i opened the window with my cheeks inflated. it was when i was doing this and that because i thought i would run to my mom and complain if it was quiet.
âis it okay?â
suddenly, the door rattled open and someone came in. as if in a hurry, i ran towards the door and sweated profusely at the idea of someone coming in to break the tranquility.
âdad!â
âbebe.â
my fatherâs body hugged me without hesitation. like a person who ran in, he was like a person who was excited. i wiped my dadâs forehead with my hand.
âwhy did you run like that?â
ââ¦i didnât run. i just walked a little faster.â
in the meantime, my father avoided my gaze. then, he walked up to her mother sitting still in bed.
âis it better than that, adele?â
âohâ¦â
my motherâs eyes turned rounder at the appearance of my father calling her name affectionately.
âadele⦠is it my name?â
âoh, yeah! my momâs name is adelaide. she was also called adele!â
âi seeâ¦â
as if it didnât feel real, my mother repeated and repeated her name several times. in the meantime, my fatherâs expression became stronger than before.
ââ¦bebe.â
âyes. dad. momâ¦â
when my mother was mumbling at the fact that she couldnât say it with her mouth, my father nodded quietly. as if he had already expected there, he quickly hid his embarrassed expression.
however, her eyes shook more anxiously than ever.
âby the way, adele, donât you remember anything?â
âoh⦠yes. actually, i donât know where i am or why iâm here. bebe calls herself my daughterâ¦â
dad, who approached my confused mother, put me down on the bed and pulled a chair and sat down.
âi see. donât you feel bad?â
âyes⦠i donât feel bad. itâs just⦠i donât understand the situation, but i feel good.â
whenever i saw my mother smiling warmly, it hurt somewhere in my heart.
my dadâs big hand patted my head softly, perhaps knowing that.
âthatâs a relief.â
my fatherâs eyes looked at me more firmly than ever. as if not to worry, the eyes alternately looked at my mother and me.
it was after a long time that such a father opened her mouth again.
âit must be crazy, but bebe is your child.â
âohâ¦â
âand iâm your husband.â
âhusbandâ¦â
âiâm the grand duke, youâre the grand duchess.â
the mother did not hide her surprise at the words. and i was surprised, too, because i didnât know my dad would even tell my mom that she was the grand duchess.
in fact, my mom wasnât really the grand duchess, and she was like a temporary one.
it was a temporary title created to keep us here.
contrary to expectations that he would tell the truth, my father told a lie without hesitation.
âohâ¦â
âso make yourself at home because your house is here.â
âi⦠married youâ¦â
âyeah. i donât think you loved me yet, but i love you. i mean it.â
i asked my dad for an explanation with my eyes. however, his expression, which was usually a little playful, was very different from before.
âit seems like bebe doesnât believe it.â
âreally? really?â
âat some point, it got into it. of course, adele used to put me behind to take care of her, and now that youâve forgotten me, youâre somehow lucky nonetheless.â
dad, who had been making a more comfortable face than ever, sighed deeply.
âat that time, i thought i wouldnât go in, but now i feel like i have a chance to try.â
âoh, my dad⦠to my dadâ¦â
as i was stuttering, my dad gently shook her head. as if you donât have to tell the story now.
at the same time, my fatherâs gaze was completely focused on my mother. i only looked at my mother perfectly as if there were only two in the world.
i wondered if it was shock therapy to bring back my motherâs memory, but i donât think it was that at all because my dad really seemed to love my mom.
âat first, i may have projected someone from you. but one day, i suddenly felt it. you are a completely different person. rather, iâm sorry for the thought itself. thatâs why iâm careful. i donât know if iâm allowed to love you⦠adele. i want to make you happy. you too, bebe.â
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