Thereâs another note.
Meet me in the garden. Afternoon.
At least this one is more specific.
Ish.
Itâs been two days since the melee fight. I havenât seen any of the contestants since. I do know both Luca Costa and the French man have left.
Apparently my father is being merciful, and allowing contestants to leave rather than just die here.
Itâs unusual of him, but I think he likes that. He wants to keep everyone on their toes.
Myself included, I guess.
Which is why when the note appears, another awful, terrible thought enters my mind.
What if itâs my father, trying to trick me into something?
Shit.
I pace again, staring at the note on my bed. At this point I donât know that itâs Dino, but I also donât think it could be anyone elseâ¦
Or at least, I hope it couldnât.
Thereâs a rap on my door. Quickly, I snatch the note up and fold it in my hands. âCome in,â I say to the person on the other side.
The door creaks open, and Andreiâs head pops in. âYour father would like you to come to the kitchen for brunch,â he says.
Quietly.
My stomach sinks. âWhy?â
âWhy does he do anything, Marisol?â
Fuck.
âOkay. Just. Give me a second,â I say.
I donât want Andrei to know about the note. If it is Dino, then I need to make sure Andrei doesnât see it.
The scene at the melee a few days prior is still fresh in my mind.
I think Dino would have smashed Volkovâs head in. If heâd had the option. The way he stood over Volkovâs body, the way Dinoâs leg was tensed⦠Iâll never forget that.
He was⦠unhinged. Violent. Brutal. They didnât know, but my dad was commenting on every single one of the fighters.
And for Dino?
Even Benicio Souza said that Dino was âaggressiveâ.
Iâm not certain why my dad gave Andrei the command to stop him. Clearly, heâd been enjoying the show so far, so for him to just⦠call it off like that was wild.
I did, however, catch the way that Andrei looked at Dino. The coldness in his face. Iâve seen that look before. Andrei hates Dino, with something more than just the average amount of dislike.
Whatever he feels towards Dino, itâs⦠deeper than that.
For his part, Dino also seems to hate Andrei. The smile he gave wasnât joyful in the slightest. It was a baring of teeth, and the flash of white through the blood dripping in his mouth had been nothing short of savage.
I shuddered.
Quickly I duck into the bathroom and put the note in my makeup case. I grab a lip gloss and step out, holding it to my lips to apply it as I walk toward Andrei.
He raises an eyebrow.
âCanât leave the room looking disheveled,â I comment. âMy mom always said that your appearance is like armor. Putting it on right can help you stay safe during the battle.â
My mother did say this often. She also said that beauty was a weapon that could take out a manâs heart as sure as a bomb, and to be sure to use it with that intent.
I didnât tell him that, though.
Andrei quietly falls in behind me as I walk down the hallway. When I get to the kitchen, my father is sitting in the small breakfast nook, which is unusual.
He is also alone, which is even more unusual.
I sit and he nods at Andrei. âYou can take the door,â he commands.
Andreiâs eyes linger on me for just a second. I look away, hoping my father doesnât notice.
When Andrei leaves, Benicio sighs. âYour mother has the same effect on people.â
âWhat effect?â
âDraws their attention like a flame.â
I duck, my cheeks red. âI donât want to,â I say quietly.
âYou never have, have you?â
Curious at my fatherâs calm tone, I look up at him.
His eyes study me. I definitely favor my mother in terms of looks, but I can see how my father and I are related. The high, proud cheekbones, for one. I have his nose, arching and patrician.
Have I noticed the gray in his hair before?
Or the scars that feather out from one side of his head?
âYou are quiet.â
âI have nothing to say,â I murmur.
âNothing to say, or nothing to say to me?â
I donât answer that question.
My father sighs and looks over the table. âYou know, I would let you have a choice, if you wanted it.â
That makes me bite back an acidic laugh. âExcuse me?â
âIn the suitors. You could tell me who you prefer.â
Absolutely not.
I look at my father. âDo you remember when I was six, you kidnapped Mamá and me, and you kept us in your house that was on the plains?â
He grins. âAh yes. I loved that time.â
Of course he did. âYou told me you would buy me a horse.â
âAnything for my princess.â
âIt was a nice horse. I think they call the color palomino.â
âGold,â he grins. âFor my golden girl.â
âThen, when Mamá and I escaped, you sent its hide to us.â
His face falls.
I stand. âI would not tell you my choice, even if I made one. I will choose whatever you want. There will be no horse hides on my conscience. I will agree to this marriage. I will participate in your farce. But do not think that for one second, you can pretend to be a father.â
âMarisol, Iâ¦â
I hold up my hand. âYou have done nothing but hurt me. This is no different. I will not be manipulated by you, Benicio.â
I can tell the use of his given name instead of âfatherâ or âPapaoâ irks him, because his eyes flash. âYou are my child. I am free to do with you as I wish.â
Anger, bright and hot, flares in me.
Iâm lucky that I had my mother. She taught me that children are not clones of their parents, but their own people. I am not a tool to be used by Benicio.
I choose how and when I will be part of his plans.
Iâm only here now because I had no other option.
I lean forward so that our faces are close. âI am not a child, Benicio. I am my motherâs daughter. I will play your game now so you can get what you want, but I will also get what I want.â
âThat is what I am trying to tell you. You could tell me which of theseâ¦â
âAnd have you kill them? No,â I sneer. âYouâll have to make those decisions all on your own. Iâm just the prize. But when youâre finally flush with the cash you need and you have your precious son-in-law to hand everything over to, remember that you will just be their father-in-law. I will be their wife.â
I grin at him, as some kind of understanding flashes. âYou are not the only one who can manipulate others, father,â I hiss.
Then I gather myself.
And I leave.
I stalk toward the pool.
While there is an outdoor lagoon, which my father maintains for reasons I canât fathom, the indoor pool is where you could swim laps. Built for a politician and his family, this estate has many such amenities.
I want to take advantage of it.
Andrei follows me, a shadow thatâs always three paces behind. I turn to look at him. âI want to be alone,â I say, right outside of the changing room where I keep a couple of swimsuits.
âMarisolâ¦â
His accent makes my name musical.
But itâs not the raspy growl that makes my blood run hot.
âPlease,â I whisper. âThereâs only one entrance. You can sit outside of it. Please just leave me alone.â
Actually, itâs not true. There are two ways to enter the pool. One of them happens to be connected to the pool maintenance room. Itâs a mess of pipes and chemicals, and if someone did enter through that way, theyâd have to navigate a terrible crawl space filled with whatever nasty insects the jungle wants to produce that day.
Technically, thereâs another entrance, but Iâve never seen anyone actually use it. Theyâd have to know the compound really well, and theyâd have to be very okay with being bitten by something that would likely take their life.
Or worse.
Andrei looks at me. His eyes, which normally are so impassive, become rounded with concern. âMarisolâ¦â
I look away.
He sighs, but relents. I hear the door to the pool room close, the sound echoing around the space.
Iâm grateful that he is willing to leave me alone.
God knows my own father would be less willing to do that. Clearly.
Remembering the horse has dredged up a thousand more memories of my father. Iâm struggling under the weight of them, and I think a quick swim might be helpful.
I braid my hair into a long rope before I change quickly into the unassuming one-piece that I keep down here. Iâve definitely grown a little since I last put this on, so it stretches tight against my breasts and comes up higher on my ass, but itâs fine.
Iâm alone, after all.
Silently, I play a game that I used to play when I was little. How quietly can you swim?
I think my mom taught me this one with the vision that one day, I would likely need it to escape.
One day.
I silently glide into the water. I take a few tentative strokes, noting how smooth it feels against my skin, before I drop the routine of silence and shut my eyes.
I start to swim, eyes closed, and see how long I can go without breathing. How long it takes me to reach one side and push away, gliding back.
How long it takes me to stuff the memories down of my father, and remember the ones I love instead.
The girls.
My mother.
Unbidden, Dinoâs face springs into my mind. I pull up, gasping, wiping water out of my eyes.
I canât count him among the things I love.
I donât even know him.
The brutal man from several days ago. The bloodthirsty fighter. The man who entered, uncalled for, and stood before my father.
Drakos.
I tread water, trying to shake my head as I rid myself of thoughts of Dino.
Thereâs a sound. Itâs so small I might miss it, but in the pool room, every sound is magnified. I can hear the water sloshing, and my own breath, sawing in and out of my lungs.
And something else.
The back of my neck prickles. I spin, looking around.
It feels like there are eyes lingering on me.
âAndrei?â
The word echoes. The door to the pool room snaps open, and Andrei comes in, his pistols out.
âMarisol. Are you okay?â
I frown. I look around again. Thereâs no sign of anyone else, and the room echoes with the last of Andreiâs concerned footsteps, accompanied by the light slap of water against the tiles.
âIâm fine,â I whisper. âI justâ¦â
I pause.
I just thought someone was watching me.
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