Chapter 21

"Ah Y/N you're awake already." Nayeon said as she opened her eyes and saw that the girl next to her was already up.

"Why didn't you wake me up?" The older asked.

"You were so cute when you were sleeping, I didn't want to bother you. Besides it's sunday so you should sleep."

"Have you been watching me sleep?" Nayeon realised that when she woke up the younger was already looking at her.

"Yes. Is it wrong to watch a beautiful girl sleep?" Y/N smirked and the teacher blushed.

"Yah, that's just creepy!" Nayeon scolded.

"I'm gonna make us breakfast, so get ready." With that the younger left and went to the kitchen to prepare breakfast.

Nayeon washed up, changed her clothes and went to the kitchen to see Y/N cooking. It looked like she was struggling a bit but it smelled good.

"It smells good, but it looks like you're struggling." Nayeon said as she back hugged Y/N and put her chin on Y/N's shoulder.

"Ani, I'm doing fine. Now go sit, breakfast is ready." Y/N pecked the older's lips and they both sat down.

"Wah, Y/N you're a good cook."

"This is actually my first time cooking;" The younger confessed.

"It is?"

"Yeah, I don't even have a kitchen at home, remember?" Now that Nayeon thinks about it she doesn't remember seeing a kitchen at Y/N's place. The two ate in silence and enjoyed their food.

"You were right about that place. Ever since I moved there I've been doing worse than before. It's like whenever I'm there, my dad is very close to me and the voices in my head are way louder there. I actually noticed it the first time that I slept here. It was the first time that I had a peaceful sleep in a long time and every time I sleep here, I sleep well. So I decided to move out of there." Y/N sighed.

"I'm very proud of you. This is the first step to stop these bad voices in your head and to finding out who you really are. We'll ask for another guardian or contact the school about this. I'm sure they'll find you a place. In the mean time you can stay here, okay?" Nayeon held Y/N's hand assuring her that everything will get into place. She's extremely proud of the younger girl for not giving up on herself and trying to better herself.

"What else should I do? I don't really know what to do." Y/N confessed.

"I think you need to see a therapist. It will help you with your anger issues and you'll learn to cope with your past. I didn't study psychology for that long but it's common for teenagers to cope the way you do when they had a bad childhood."

"Wait, wait, wait. You studied psychology?" Y/N didn't know this. It's her first time hearing this.

"Yes, but I stopped halfway and switched. Why else do you think I can read you so well?"

"Hmm, I never thought about that." She just thought Nayeon was an annoying teacher.

"Anyways, I have a friend her name is Seulgi. I think she'll be the best therapist for you. I'll contact her today and see when I can set an appointment. Is that okay with you?" Y/N just nodded. There were many times that people told her she should go to therapy but Y/N always refused. She hates things like that. She hates talking about her past and her feelings, and she never thought that she needed that kind of help, but Nayeon made her see that she actually does. She's doing this for Nayeon and for herself.

"Let's clean up and watch a movie or something? Let's spend the day together." Nayeon smiled and Y/N agreed.

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Y/N and Nayeon were watching movies the entire day cuddling on the couch. There were many times that they got distracted from the movie and ended up making out. Now they're both tired since it's pretty late.

"Seonsaengnim, I love you." Y/N smiled.

"How can I take that seriously when you keep calling me seonsaengnim!" The teacher hit Y/N's shoulder.

"Don't you think it has it's charm? You're my only teacher that I call like that. See it like a nickname."

"I don't like that nickname. I want a new one." She pouted.

"Aish, you can be such a baby at times. Fine, what nickname do you want?"

"Girlfriend. I wanna be your girlfriend." Y/N widened her eyes. Is she joking or is she serious?

"W-what?" Were the only words that came out from her mouth.

"Let me be your girlfriend, Y/N. I wanna be your girlfriend." The teacher adjusted herself so that she's looking directly at Y/N.

"A-are you sure? You know it's risky." (risky risky wiggy wiggy)

"I wouldn't be saying this to you if I didn't give a thought to it. I've thought about this a lot, Y/N. We've been acting like lovers for a while now, but we're not girlfriends. I love you more every single day and I can't stand the thought that you're not mine. I want you to be mine, only mine."  She said caressing the younger girl's face.

"Okay, then you're my girlfriend now." Even though it's risky and Y/N doesn't want Nayeon to get in trouble, she loves her a lot and she can't stand the thought that she's not hers either, especially when she sees Ms. Im with Ms. Yoo.

"Really?" Nayeon smiled like a kid.

"Yes, really. But we need to be very very very careful."

"Of course, this will be our dirty little secret." The teacher showed her bunny teeth while smiling.

"I love you." Y/N adjusted Nayeon's hair.

"I love you too Y/N." With that she kissed the girl passionately. They're very happy right now. Nothing can ruin this moment from them.

"My friends have their suspicions about us though." Y/N informed when they pulled away from the kiss.

"Same for Sana. She keeps teasing me about it, especially whenever I tease her about Dahyun."

"Why are they teasing us when they're doing the exact same thing. I bet those two are fucking each other in secret." Y/N has noticed how close Dahyun and Sana got, she has also seen them interacting outside of school.

"Y/N! Language!" Nayeon scolded the younger.

"What? It's true though. I know Dahyun's had a crush on Sana for a long ass time. So you're probably not the only teacher that's dating a student."

"Even if they are dating, if we get caught we won't bring them down with us, if that's what you're thinking."

"I might not like Ms.Sana but Dahyun is still my friend. I won't do something like that to her."

"You care about your friends a lot don't you?"

"Yes. I do." Y/N hates to admit that she cares for those dorks, but she really does.

"Then why don't you tell them about your situation? Don't you trust them?"

"I do trust them. They've been here for me when nobody else was. They tolerated me when no one else would. I just don't want them to worry about me and I don't want to bother them with my problems."

"Y/N, they're your friends. I know they're good girls since I teach some of them as well. You should open up to them more. I'm sure they feel like you don't trust them because you're hiding everything. Besides I think it would help a lot if you opened up to them. I'm sure they won't judge you."

"I know they won't judge me. But I guess a part of me was always scared that they would leave me after finding out. They're the only ones that I have after all. I don't know what I would do without them." Y/N doesn't have a family so the only ones she's had for the past years are her friends. They never left her side, even when she was acting like a huge asshole.

"That's why I think you should open up to them more. Show them that you care about them. I haven't told you this but one time I was talking to Mina and Momo, I think it was in my first week of school, I asked them why they were friends with you since they're good students and you're not. And they told me that you weren't like this before and that you're actually a nice person so that's why they chose to be friends with you."

"I'm very lucky to have them to be honest. So you're right, I'll talk to them." Y/N doesn't know how she's going to approach them with this but she thinks it's the right thing to do.

"Also I wanted to ask, are Mina and Chaeyoung a thing? I've seen them interact a couple of times, but I'm not so sure." The teacher asked.

"Ah yes, they're dating. Why is everyone around us so gay?" Y/N chuckled.

"I guess gays find each other. But I'm glad that the two are dating, they look very good together."

"Yeah, they do. It actually took them a long ass time until one of them confessed. They were so fucking dense. We've even tried setting them up many times, but we always failed. It literally took them years."

"Don't act like you weren't dense either." Nayeon hit Y/N's shoulder. AGAIN. When is she gonna stop?

"At least it didn't take me years like it took them. Also you're my teacher after all, isn't it normal to be more dense with your teacher?" The student tried talking herself out of it.

"I heard from Momo that you were also dense with Minju."

"Since when do you talk to my friends so much??" Y/N never noticed that Nayeon talked to her friends.

"I talk to them once in a while. Why? Can't I talk to them? It will be less suspicious if I get along with them as well."

"Hmm, that's true. You should talk more to them but not about me. It seems like they're revealing everything about me, aish." Y/N is a bit annoyed that her friends talked about her and Minju to Ms. Im.

"Why? Do you have something to hide?" The older girl glared at her.

"N-no." Y/N stuttered.

"Good girl." Nayeon leaned closer and put her lips onto Y/N's. They kissed slowly enjoying every second of it. Soon the kiss got heated and they couldn't get enough of each other. Y/N started kissing the older's neck making her moan.

"Y/N, baby" Nayeon moaned as she put her arms around the younger's neck.

"Baby?" Y/N pulled away when she heard Nayeon calling her baby. She won't lie that she liked hearing that nickname.

"Yes, you're my baby. Why did you stop aish, I'm horny." Nayeon pouted.

"Let's take this to the bedroom." Y/N suddenly lifted the older bridal style and brought her to the bedroom.

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A/N: Another updateeee. Where are you guys from? I'm curiousss. Also pls like and comment thank youuu :)