I was never meant for this shit. Do you understand? This is some bullshit that I donât fuckinâ knowâ¦â
âThatâs fine,â I interrupt. âI donât fuckinâ need you.â
Johnnyâs face falls. It feels like I just kicked a goddamn puppy.
I clench my fist and pull back from the wall. Johnnyâs not built for shit like this. His family has been out of the thick of things for so long, heâs good at support or recon, but this?
âI donât want you to get hurt,â I say, clarifying my earlier statement. The sight of Johnnyâs usually happy-go-lucky face, crushed by my words, haunts me for some reason.
âI mean, I know what I signed up forâ¦â
âYou fuckinâ donât!â I yell at him.
Johnnyâs face locks onto mine.
âYou have no fuckinâ clue. What you saw out there? Thatâs who Benicio Souza is. Itâs who heâs always been. He doesnât fuck around with shit, Johnny. I know youâre a second son and all that, and that you thought maybe, just maybe, youâd have some kind of pull out here, but you fuckinâ donât. Do you understand? This is not a world that you can just fool around in. Your dad and uncles were connected. They were in. But the world that they were connected in doesnât fuckinâ exist anymore. And, above all that, Benicio Souza is fuckinâinsane,â I hiss, close to his face.
Johnny looks like heâs going to cry.
I shut my eyes. Fuck me.
Opening them, I look Johnny up and down. âIf you donât want to be here, then fuckinâ donât. You wanted to help me, and Marco asked you to. Whatever that is, itâs a fuckinâ favor. You donât have to be here, Spinoli. You fuckinâ donât. But if you want Marco to extract you, have him send me Sal instead.â
I donât know when it will be my turn to interrogate the potential traitors. I have no fuckinâ clue.
But I canât get Johnny into this further if he doesnât want to be here.
Johnny sighs, looking away. âI want to work for whoever is coming out of this. Either you, or Marco, or whoever the fuck it is. Hell, Iâd win this myself if I didnât think youâd kill me for beinâ with your girl.â
âI would,â I say.
Iâm dead fuckinâ serious.
Shaking his head, Johnny looks away. âThat shit that we saw in the courtyard⦠thatâs fuckinâ scary, man.â
I know. âThat level of violence is how Benicio Souza will always operate. Heâs always going to be one mean motherfucker, man. If you work for him, you have to constantly be looking for those guns to be aimed at your head.â
âAnd youâre willing to go through all that for this girl?â
âYes.â
Thereâs no hesitation. Thereâs no doubt. I will always come for Marisol. It doesnât matter if sheâs on the other side of the fuckinâ world.
I will always come for her. No matter where she is or who has her.
The only thing that could make me stop is if she clearly, beyond a shadow of a doubt, told me she didnât want me.
Doubt skates through me again. Marisol made it clear that she didnât think we knew each other enough for it to matter.
You need to change that.
My eyes snap to him. âWhat time is it?â
âOne-fifteen. Why?â
I nod, pushing off from the wall. âIâll be here this evening. Whatever you decide, Johnny, I support you. If you talk to Marco, then tell him I fuckinâ need Sal.â
I donât wait to see what Johnny says. I turn, opening my door and slamming it behind me.
None of this will matter if I donât convince Marisol that sheâs meant to be with me. She wants to get to know me?
Sheâs gonna get to know me just fine.
The pool is quiet.
Really quiet.
Iâm in there for so long, I know itâs past the time Marisol usually arrives. I chose to hide in the bathroom again, reasoning that Marisol knew I was in there before.
Maybe she would come back again.
Iâm about to fuckinâ leave when i hear noise. Freezing, I tuck myself into the side against the door.
Itâs Marisol.
And Moretti.
âThanks, Andrei. Iâll be good now.â
âI do not think I will leave today,â Morettiâs heavily accented fuckinâvoice filters through the room.
My hands squeeze into balls at my side, and I breathe out through my nose, trying to keep myself from exploding with rage.
Calm the fuck down, calm the fuck downâ¦
If I go get to Marisol now, Iâm going to fuck it up.
âOh,â Marisol breathes, her shock clear. âOh. Did you⦠is there something wrong?â
âI donât think you are safe here alone.â
âWhyâs that?â her voice holds the tiniest note of panic, and I swear to fuckinâ God, if Moretti picks up on itâ¦
âThereâs a security breach I was just made aware of.â
Fuck.
For a split second, I wonder if Johnny sold me out. Itâs possible, but I guess that itâs improbable.
It makes no sense for someone as⦠well. As Johnny as Johnny to sell me out like that. Marco would fucking kill him.
If I didnât do it first.
It has to be one of the guards, or someone else who knows the property. Someone that could easily tip Moretti off, and who might stand to benefitâ¦
I bite back the growl in my throat.
Fucking Volkov.
Motherfucker definitely knows, and heâs trying to get Moretti to take me out.
Mentally, I make a note to strangle Volkov the next chance I see him.
For actual reasons this time.
Well. Other than heâs Volkov.
âIt isnât safe for you to remain here,â he grunts. âNot alone, because someone might be hiding.â
Fuck.
If he comes for this door, Iâm just going to fucking lay him out. Thatâs the plan. Itâs the only plan, and Iâm going to stick to it if I have to.
Marisol sighs. âOkay. Stay,â she murmurs.
Then, thereâs the sound of clothes rustling.
Rage explodes through me. Hot. persistent. Rage that I canât hide or stop.
Sheâs getting undressed in front of him. She probably has her suit on, butâ¦
I hear splashing.
Sheâs in the pool now.
Moretti doesnât approach my hiding spot. Instead, Iâm just driven insane thinking about Marisol in the pool. Her elegance. The way she glides through the water. The way her hair streams behind her.
Iâm tortured.
For fucking ever.
Finally, Marisol stops. She hops out, and I imagine her grabbing a towel.
She speaks to Moretti.
âSee? Nothing. No one came to get us. Iâm at far more risk in the garden,â she says.
Loudly.
Very, very loudly.
âThe garden is protected by the patrols,â Moretti growls.
âI know. Itâs true. Since Iâm much safer there, I think I might take a walk.â
âWhen?â
A pause. âTonight. Maybe after dinner.â
âMarisol, Iâ¦â
âMy fatherâs guards will be there. It wonât be a problem. I need the time alone, Andrei. I do. I know itâs nice of you to be here with me, but itâs not the same. I wish to think about my mother, and see the trees he planted for her.â
Thereâs a pause. A hesitation.
Finally, he sighs. âFine. You may go after dinner.â
âWonderful,â she murmurs.
There are footsteps.
Then, silence.
I would be disappointed. However, I canât be.
Marisol, my clever, wonderful Marisol, figured out a solution.
The garden.
After dinner.
Iâll be there.
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