It takes a few days, but once everyone settles down after the disappearance of my mom, life seems almost⦠normal.
In the sense that Iâm nearly completely invisible to my father.
My dad is spending so much time preparing for the arrival of the cast of felons that heâs trying to marry me off to, he literally doesnât have time to talk to me.
And honestly, I am truly not complaining. It gives me time to just⦠sit. Be thoughtful. Meander around the house.
I sleep a lot. I think thatâs a very important thing, because Iâve heard that when you sleep, your mind essentially runs a protocol where it gets rid of things it doesnât need.
Maybe my brain just needs to do a lot of deleting in order to feel better.
Paulo, and his goons, are the biggest threat. They follow me around the house, lurking where they shouldnât. Three days after my motherâs disappearance, theyâre making me feel uneasy.
A feeling that keeps growing through the day.
Iâm in the shower, thinking about Dino, when I hear the doorknob to my shower rattle. Iâve long learned to lock doors in my fatherâs home, so at first I donât worry about it. Someone might have come into my bedroom, because the bathroom is connected to it, but I didnât lock that door.
I think.
Either way, locking the bathroom door definitely happened, so I manage to keep my shower going.
Then, I hear something else.
A key.
Sliding into a lock.
I freeze, not sure what to do. The water beats on my shoulders, and Iâm still covered in soap.
The key sound clicks. Then, thereâs quiet, just for a minute. The doorknob turnsâ¦
Oh God.
Someoneâs coming in.
I look around the shower, grabbing the razor I use to shave my legs like itâs going to be some kind of weapon. Maybe I can slice sideways with it? Or I guess if I just press hard enough, I can rip someoneâs skin apart with it. Iâm still contemplating how to best use it as a weapon when I see the door creak open, just slightly.
Shit.
I hold the razor up, ready to slash whoever is coming through that doorâ¦
Then, it stops, and I hear a muffled sound. Several of them, actually, including some pretty hefty noises that could be someone falling down.
Or someone being pushed down.
Either way, I need to figure out what the hell it is that Iâm working with.
Quickly, I rinse myself off and grab a towel. I pull my long hair up into it, and then step into the fluffy robe thatâs on the back of the door. Gripping the razor, I cautiously pad over to the door.
Itâs quiet out in my room.
Too quiet.
My heart is slamming in my throat. Iâm not sure if I want to open the door and see whatâs going on out there at all. The best-case scenario is that one of Pauloâs people came into my room to get me, and he just⦠got lost.
The worst-case scenario isâ¦
Worse.
âItâs safe, Marisol,â I hear a soft, dangerous voice say.
I know that voice.
I open the bathroom door. Andrei is there, standing over a body.
A very suspiciously still body.
Andreiâs eyes widen as he looks at me. âI⦠Please go back,â he says. âYou donât need to see this.â
âIs he dead?â
Andrei doesnât say anything.
I sigh. âIs there a lot of blood?â
âWould that bother you?â
Normally Iâd lie and say no, but⦠I wrinkle my nose. âYes.â
I donât particularly want a ton of blood in my bedroom, if Iâm being honest.
âSi. Well. Give me about fifteen minutes and it will be done. You can finish yourâ¦â he doesnât say it.
I donât miss, however, how his eyes glide down to my bare legs.
Shit.
Just like my mom said, itâs clear that Andrei Moretti is not just interested in me professionally.
You could do worse than a man who kills people for you.
Unfortunately, I donât want a man who kills people at all.
âOkay,â I say quietly.
Then I sneak back into the bathroom.
I donât get into the shower. After locking the door, I take the chance to brush my teeth and do some other grooming. I have some clothes in the bathroom, just the soft lounge pants and a shirt that I was wearing before my shower, so I quickly put those on.
A soft tap on the door comes eventually. I donât have a clock on me, but I have a feeling itâs exactly fifteen minutes later.
Cautiously, I open the door.
It smells heavily like cleaner. Hydrogen peroxide, actually.
I look down at the tile, and I donât see a single speck of blood there.
My eyes shoot up to Andrei. âYou cleaned it?â
He doesnât say anything.
I shuffle, vaguely uncomfortable. âThank you,â I say finally.
He tips his head.
God.
What is wrong with me? Heâs handsome. Heâs already assigned to be around me all the time. Dino is out of the realm of possibility. I need to marry someone that my dad is going to approve of, in this stupid competition.
Moretti canât enter.
But he can keep me safe.
I know what I need to do. I need to keep him interested, keep this going. Make him think that he has a chance with me, so that he can protect me whenâ¦
You need to lead him on. You need to keep him close.
Youâre a terrible human if you do that.
I suck in a deep breath.
âListen, Andreiâ¦â
âWould you like to go for a walk?â
I blink, looking at him.
To my surprise, Andrei looks⦠nervous. His big, elegant hands, that normally are completely controlled, fidget on the zippers of his jacket. He looks like heâs waiting for my response, and heâs afraid of what heâs going to hear.
âIs my dad going to be mad about that?â
He gives me a look, and just the very corner of his lips tips up. âHe wonât complain.â
âOkay,â I whisper. âLet me put on my tennis shoes.â
I quickly do so. Andrei is waiting for me by the door, which I close with a soft click.
He follows me into the hall.
Andrei always follows me about two steps behind. I thought, previously, that it was like⦠a guard thing. He would fall behind so that I could walk in front of him.
I didnât consider that it was anything other than his work.
Until now.
Quickly and quietly, I take the fastest route to the garden. The estate is on top of a massive plot of land, and my father does employ someone to maintain a huge garden space. Itâs not as big as the compound that El Chapo had, supposedly, and we donât have a zoo on the premises or anything like that.
But I think that, given the chance, my dad would definitely try to import some zoo animals here.
We start through the garden, following a gravel path. My feet crunch on it, the sound almost too loud. We pass a couple of guards, who take one look at Andrei before looking quickly away.
Finally, toward the further part of the garden, I turn. âDo you notice that anymore?â
Andrei pauses. âNotice what?â
âThat,â I say, my eyes drifting to the place that we passed the last guard.
Andreiâs face hardens. âI donât notice anymore.â
However, based on the darkness there, I think he very much does notice.
âHmm.â I sigh. I look around. This part of the garden has a little green hedge, which my father employs multiple gardeners to keep looking crisp. I guess he must have let the gardening team go, though, because the hedge looks unruly and overgrown. Banana trees loom overhead, and there are other fruits as well. Mangoes, my motherâs favorite fruit, as well as some figs. Guava, which is what I love.
Huh.
I never noticed before.
The hedge arches around a large circle, and thereâs a fountain at the center. The water moves quickly and smells slightly chemical, which is probably because of all the mosquito stuff thatâs tossed in it to make sure we all donât come down with malaria or something. Thereâs a small bench in front of the fountain, a cement thing that is slightly covered in moss.
âHere,â I say, gesturing to the bench. âSit with me.â
I sit, and my heart beats a little faster.
Iâve never invited anyone to sit with me. Any man, that is. The only man Iâve ever really even tried to get close to is Dino.
And heâs not coming for me. Not here. Not when he has so much at riskâ¦
And he better be looking after the girls until I can come back.
Thereâs a long moment where Iâm alone on the bench. The fountain jingles, the water cascading over the sides in a clear, bell-like tone. Itâs peaceful out here. I remember my dad saying that he built it so he and my mother could wander it together, before my mother told him she didnât much like gardens.
Especially gardens in Brazil.
Thereâs a soft crunch of gravel, and Andrei joins me on the bench.
We donât say anything. I donât know what to say. Iâm nervous, but not in the same way that I was nervous with Dino.
Iâm just plain nervous here. Iâm playing a game that I donât know the rules to.
And I donât know how to win.
âWhy are you protecting me?â I finally manage to say.
Next to me, Andrei shifts. âI have to.â
âNot like this,â I clarify.
He huffs out a small breath. âNo. Not like this.â
âSo why, then?â
He opens his mouth. Shuts it. Opens it again. âDo you know why I work for your father?â
I shake my head.
He continues, each word halting as though itâs coming from somewhere deep within him. âMy mother was⦠a businesswoman. She moved here from Italy when she was a teenager, and had me after.â
Usually, thatâs code for a sex worker. I nod, showing him I understand.
âShe was killed when another gang raided our⦠establishment. I was alone. Your father found me and took me in, and taught me how to be⦠me. How to get revenge on the people who hurt her.â
âHe does that,â I say bitterly.
âI owe him for it,â Andrei says softly.
I turn to look at him.
He nods. âI owe him for that,â he continues, âbut I also think maybe that the things I owe Benicio Souza are.. ending.â
His words are so heavily accented that it takes me a minute. I turn to look at him. âYou donât want to work for him anymore?â
He shakes his head. âNo.â
âSo the plan is what? To marry me and run everything?â I snort. âHeâd never allow that.â
âI know,â Andrei whispers.
Ice skates down my spine. âAndreiâ¦â
âIf no one wins the competition, Marisol, he will still need an heir.â
I shut my eyes.
âI am not so bad,â he says. âI would make⦠I would make a suitable husband. I would not be cruel. To you,â he clarifies. âI would treat you well. I am not so bad to look at, no?â
I donât laugh at his joke.
He sighs, leaning back. âYou are not so bad yourself.â
âIâll pretend thatâs a compliment.â
âIt is,â he says quickly. âIt is. You are beautiful. And there is so much more.â
Heâs right.
Thereâs so much more to me. Thereâs my fatherâs organization. His debts. His failures.
Everything he has access to through me.
âWhy not just enter the competition?â
âI canât. No⦠I am not an heir,â he says with a frown in his voice.
âThatâs a stupid rule,â I murmur.
Andrei doesnât respond.
I donât either. I stare at the fountain, aware of the dangerous Italian next to me. Andrei Morettiâs right. He wouldnât be so bad, and I would be well taken care of with him. I think that I also would even be able to get the girls and bring them to live with me.
Heâs not bad. Itâs true.
But my heart holds on to one truth that it refuses to let go of.
Heâs not bad.
But heâs not Dino.
Another three days, and itâs time.
My father is in the best mood. I havenât responded to Andreiâs question, and he hasnât pushed me on it. Iâm grateful for that, because I donât have an answer.
Itâs an arrangement that makes sense.
But my motherâs voice keeps ringing in my head.
Decide with your heart.
My heart, unfortunately, is definitely not on board with the Andrei proposal.
I need to let that go. My future is about to walk into our courtyard. The whole thing feels absolutely archaic.
Iâm dressed in an evening dress, like some kind of medieval princess. Inside, my father has prepared a welcome dinner. My role is to stand to the side, look pretty, and wave each of the men inside.
There are five, if the information Iâve overheard is accurate.
Five potential suitors. Five wealthy heirs to mafias across the world.
Five people who want to marry me for my fatherâs empire.
Zero who want to marry me for⦠me.
I shuffle. I hate wearing dresses like this, and I feel kind of naked standing here. Behind me, Moretti tenses, and I give him a little wave with my fingertips.
Iâm fine.
He doesnât move again.
Benicio opens the door to the house and the sound of the door slamming against the frame makes me jump. âLet them in!â he shouts to Paulo. My father turns to me, his grin turning sour as he does. âThere will be no funny business from you, girl.â
I toss my hair back and set my shoulders. âI know what Iâve done.â
âYouâre here willingly because if not, I will kill your mother.â
Heâs clearly posturing. We both know that my mother has her ways with him, and heâs never quite been able to master them. All the same, I nod, showing him that Iâm not going to fight. âIâm here willingly, father,â I say.
He stares at me for a minute before nodding. âGood. Youâre not going anywhere. This is⦠if you do, I will come for more than just your mother,â he says darkly.
My eyes snap up to his.
This is the first time that heâs threatened the twins.
Ever.
My heart feels hard, but my father turns, waving me away. âOpen the gate, Paulo.â
Paulo, whose hand is still in a bandage, shoots me a glare before snapping an order into a radio. Minutes later, we hear the sound of tires and an engine, and a car pulls into the courtyard.
Out steps a tall, pale man with a shock of white blond hair. His blue eyes run up and down, and I want to hide.
âAlexei Volkov. Russian,â Andrei whispers behind me.
âThank you,â I murmur back.
The Russian shakes hands with my father before heading inside.
Another car appears. Then another. I listen to each of their names, muttered softly behind me, while I evaluate all of them.
Vuk Pavlovic.
Luca Costa.
Bastien Deloitte.
Johnny Spinoli.
Five men. Five people that I need to be on guard around, constantly. Five sets of hungry eyesâ¦
My eyes widen as I hear another car drive up. My father, who was about to head inside, pauses. He mutters something to Paulo, who shrugs.
The guards lower their automatic rifles, pointing them at the car.
Thereâs a long moment before the door opens. Everyone is staring. There were only supposed to be five men here.
This sixth one?
Clearly, someone messed up.
Behind me, Andrei steps forward so heâs right at my shoulder. Heâs staring into the car, his gaze as focused as a panther on the door.
The hair on the back of my neck raises.
Finally, the door to the car clicks open.
My heart is in my throat, and the sound of safetyâs being clicked off of each gun only makes my nerves worse.
One leg, well clothed in a suit, emerges from the car. My eyes trace the line of the manâs body up, until they get to his face.
When I see who it is, my heart stops. I lose the ability to breathe.
Completely.
I make an effort to bring oxygen back into my lungs and I blink.
It canât be.
I take another look. The tattoos covering his neck, I know. His eyes are the eyes I see in my children every day.
And theyâre completely focused on me.
âWho the fuck are you?â Benicio snarls behind me.
Dinoâs gaze never leaves mine.
âBernadino Drakos,â he says. The name makes a murmur go around the courtyard.
âWhat the fuck are you doing here?â Benicio barks.
The smallest hint of a smile tugs at the corner of Dinoâs mouth.
âIâm here to enter the competition.â
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