Alien part 2

(Talk of spice but no actual lemon or anything)

He's been...agitated. I can tell that much.

Everytime I enter his containment I've felt more on edge. He talks to me like usual. Nothing has changed fundamentally but...the way he looks at me. The way he moves has changed.

I used to feel we were on fairly equal ground. He is a humanoid like being with intelligence and despite his comments indicating humans as inferior I never see any huge differences except his clawlike fingers and wings.

I SEE no difference yet I FEEL it. I feel it in the way my head reels when I head in or how my body wants to flinch away when he gestures. Danger, my body screams, or I might die.

His eyes seem to glow in the darkness. Like a cats eyes catch the light.

It never used to bother me that there are no monitors in here. Between his tearing down the cameras to the scientists losing interest in watching feedings. I no longer have a guard watching me enter and leave since they have considered him not a threat.

When i first thought of this I thought it was nice. He is almost like visiting a friend but now I feel more tense. Everytime i go in it feels like I need to be ready for anything.

I did try to go bring it up. I really did. Though I realised I really couldn't when a feather lightly caressed the skin of my bare back right before I could knock. My body froze in that moment only moving again when the feather pulled my collar forcing me away from the door with a strength not proportionate to the small feather's size.

Aa I looked around I realised...we aren't the ones in charge anymore. Every password, every access key, he probably knew. Every secret ever spoken he heard.

He knows where we sleep and has access to us constantly. We have NEVER monitored him because he has always been monitoring us.

He...he let us capture him. He knows anything and everything about us...my only question now is... what does he plan to do with all this?

I felt my fingers cramping because of how hard I gripped the food tray. I took a deep breath before opening and entering his containment...if we can really call it that.

Every hair on my body stood on end as I made eyecontact with him. He sat at the table lounging as if nothing was the matter.

I cautiously put down the tray and turned to leave but a feather caught my collar keeping me from leaving.

"Slow your roll. Are we not going to chat?" He mused

"Do i have a choice?" I mumble

"You act like I'm the bad guy here. Remember I am the one who was abducted by aliens here. Confined in a cage and watched like some wild animal"

"You've taken over the ship" I huff

"Hardly" he rolled his eyes, "You realise you humans stand no chance against me. 1 feather to the jugular is lethal and I have enough feathers to take out everyone on this ship 2 times over...but I don't"

"Why is that?" I finally face him

He had a lazy grin rolling his eyes, "You think I want to have to pilot this ship alone?"

"Then what's your plan?"

"Well for one your navigator isn't the best. They've been pretty preoccupied with some...drama I may have pushed along. You have a very monogamous species ideal for such a loose morality"

"Where are we going then?"

"Towards my peoples sector. They'll find us eventually"

"What will happen to the crew?"

"So many questions today" he scoffed, "Tell me, why don't you use that pretty little device in your drawer?"

I feel myself warm thinking about how he even knows, "Maybe because I didn't want a certain pervert listening in on me" I scoff

"Pervert?

"Yes, you are a pervert. You watch everyone all the time"

"I promise you I'm not. I keep things within reason"

"You JUST asked me about the toy in my drawer" I deadpan

"Its for your health" he shrugged

"Bullshit"

"Humans are very similar to my species. Sex isn't just for means of reproduction and can provide a lot of stress relief"

"I don't need stress relief-"

"I think you must definitely do-"

"I just need to get away from you!" I say louder than I intended

He looked taken aback by my outburst but slowly nodded, "I see...I didn't realise I put so much stress on you"

Fuck... now I feel bad...he's not all bad. He's been practically one of my best friends on board for some time. I liked coming in here and chatting as he ate.

I am just so freaked out now...I feel so small and threatened by him now, "Keigo...im sorry. I just...I don't like this. You are scaring me with all this"

"Is it the lack of control?"

"I guess...yeah. I'm not headed home like I thought. I never have a moment I know I'm not being watched...I feel trapped"

"Now you know exactly how I've felt all this time" he stood up from his chair

"Im sorry but-"

He moved too fast already taking the strides towards me. I backed up only to turn and try to run in my sudden panic for the door.

The wind was knocked out of me when I was instead pressed into it his clawed hands holding mine against the cold steel, "Now why are you running" he hummed

"Keigo. Let go" I fight his hands over mine

"Shh shh. Relax" he cooed

"I will not relax!" I thrash harder against him and the door.

He finally let up allowing me to face him before he stopped my flying fists to hit him, "I know, I know-"

"If you know then fucking stop!"

"Ok ok, look at me, look at me" he let me go grabbing my chin forcing me to look him in the eye, "I have no interest in hurting you. Stop panicking or you're going to hurt yourself"

I take a deep breath and try to relax. That was short lived though when lips landed on mine and my fist moved faster than I thought only to never meet its target.

"Im helping you" he mumbled against my lips

"This is NOT helping" I hiss

His fingers moved to my cheeks pinching my jaw open despite my obvious protest until he got his thumb between my molars.

He kissed me openly before finally completely releasing me and taking a full step back.

I was ready to release the pent up frusteration and rage when by brain drew one long blank. It feels like a soft fresh out of the drier blanket was wrapped around me. I felt my body relax as my mind eased all previous rage buried under it all.

"See? I'm helping. That's better right?" He chuckled helping ease me down the door to the ground

"What did you do to me" i try to keep the malace in my tone.

"Its...like a venom. This is a minor dose of it. Didn't want to over do it or anything"

"Venom? Am I going to die?" I mumble resting against the cold steel of the door

"No, think of this more like... when a male spider taps at a female to put her in a trance-like state"

"Why the hell would your species need that?"

"Females are quite large and VERY aggressive" he shrugged criss-crossing his legs on the ground, "Nothing like humans. Don't get me wrong you are aggressive but I don't fear for my life just talking to you"

"What your plan keigo?"

He looked ready to say something but hesitated, "I...I don't know honestly. My people aren't the most...friendly. If they see me confined like this they may take it out on your crew. I haven't had much time to think about that though"

"You've had nothing but time"

"With my cycle not so much. I have a lot on my mind..."

"You practically have control of the ship. You can get the resources you need" I argue

"That ship has sailed" he sighed heavily, "With a lack of enrichment my body has already determined the cycle needs to come to protect my species"

"Then what can happen to make it easier?"

He tapped his talons on his knee for a moment looking deep in thought. He suddenly stood offering a hand, "I'll see you tomorrow...and do relax"

I nod heading out. I don't even know why I just left. I feel so odd still. That blanket of security and warmth still there as a haze.

That evening I finally got ahold of myself trying to take it all in. I can't tell anyone. I'm practically under his thumb. He may be the prisoner on paper but I'm the only one on this ship who knows how fucked we are.

I let my face fall into my hands in frusteration. A moment later I hear my drawer clatter only to see a feather has ripped it open. I see WHICH drawer opened and quickly slam it shut, "No"

At that I went to bed ignoring the feather that zipped around the room agitatedly.

By the time I needed to take him his lunch I was at my wits end. Mostly because my toy appears to be following me now thanks to a certain feather.

I try to rip it away embarrassedly, "Keigo I need to bring you your food! You are NOT going to follow me around with that!"

After enough fighting I had to give in shoving the damn thing in my jacket. I glared at keigo as I entered the room.

"Can I see it?"

"No!" I huff slamming down his tray

A feather easily slipped it to him before I could argue further, "Is this supposed to represent the male of the species genitalia? I had really thought you were a monogamous species"

"We are" I huff

He rolled his eyes pointing to the obvious head, "That is obviously designed to get rid of the competition"

"Keigo that's gross!" I swipe it back, "What is your deal with this thing lately??"

"Curiosity. I believe I got my answers though" he shrugged

"And what are those?" I huff

"We are biologically compatible" he spoke as if it was the weather. He grabbed a grape popping it in his mouth without a thought.

I stood flabbergasted, "This is about...biological compatability?"

He nodded, "Your body temperature is perfect for incubation. Your body has all the flexibility requirements needed. You even respond well to the venom"

"I... what are you saying?"

"Im saying. I want you to assist me in my cycle"

"I can't" I blurt out, "there's... so many things wrong with that. Starting with I AM NOT AN ALIEN"

"Well that's rude. To me you are the alien here. And the one who abducted me at that" he scoffed, "And besides that I am already well aware of the attraction we have for eachother"

"Don't be such a narcissist"

"Its not narcissism when I know for a fact you like me. Since the day we first officially met you have had a staring issue. Even as friends you always had that all too curious look in your eye"

I feel my face burn at his remarks, "You look mostly human ok? But we can't"

"Give me 1 good reason why not"

"I can give several. 1 you're an alien, 2 do you think the crew would just be chill with me having weird alien sex? 3 say we did, what's the future going to look like. I wouldn't be able to look you in the eye-"

"I JUST said we are compatible. If the crew is that much of a hassle, Ill just kill 'em"

"No!" I recoil

"Fine" he scoffed, "You know I totally could have lied and been all like 'oh no I'll die if I don't get laid'" he spoke in a mocking tone

"You don't get brownie points for not lying"

"Eh, fair point. It was a good try at least" he chuckled

"This isn't a funny matter" I huff

"It kinda is. Never thought I'd need to start begging to mate someone"

"Well begging isn't going to do anything for you" I huff and leave no longer wanting to put up with this... this harassment!